WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.090 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.090 --> 00:00:03.500 align:middle line:90% The castle. 00:00:03.500 --> 00:00:06.230 align:middle line:84% It's as if all of them, archangels, apostles, 00:00:06.230 --> 00:00:08.210 align:middle line:84% and the crowned and bleeding Christ 00:00:08.210 --> 00:00:11.210 align:middle line:84% are blown in a wind of light, broken glass, 00:00:11.210 --> 00:00:12.920 align:middle line:90% and fractured color. 00:00:12.920 --> 00:00:15.890 align:middle line:84% God presides over the killing of the holy man. 00:00:15.890 --> 00:00:20.180 align:middle line:84% His mother wears the dead body as if she were the cross. 00:00:20.180 --> 00:00:22.850 align:middle line:84% I choose St George for my patron. 00:00:22.850 --> 00:00:26.310 align:middle line:84% The necessary killing of the beast a two tiered project. 00:00:26.310 --> 00:00:28.670 align:middle line:84% First, the sword raised again and again 00:00:28.670 --> 00:00:31.910 align:middle line:84% to pierce reptilian muscle, then the brush and chisel 00:00:31.910 --> 00:00:34.310 align:middle line:84% picked up to sanctify the slaughter. 00:00:34.310 --> 00:00:37.750 align:middle line:84% The limbic brain and its attendant serotonin 00:00:37.750 --> 00:00:41.450 align:middle line:84% and oxytocin turning violence into art. 00:00:41.450 --> 00:00:44.810 align:middle line:84% I choose chamber music filling the parlor of the Lobkowicz 00:00:44.810 --> 00:00:45.530 align:middle line:90% palace. 00:00:45.530 --> 00:00:49.370 align:middle line:84% The first violinist a thin young man, sandpaper of day 00:00:49.370 --> 00:00:53.450 align:middle line:84% old beard, tuxedo trousers, shirt, tie, no jacket. 00:00:53.450 --> 00:00:57.380 align:middle line:84% He leans into Dvorak's lento, the long narrow bruise 00:00:57.380 --> 00:01:01.340 align:middle line:84% on his neck, a flag I think his lover has left, unexplored 00:01:01.340 --> 00:01:02.930 align:middle line:90% territory. 00:01:02.930 --> 00:01:05.330 align:middle line:84% Until I see the stained glass or two 00:01:05.330 --> 00:01:07.670 align:middle line:84% from the neck of the second violinist, 00:01:07.670 --> 00:01:10.220 align:middle line:84% a woman with porcelain tight face. 00:01:10.220 --> 00:01:12.170 align:middle line:84% Though her features soften when she 00:01:12.170 --> 00:01:16.760 align:middle line:84% meets the eyes of the cellist, melody echoing between them. 00:01:16.760 --> 00:01:19.250 align:middle line:90% The instrument has wounded them. 00:01:19.250 --> 00:01:22.790 align:middle line:84% Its gently warped edge the lover to which 00:01:22.790 --> 00:01:24.980 align:middle line:90% they've bared their necks. 00:01:24.980 --> 00:01:27.440 align:middle line:84% I choose lunch with the Hollywood makeup artist, 00:01:27.440 --> 00:01:29.270 align:middle line:84% a student in my class, and we sit 00:01:29.270 --> 00:01:33.170 align:middle line:84% in the sun of the Poet's Cafe eating red cabbage, lentils, 00:01:33.170 --> 00:01:36.920 align:middle line:84% crumpled sheep cheese, then strudel a life of lists nothing 00:01:36.920 --> 00:01:38.030 align:middle line:90% ever complete. 00:01:38.030 --> 00:01:41.240 align:middle line:84% Yes, there was Turkish coffee, maybe white beans and tomatoes 00:01:41.240 --> 00:01:43.250 align:middle line:84% and we gossiped about the bad behavior 00:01:43.250 --> 00:01:47.060 align:middle line:84% of the star, the sex goddess stepping from her trailer. 00:01:47.060 --> 00:01:50.480 align:middle line:84% Is anyone going to get me my fucking cappuccino. 00:01:50.480 --> 00:01:53.510 align:middle line:84% Because we love to know the artifice behind the art 00:01:53.510 --> 00:01:56.810 align:middle line:84% as if any salt mouthed hard ass broad 00:01:56.810 --> 00:01:59.210 align:middle line:84% could become the cultivated field 00:01:59.210 --> 00:02:02.030 align:middle line:84% where a God would want to plant his seed. 00:02:02.030 --> 00:02:05.540 align:middle line:84% I can make a great black eye, my lunch mate boasts. 00:02:05.540 --> 00:02:09.289 align:middle line:84% I can do stitches, her eyebrows sculpted sharp 00:02:09.289 --> 00:02:12.600 align:middle line:90% as a blackbird's wing. 00:02:12.600 --> 00:02:15.270 align:middle line:84% When a new child comes everything 00:02:15.270 --> 00:02:17.430 align:middle line:90% seems strange to him. 00:02:17.430 --> 00:02:20.250 align:middle line:84% What, on the ground I have to lie? 00:02:20.250 --> 00:02:24.500 align:middle line:90% Eat black potatoes, no, not I. 00:02:24.500 --> 00:02:25.000 align:middle line:90%