WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.339 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:00:03.339 --> 00:00:08.109 align:middle line:90% 00:00:08.109 --> 00:00:08.650 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:00:08.650 --> 00:00:12.130 align:middle line:84% Yes, "A Palace of Pearls" is actually one long poem. 00:00:12.130 --> 00:00:14.860 align:middle line:84% And the poems are written without any punctuation. 00:00:14.860 --> 00:00:19.120 align:middle line:84% So I'll try to read some, pause, and then resume. 00:00:19.120 --> 00:00:22.240 align:middle line:84% They were written during a recent monsoon season 00:00:22.240 --> 00:00:26.690 align:middle line:84% right here in town, and many of the settings reflect that. 00:00:26.690 --> 00:00:28.840 align:middle line:84% So it's just a pleasure to be able to read this 00:00:28.840 --> 00:00:31.420 align:middle line:84% to the hometown crowd in the old pueblo. 00:00:31.420 --> 00:00:35.230 align:middle line:90% Thank you for being here. 00:00:35.230 --> 00:00:39.970 align:middle line:84% The poems begin literally in my own backyard, 00:00:39.970 --> 00:00:43.930 align:middle line:84% watching the lightning storm commence in the distance, 00:00:43.930 --> 00:00:49.380 align:middle line:84% talking to my dead father, and thinking about life. 00:00:49.380 --> 00:00:53.330 align:middle line:90% "A Palace of Pearls." 00:00:53.330 --> 00:00:56.660 align:middle line:84% "Lightning lights the moon's shroud. 00:00:56.660 --> 00:01:01.190 align:middle line:84% The surface of my body is excited, like sharp stabs 00:01:01.190 --> 00:01:06.530 align:middle line:84% of emotion in love for whose art, the sun is God. 00:01:06.530 --> 00:01:12.950 align:middle line:84% Tonight, the senses spring from the soul as once was thought. 00:01:12.950 --> 00:01:18.470 align:middle line:84% A brief release of something unseen, then enlightenment, 00:01:18.470 --> 00:01:21.020 align:middle line:90% like a gas lamp struck. 00:01:21.020 --> 00:01:23.660 align:middle line:84% Embarking on a long weekend alone, 00:01:23.660 --> 00:01:29.420 align:middle line:84% a long week, a season, a year, another year father 00:01:29.420 --> 00:01:32.180 align:middle line:90% trying to pierce the dark. 00:01:32.180 --> 00:01:35.780 align:middle line:84% Thinking is only ever provisional. 00:01:35.780 --> 00:01:39.290 align:middle line:84% This is what I think now that we're both alone. 00:01:39.290 --> 00:01:40.820 align:middle line:90% I can't remember enough. 00:01:40.820 --> 00:01:42.200 align:middle line:90% I make shit up. 00:01:42.200 --> 00:01:45.200 align:middle line:84% Our time together is now a feeling. 00:01:45.200 --> 00:01:49.400 align:middle line:84% And all my thinking about you, the flicker of event. 00:01:49.400 --> 00:01:53.960 align:middle line:84% By all accounts, sketchy, lest I make too much of it. 00:01:53.960 --> 00:01:57.770 align:middle line:84% Lost just in time, nothing serious. 00:01:57.770 --> 00:02:01.040 align:middle line:84% On my own reconnaissance, some admire me. 00:02:01.040 --> 00:02:02.930 align:middle line:90% Some feel sorry. 00:02:02.930 --> 00:02:06.290 align:middle line:84% I've spent most of my life thinking art 00:02:06.290 --> 00:02:08.210 align:middle line:90% would make sense of it. 00:02:08.210 --> 00:02:11.480 align:middle line:84% A foot soldier seized in sight of his own squadron. 00:02:11.480 --> 00:02:15.580 align:middle line:90% 00:02:15.580 --> 00:02:19.360 align:middle line:84% I'm going to see what I can see whenever it flashes. 00:02:19.360 --> 00:02:22.750 align:middle line:84% In the night sky, fighter jets practice. 00:02:22.750 --> 00:02:25.540 align:middle line:84% Won't their metals attract lightning? 00:02:25.540 --> 00:02:27.010 align:middle line:90% They appear not to move. 00:02:27.010 --> 00:02:28.090 align:middle line:90% Jesus! 00:02:28.090 --> 00:02:31.000 align:middle line:84% The shadow leaks out of the thing like a fluid 00:02:31.000 --> 00:02:33.460 align:middle line:84% but has no relation to real shadow, 00:02:33.460 --> 00:02:37.030 align:middle line:84% perfect and perfectly unreflective. 00:02:37.030 --> 00:02:38.800 align:middle line:90% Is it bloody? 00:02:38.800 --> 00:02:40.750 align:middle line:90% I'll call it an accident. 00:02:40.750 --> 00:02:43.780 align:middle line:84% That way, there can be no relief, 00:02:43.780 --> 00:02:47.110 align:middle line:90% no foreboding, all event. 00:02:47.110 --> 00:02:50.230 align:middle line:84% No one will be responsible, least of all. 00:02:50.230 --> 00:02:55.130 align:middle line:90% 00:02:55.130 --> 00:02:59.780 align:middle line:84% Do you know how long it's been since a moral choice presented 00:02:59.780 --> 00:03:03.470 align:middle line:84% itself and the wrong choice was made? 00:03:03.470 --> 00:03:05.910 align:middle line:90% Not two minutes. 00:03:05.910 --> 00:03:09.060 align:middle line:84% Why is it not quiet between lightning and thunder? 00:03:09.060 --> 00:03:12.600 align:middle line:84% As if someone were asking, 'Do you have other articulable 00:03:12.600 --> 00:03:13.200 align:middle line:90% feelings? 00:03:13.200 --> 00:03:16.350 align:middle line:90% If so, express them now.' 00:03:16.350 --> 00:03:20.880 align:middle line:84% Tragedy ensues with a laser blast from the cockpit. 00:03:20.880 --> 00:03:24.240 align:middle line:84% The dangled finger of God makes contact. 00:03:24.240 --> 00:03:28.740 align:middle line:84% Please call for several thousand physicians quickly. 00:03:28.740 --> 00:03:35.180 align:middle line:90% 00:03:35.180 --> 00:03:37.070 align:middle line:84% I've tried to write when I haven't 00:03:37.070 --> 00:03:39.440 align:middle line:90% been emotionally crippled. 00:03:39.440 --> 00:03:42.410 align:middle line:84% It seems there's no right world for it. 00:03:42.410 --> 00:03:43.910 align:middle line:90% I've been a coward. 00:03:43.910 --> 00:03:47.000 align:middle line:84% I said no when I could have said yes. 00:03:47.000 --> 00:03:49.400 align:middle line:84% Perhaps it's as simple as everyone 00:03:49.400 --> 00:03:51.740 align:middle line:90% learning to read and write. 00:03:51.740 --> 00:03:56.690 align:middle line:84% This is a sinister time for the country, dark political plots. 00:03:56.690 --> 00:04:00.530 align:middle line:84% The poets have become the asses of the aristocrats. 00:04:00.530 --> 00:04:03.040 align:middle line:90% We have our secrets." 00:04:03.040 --> 00:04:04.000 align:middle line:90%