WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:05.460 align:middle line:84% You know, if you did graduate work here at the U of A, 00:00:05.460 --> 00:00:08.670 align:middle line:84% to be reading in the Modern Languages Auditorium, 00:00:08.670 --> 00:00:11.100 align:middle line:84% it's kind of the equivalent of going to Carnegie 00:00:11.100 --> 00:00:14.090 align:middle line:90% Hall with poorer aesthetics. 00:00:14.090 --> 00:00:19.890 align:middle line:90% 00:00:19.890 --> 00:00:24.300 align:middle line:84% This first poem-- and I'm going to read mostly poems from a new 00:00:24.300 --> 00:00:29.340 align:middle line:84% manuscript that I've just finished entitled Late Empire-- 00:00:29.340 --> 00:00:31.650 align:middle line:84% the first one takes place in this neighborhood 00:00:31.650 --> 00:00:35.740 align:middle line:84% in the Chicago where we're now living. 00:00:35.740 --> 00:00:38.670 align:middle line:84% And it's Rogers Park, which is right in the northern part 00:00:38.670 --> 00:00:39.490 align:middle line:90% of Chicago. 00:00:39.490 --> 00:00:41.490 align:middle line:84% And it's kind of like the neighborhood you would 00:00:41.490 --> 00:00:45.360 align:middle line:90% expect in a city 100 years ago. 00:00:45.360 --> 00:00:47.430 align:middle line:84% It's still a melting pot neighborhood 00:00:47.430 --> 00:00:50.050 align:middle line:90% that hasn't melted yet. 00:00:50.050 --> 00:00:51.690 align:middle line:84% So in our neighborhood, you have a lot 00:00:51.690 --> 00:00:56.280 align:middle line:84% of like Ukrainians, Estonians, Hispanics, 00:00:56.280 --> 00:00:58.950 align:middle line:84% a lot of recent Russian Jewish immigrants. 00:00:58.950 --> 00:01:00.510 align:middle line:84% So when you walk down the street, 00:01:00.510 --> 00:01:02.700 align:middle line:84% you hear four or five different languages 00:01:02.700 --> 00:01:04.830 align:middle line:90% on any kind of given block. 00:01:04.830 --> 00:01:09.870 align:middle line:90% And that's partly in there. 00:01:09.870 --> 00:01:15.540 align:middle line:84% There are some memories from childhood in too. 00:01:15.540 --> 00:01:16.780 align:middle line:90% I'll just read the poem. 00:01:16.780 --> 00:01:20.610 align:middle line:84% It's called "Human Form," Loyola Park. 00:01:20.610 --> 00:01:23.220 align:middle line:90% 00:01:23.220 --> 00:01:28.440 align:middle line:84% "Two weeks past Labor Day, the lifeguard towers pulled down, 00:01:28.440 --> 00:01:32.490 align:middle line:84% replaced by Ukrainian crones on benches, 00:01:32.490 --> 00:01:35.100 align:middle line:84% chattering beyond the yuppie jogging 00:01:35.100 --> 00:01:40.710 align:middle line:84% suit scoring crack from a second jogging suit, which nods. 00:01:40.710 --> 00:01:43.320 align:middle line:90% Blink eyes and the deal's done. 00:01:43.320 --> 00:01:46.510 align:middle line:84% The Black guy ambling off, the doctor, 00:01:46.510 --> 00:01:52.200 align:middle line:84% lawyer, investment banker, unlocking the door of his BMW. 00:01:52.200 --> 00:01:56.640 align:middle line:84% Mexican Independence Day, raised banderas 00:01:56.640 --> 00:01:59.010 align:middle line:90% snapping beside braziers. 00:01:59.010 --> 00:02:02.490 align:middle line:84% Women in armchair circles, men kicking 00:02:02.490 --> 00:02:07.860 align:middle line:84% soccer balls, careful not to spill their cans of Pabst. 00:02:07.860 --> 00:02:11.540 align:middle line:84% Local color, that's the way to start. 00:02:11.540 --> 00:02:16.890 align:middle line:84% Voice off, long shot of the lake, caption. 00:02:16.890 --> 00:02:23.520 align:middle line:84% Portrait of the author circa 1991 or two or three. 