WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.050 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.050 --> 00:00:02.530 align:middle line:84% Maybe it's a little change of pace. 00:00:02.530 --> 00:00:03.578 align:middle line:90% We'll try that. 00:00:03.578 --> 00:00:05.370 align:middle line:84% I kind of have to apologize because there's 00:00:05.370 --> 00:00:08.472 align:middle line:84% a lot of sort of gallows humor in the military, you know? 00:00:08.472 --> 00:00:09.930 align:middle line:84% This book doesn't have any of that. 00:00:09.930 --> 00:00:12.060 align:middle line:84% And a lot of the humor that was there, 00:00:12.060 --> 00:00:14.610 align:middle line:84% I couldn't find a way to get it into this book, maybe 00:00:14.610 --> 00:00:16.050 align:middle line:90% some other book, you know? 00:00:16.050 --> 00:00:18.878 align:middle line:84% So for me, it feels kind of unrelenting. 00:00:18.878 --> 00:00:20.670 align:middle line:84% I come up and read poems in front of people 00:00:20.670 --> 00:00:22.350 align:middle line:84% sometimes just like, bam, look at this, 00:00:22.350 --> 00:00:25.230 align:middle line:84% painful, painful, painful, you know? 00:00:25.230 --> 00:00:26.640 align:middle line:90% But maybe that's what we need. 00:00:26.640 --> 00:00:28.327 align:middle line:90% I don't know. 00:00:28.327 --> 00:00:29.910 align:middle line:84% This one's a little different, though. 00:00:29.910 --> 00:00:32.009 align:middle line:90% "Last Night's Dream." 00:00:32.009 --> 00:00:35.610 align:middle line:84% "In the dream, her breasts become confused in my lips. 00:00:35.610 --> 00:00:39.000 align:middle line:84% I shoot an azimuth to her navel, while her fingertips touch me 00:00:39.000 --> 00:00:41.730 align:middle line:84% with concussions, as if explosives ring 00:00:41.730 --> 00:00:43.290 align:middle line:90% through the nerves of my body. 00:00:43.290 --> 00:00:46.200 align:middle line:84% As if I am strung with wire, a huge receiver 00:00:46.200 --> 00:00:49.320 align:middle line:84% of UHF radio transmission frequency hopping 00:00:49.320 --> 00:00:50.700 align:middle line:90% with our tongues as we kiss. 00:00:50.700 --> 00:00:53.730 align:middle line:84% And I slide into her with a sound of flash bang grenades 00:00:53.730 --> 00:00:57.480 align:middle line:84% that make her eyes cloud over and smoke from the heat of it. 00:00:57.480 --> 00:01:00.330 align:middle line:84% In the dream, she kisses Arabic into my skin. 00:01:00.330 --> 00:01:03.000 align:middle line:84% And I understand every word of it. 00:01:03.000 --> 00:01:06.090 align:middle line:84% I transcribe it backwards into cuneiform and stone. 00:01:06.090 --> 00:01:09.270 align:middle line:84% I rename the arteries and veins for every river and wadi, 00:01:09.270 --> 00:01:11.640 align:middle line:90% from Dohuk North to Basra South. 00:01:11.640 --> 00:01:14.280 align:middle line:84% I feel for this geography of pleasure. 00:01:14.280 --> 00:01:17.100 align:middle line:84% My tongue is a marker that writes even in the rain, 00:01:17.100 --> 00:01:18.930 align:middle line:90% even in salt and sweat. 00:01:18.930 --> 00:01:21.420 align:middle line:84% And I write with it now over every curve and turn 00:01:21.420 --> 00:01:22.920 align:middle line:90% of her body. 00:01:22.920 --> 00:01:27.270 align:middle line:84% In the dream, our orgasm destroys a nation. 00:01:27.270 --> 00:01:29.970 align:middle line:84% It leaves thermite and gunpowder in the air above us, 00:01:29.970 --> 00:01:32.700 align:middle line:84% a crackling of radio static as we kiss on 00:01:32.700 --> 00:01:35.850 align:middle line:84% long into the denouement of skin and fire, 00:01:35.850 --> 00:01:39.810 align:middle line:84% where medevac helicopters fly in the dark caverns of our lungs 00:01:39.810 --> 00:01:42.540 align:middle line:90% in search of the wounded. 00:01:42.540 --> 00:01:45.750 align:middle line:84% And we breathe them one to another, a deep rotor 00:01:45.750 --> 00:01:49.460 align:middle line:90% wash of pain and bandages." 00:01:49.460 --> 00:01:50.000 align:middle line:90%