WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:05.730 align:middle line:90% 00:00:05.730 --> 00:00:08.340 align:middle line:84% This is a poem that I wrote for my son, that 00:00:08.340 --> 00:00:16.620 align:middle line:84% is in the Cutthroat anthology, which is available widely, 00:00:16.620 --> 00:00:19.980 align:middle line:84% that is a wonderful anthology that captures the voices of so 00:00:19.980 --> 00:00:24.480 align:middle line:84% many Chicana and Chicano writers and you should pick it up 00:00:24.480 --> 00:00:25.815 align:middle line:90% as soon as you can. 00:00:25.815 --> 00:00:28.860 align:middle line:90% 00:00:28.860 --> 00:00:30.930 align:middle line:90% Where did it go? 00:00:30.930 --> 00:00:32.350 align:middle line:90% There it is. 00:00:32.350 --> 00:00:35.250 align:middle line:90% "Un Miércoles en Febrero. 00:00:35.250 --> 00:00:39.960 align:middle line:84% The bare elm twisted, light snow stuttering. 00:00:39.960 --> 00:00:44.810 align:middle line:84% What spring promises seems only cruel rumor. 00:00:44.810 --> 00:00:48.440 align:middle line:84% The boy asked me, what happened to my forehead. 00:00:48.440 --> 00:00:54.020 align:middle line:84% These ashes, I explain, remind me that I believe in something. 00:00:54.020 --> 00:00:57.590 align:middle line:84% But I can't recall why that's so anymore, 00:00:57.590 --> 00:01:01.120 align:middle line:90% or why Fridays leave me hollow. 00:01:01.120 --> 00:01:05.530 align:middle line:84% I pretend I'm a peddler of hats in the boy's storybook 00:01:05.530 --> 00:01:08.380 align:middle line:90% and I have no money for lunch. 00:01:08.380 --> 00:01:13.600 align:middle line:84% I pretend it still means something to deny the flesh. 00:01:13.600 --> 00:01:18.610 align:middle line:84% The boy tells me he likes my ashes and will I share them. 00:01:18.610 --> 00:01:21.400 align:middle line:90% I press my forehead to his. 00:01:21.400 --> 00:01:24.910 align:middle line:90% Faith is doubt, hijo mío. 00:01:24.910 --> 00:01:31.670 align:middle line:84% Remember this, we are dust, we are stars, we are what happened 00:01:31.670 --> 00:01:33.820 align:middle line:90% and what is next. 00:01:33.820 --> 00:01:35.000 align:middle line:90%