00:02:23.520 --> 00:02:29.520 align:middle line:84% Time when the gods descend to walk the evening, human form. 00:02:29.520 --> 00:02:33.440 align:middle line:84% May the author now erase himself. 00:02:33.440 --> 00:02:37.700 align:middle line:84% He is tired of his small, mourning self. 00:02:37.700 --> 00:02:43.580 align:middle line:84% He has a working title, Poem Without a Body Count. 00:02:43.580 --> 00:02:49.050 align:middle line:84% And yet did the gods descend to bring his mother back 00:02:49.050 --> 00:02:50.970 align:middle line:90% from last night's dream? 00:02:50.970 --> 00:02:54.660 align:middle line:84% Bald from the chemo, raising herself from the car, 00:02:54.660 --> 00:02:57.600 align:middle line:90% one shoe off, that's all. 00:02:57.600 --> 00:03:02.520 align:middle line:84% Close up to the author, long shot of the lake, empty beach 00:03:02.520 --> 00:03:04.200 align:middle line:90% but for this couple. 00:03:04.200 --> 00:03:09.810 align:middle line:84% Operatically obese, each of them headphoned to a metal detector. 00:03:09.810 --> 00:03:15.540 align:middle line:84% Cumbersome back and forth along the sand like stitchery. 00:03:15.540 --> 00:03:19.760 align:middle line:84% The woman gestures and the man grunts back. 00:03:19.760 --> 00:03:22.440 align:middle line:84% May the author now erase himself. 00:03:22.440 --> 00:03:24.390 align:middle line:90% The woman bends down. 00:03:24.390 --> 00:03:28.950 align:middle line:84% This shape she's taken, how slowly it sifts 00:03:28.950 --> 00:03:31.860 align:middle line:90% through the sand with a trowel. 00:03:31.860 --> 00:03:33.660 align:middle line:90% Catch anything? 00:03:33.660 --> 00:03:37.920 align:middle line:84% Bottle caps, quarters, someone's cheap wedding ring, 00:03:37.920 --> 00:03:41.280 align:middle line:90% electroplated, gleaming. 00:03:41.280 --> 00:03:45.300 align:middle line:84% Yet this is not a wedding ring, but a coal 00:03:45.300 --> 00:03:49.590 align:middle line:84% glowing as the woman, believe me as I say this, 00:03:49.590 --> 00:03:53.590 align:middle line:84% places it upon the author's tongue. 00:03:53.590 --> 00:03:59.500 align:middle line:84% Do the gods not have the power to bestow such gifts of vision? 00:03:59.500 --> 00:04:04.970 align:middle line:84% And does the coal not burn me even as I speak? 00:04:04.970 --> 00:04:06.560 align:middle line:90% I am nine again. 00:04:06.560 --> 00:04:10.280 align:middle line:84% And helping her to stack the canned goods and radio 00:04:10.280 --> 00:04:13.640 align:middle line:84% batteries in the basement fallout shelter. 00:04:13.640 --> 00:04:17.450 align:middle line:84% For Khrushchev is sending missiles to Cuba. 00:04:17.450 --> 00:04:21.950 align:middle line:84% And if my father comes home tomorrow or next week, 00:04:21.950 --> 00:04:23.930 align:middle line:90% the room will be prepared. 00:04:23.930 --> 00:04:29.270 align:middle line:84% And we shall enter it as if we were whole, a family. 00:04:29.270 --> 00:04:34.430 align:middle line:84% The coal, searing orange, my tongue composed of fire. 00:04:34.430 --> 00:04:39.260 align:middle line:84% My happiness as I hand her soup cans, bags of rice. 00:04:39.260 --> 00:04:41.600 align:middle line:84% And from the flame, I watch her hand 00:04:41.600 --> 00:04:47.180 align:middle line:84% reach out to touch my hair, run fingers through it absently. 00:04:47.180 --> 00:04:50.210 align:middle line:90% Of fire she has fashioned me. 00:04:50.210 --> 00:04:53.930 align:middle line:84% Of sparks flaring out with her strokes, 00:04:53.930 --> 00:04:57.500 align:middle line:90% cascading, acetylene white." 00:04:57.500 --> 00:04:58.000 align:middle line:90%