WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.880 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.880 --> 00:00:06.570 align:middle line:84% Here's a little bit more about Spain. 00:00:06.570 --> 00:00:09.870 align:middle line:84% This begins with some information about Jewish eating 00:00:09.870 --> 00:00:13.005 align:middle line:84% customs, something I'm sure you were all dying to know tonight. 00:00:13.005 --> 00:00:15.660 align:middle line:90% 00:00:15.660 --> 00:00:18.720 align:middle line:84% You'll hear too a little bit about the Spanish Inquisition. 00:00:18.720 --> 00:00:23.040 align:middle line:84% And if you'll forgive me, I did have the audacity 00:00:23.040 --> 00:00:26.340 align:middle line:84% to put in some of my own troubles in this poem. 00:00:26.340 --> 00:00:27.445 align:middle line:90% God, forgive me. 00:00:27.445 --> 00:00:27.945 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:00:27.945 --> 00:00:30.600 align:middle line:90% 00:00:30.600 --> 00:00:34.770 align:middle line:84% "The generally tender cuts of meat in the back of the animal 00:00:34.770 --> 00:00:36.690 align:middle line:90% are forbidden by Jewish law. 00:00:36.690 --> 00:00:39.630 align:middle line:84% Such law also forbids the consumption 00:00:39.630 --> 00:00:43.110 align:middle line:84% of the sciatic nerve giving rise to long-stewed pot 00:00:43.110 --> 00:00:46.920 align:middle line:84% roasts of the forequarter and that other classic forcemeat, 00:00:46.920 --> 00:00:47.880 align:middle line:90% gefilte fish. 00:00:47.880 --> 00:00:51.960 align:middle line:84% Such humble meals as meatballs could be prepared ahead 00:00:51.960 --> 00:00:54.060 align:middle line:90% and served cold on the Sabbath. 00:00:54.060 --> 00:00:56.460 align:middle line:84% During the trials of the Inquisition, 00:00:56.460 --> 00:00:58.980 align:middle line:84% the preparation of albondigas was 00:00:58.980 --> 00:01:02.370 align:middle line:84% presented as evidence of secret Jewish practice, 00:01:02.370 --> 00:01:05.820 align:middle line:84% the vast majority having long since fled. 00:01:05.820 --> 00:01:10.500 align:middle line:84% Only Jews who remained in Spain and converted to Catholicism 00:01:10.500 --> 00:01:11.940 align:middle line:90% were put to trial. 00:01:11.940 --> 00:01:17.480 align:middle line:84% Rank justice, if you will, that the reader may be more justly 00:01:17.480 --> 00:01:21.200 align:middle line:84% occasioned to make inquisition of the truth. 00:01:21.200 --> 00:01:25.520 align:middle line:84% On the operating table, before the membrane between waking 00:01:25.520 --> 00:01:29.810 align:middle line:84% and sleeping is cut by drugs, the surgeon's fine, 00:01:29.810 --> 00:01:33.440 align:middle line:84% straight teeth appear like distant white cliffs 00:01:33.440 --> 00:01:35.960 align:middle line:84% where I'm to be welcomed as someone 00:01:35.960 --> 00:01:38.570 align:middle line:90% who can finally walk to safety. 00:01:38.570 --> 00:01:41.030 align:middle line:84% Notwithstanding I'm not one of the ones 00:01:41.030 --> 00:01:42.530 align:middle line:90% who has chosen to leave. 00:01:42.530 --> 00:01:45.800 align:middle line:84% Nor am I willing to stay behind as conditions worsen. 00:01:45.800 --> 00:01:48.050 align:middle line:84% Naturally, there is every difference 00:01:48.050 --> 00:01:50.240 align:middle line:90% in the world now versus then. 00:01:50.240 --> 00:01:53.960 align:middle line:84% With the divine intervention of science as a way out, 00:01:53.960 --> 00:01:56.210 align:middle line:90% rather than take what is coming. 00:01:56.210 --> 00:01:58.790 align:middle line:84% And I make no case whatever for bravery. 00:01:58.790 --> 00:02:02.180 align:middle line:84% It actually became all about my mother and country 00:02:02.180 --> 00:02:05.030 align:middle line:84% in the sense of what one inherits when there is 00:02:05.030 --> 00:02:08.150 align:middle line:90% no choice what one can choose. 00:02:08.150 --> 00:02:11.030 align:middle line:84% As a cripple for months, I became obsessed 00:02:11.030 --> 00:02:14.870 align:middle line:84% lest I judge those who converted rather than flee. 00:02:14.870 --> 00:02:17.810 align:middle line:84% Feeling sorry for myself, despite what I understood, 00:02:17.810 --> 00:02:19.310 align:middle line:90% must be real torture. 00:02:19.310 --> 00:02:22.430 align:middle line:84% The pain of persecution for no reason. 00:02:22.430 --> 00:02:25.970 align:middle line:84% I knew my circumstance to be fundamentally different, 00:02:25.970 --> 00:02:29.870 align:middle line:84% yet I remained woefully who I was having 00:02:29.870 --> 00:02:33.500 align:middle line:90% no practice, no agency, no law. 00:02:33.500 --> 00:02:38.240 align:middle line:84% I thought of truth as accessible with my nerves. 00:02:38.240 --> 00:02:42.380 align:middle line:84% Make as speedy and Inquisition as thou canst 00:02:42.380 --> 00:02:45.080 align:middle line:90% into thy own fate. 00:02:45.080 --> 00:02:47.960 align:middle line:90% O, my master, I get lucky. 00:02:47.960 --> 00:02:49.850 align:middle line:90% The white cliffs fade. 00:02:49.850 --> 00:02:52.280 align:middle line:84% The room feels positively medieval. 00:02:52.280 --> 00:02:54.980 align:middle line:84% Do I observe on the white bloodied apron 00:02:54.980 --> 00:02:57.020 align:middle line:90% the butcher wipe his knife? 00:02:57.020 --> 00:02:59.480 align:middle line:84% Determinedly, I hang from the meat hook. 00:02:59.480 --> 00:03:01.550 align:middle line:84% Where is my mother shouting from, 00:03:01.550 --> 00:03:04.220 align:middle line:84% telling me to bring the hose to do some watering 00:03:04.220 --> 00:03:05.870 align:middle line:90% with everything so dry? 00:03:05.870 --> 00:03:08.480 align:middle line:84% I hear them hosing down the charnel house. 00:03:08.480 --> 00:03:11.660 align:middle line:84% When I awake, I walked out of the hospital. 00:03:11.660 --> 00:03:13.190 align:middle line:90% The Prodigal Jew. 00:03:13.190 --> 00:03:17.830 align:middle line:84% On quivering bones, it makes a ringing of bells." 00:03:17.830 --> 00:03:19.000 align:middle line:90%