WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.180 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.180 --> 00:00:01.680 align:middle line:90% "Breach." 00:00:01.680 --> 00:00:06.500 align:middle line:90% 00:00:06.500 --> 00:00:07.283 align:middle line:90% So I don't know-- 00:00:07.283 --> 00:00:09.450 align:middle line:84% I feel like this needs a tiny little bit of context. 00:00:09.450 --> 00:00:13.460 align:middle line:84% So I don't know if y'all have ever seen whale jawbones. 00:00:13.460 --> 00:00:17.250 align:middle line:84% But in Whitby, England, which is the Northeast coast, 00:00:17.250 --> 00:00:19.190 align:middle line:90% the fishing town. 00:00:19.190 --> 00:00:21.810 align:middle line:84% There are these whale jawbones that are kind of set like this. 00:00:21.810 --> 00:00:24.030 align:middle line:90% So they're set up into the air. 00:00:24.030 --> 00:00:26.660 align:middle line:84% And when I was a very young person, I took a picture-- 00:00:26.660 --> 00:00:30.180 align:middle line:84% had my picture taken under those bones. 00:00:30.180 --> 00:00:32.479 align:middle line:84% And again, it was like now, 15 years later, 00:00:32.479 --> 00:00:33.950 align:middle line:90% if you really think about it. 00:00:33.950 --> 00:00:37.220 align:middle line:84% Because it was just uncomfortable. 00:00:37.220 --> 00:00:39.070 align:middle line:90% "Breach." 00:00:39.070 --> 00:00:42.610 align:middle line:84% "The mandible, and behind it 99 steps. 00:00:42.610 --> 00:00:45.520 align:middle line:84% The mandible, boiled and arched high enough 00:00:45.520 --> 00:00:48.190 align:middle line:84% to hold the cemetery, the close stacked 00:00:48.190 --> 00:00:51.100 align:middle line:84% houses, and the Abbey across the water. 00:00:51.100 --> 00:00:53.860 align:middle line:84% The original bones balanced atop the mast. 00:00:53.860 --> 00:00:56.710 align:middle line:84% The original bones replaced by a thin whale's jaw. 00:00:56.710 --> 00:01:00.400 align:middle line:84% The fin whale's jaw replaced by a bow head's jaw. 00:01:00.400 --> 00:01:03.100 align:middle line:84% I stood under the bower of bone and felt myself 00:01:03.100 --> 00:01:05.050 align:middle line:90% trying to get outside myself. 00:01:05.050 --> 00:01:07.450 align:middle line:90% Sacs first, then inside out. 00:01:07.450 --> 00:01:08.560 align:middle line:90% I felt myself. 00:01:08.560 --> 00:01:11.470 align:middle line:84% My assorted sacs and straps arranged in and around 00:01:11.470 --> 00:01:13.390 align:middle line:90% my cathedral of bones. 00:01:13.390 --> 00:01:15.610 align:middle line:90% I dropped my jaw into the Earth. 00:01:15.610 --> 00:01:17.440 align:middle line:90% I called this a smile. 00:01:17.440 --> 00:01:19.390 align:middle line:84% Under the bone arch at the cliff's edge, 00:01:19.390 --> 00:01:21.970 align:middle line:84% I was inside out for the woman behind the camera. 00:01:21.970 --> 00:01:23.470 align:middle line:90% She had baleen arms. 00:01:23.470 --> 00:01:24.670 align:middle line:90% She was a strainer. 00:01:24.670 --> 00:01:27.880 align:middle line:84% I was caught in her plaits, and her fine hairs. 00:01:27.880 --> 00:01:30.670 align:middle line:84% I thought better to be inside the whale of a woman 00:01:30.670 --> 00:01:32.440 align:middle line:90% than the bones of a whale. 00:01:32.440 --> 00:01:34.270 align:middle line:84% Better the fun house of the mind. 00:01:34.270 --> 00:01:37.450 align:middle line:84% How many of me laid end to end and down again. 00:01:37.450 --> 00:01:40.300 align:middle line:84% 7 and 1/4 keystone to pave stone. 00:01:40.300 --> 00:01:42.430 align:middle line:84% Better the fun house than the sublime. 00:01:42.430 --> 00:01:44.320 align:middle line:90% Balloon animals in the skull. 00:01:44.320 --> 00:01:46.840 align:middle line:90% Devil's punch bowl on the moors. 00:01:46.840 --> 00:01:49.780 align:middle line:84% 17 years ago and my sacs still dip. 00:01:49.780 --> 00:01:52.150 align:middle line:84% I had no business under those jawbones. 00:01:52.150 --> 00:01:53.620 align:middle line:90% No business with the woman. 00:01:53.620 --> 00:01:57.190 align:middle line:84% No business on film, though I wouldn't call it pleasure. 00:01:57.190 --> 00:02:01.740 align:middle line:84% Even now-- even now, I wouldn't hold my own gaze." 00:02:01.740 --> 00:02:04.000 align:middle line:90%