WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.910 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.910 --> 00:00:06.870 align:middle line:84% The children were of course, not allowed, 00:00:06.870 --> 00:00:08.880 align:middle line:90% of course to go to school. 00:00:08.880 --> 00:00:10.710 align:middle line:90% And yet they did try-- 00:00:10.710 --> 00:00:13.500 align:middle line:84% many, especially in Theresienstadt, 00:00:13.500 --> 00:00:16.470 align:middle line:90% they tried to educate the kids. 00:00:16.470 --> 00:00:18.240 align:middle line:90% It was exceedingly dangerous. 00:00:18.240 --> 00:00:22.740 align:middle line:84% They had to post a look out and usually 00:00:22.740 --> 00:00:25.920 align:middle line:84% were hiding in a hayloft or something like that, 00:00:25.920 --> 00:00:30.240 align:middle line:84% so that they could learn in the midst of this. 00:00:30.240 --> 00:00:31.515 align:middle line:90% Orders of the day. 00:00:31.515 --> 00:00:34.550 align:middle line:90% 00:00:34.550 --> 00:00:39.050 align:middle line:84% After the bellowed call to rise, the cold dribble 00:00:39.050 --> 00:00:42.050 align:middle line:90% wash up before making our cots. 00:00:42.050 --> 00:00:44.960 align:middle line:84% After chores were dealt out as we crumbled bread 00:00:44.960 --> 00:00:47.420 align:middle line:84% into sour cabbage, then fell in line 00:00:47.420 --> 00:00:51.750 align:middle line:84% to be totted up numbers matched to fate. 00:00:51.750 --> 00:00:55.610 align:middle line:84% There was a moment before the scramble to class, 00:00:55.610 --> 00:00:58.280 align:middle line:84% lookouts posted below the attic hutch. 00:00:58.280 --> 00:01:03.830 align:middle line:84% No more than a flicker, a bright, brutal remembering, 00:01:03.830 --> 00:01:06.950 align:middle line:90% when we became ourselves again. 00:01:06.950 --> 00:01:11.540 align:middle line:84% Cow licked and plaited, flush with pocketed apples 00:01:11.540 --> 00:01:13.310 align:middle line:90% or tucked away sweets. 00:01:13.310 --> 00:01:16.940 align:middle line:84% We were not hunched in rain being counted or shivering 00:01:16.940 --> 00:01:19.430 align:middle line:84% under rafters trying to keep pace 00:01:19.430 --> 00:01:22.910 align:middle line:84% with our dreams of the outside world. 00:01:22.910 --> 00:01:27.560 align:middle line:84% We were merely children, and that brief forgetting, that 00:01:27.560 --> 00:01:33.080 align:middle line:84% raging stupor we tried to hold quiet in our heads, 00:01:33.080 --> 00:01:36.950 align:middle line:84% as if in a brimming goblet, until the day 00:01:36.950 --> 00:01:41.780 align:middle line:84% lurched upright barking its orders. 00:01:41.780 --> 00:01:47.150 align:middle line:84% That moment was easily the most blissful or shattering instant 00:01:47.150 --> 00:01:50.430 align:middle line:90% we would live through on Earth. 00:01:50.430 --> 00:01:56.220 align:middle line:84% This hard and sullen earth we no longer recognized, but would 00:01:56.220 --> 00:01:59.310 align:middle line:84% sooner than later commit our souls 00:01:59.310 --> 00:02:03.270 align:middle line:84% to when at last our bodies crumbled 00:02:03.270 --> 00:02:07.670 align:middle line:90% into their final resting place. 00:02:07.670 --> 00:02:11.000 align:middle line:90%