WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.426 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.426 --> 00:00:02.009 align:middle line:84% I have a little bit of a cold tonight, 00:00:02.009 --> 00:00:03.710 align:middle line:90% so if you can bear with me. 00:00:03.710 --> 00:00:06.265 align:middle line:84% But it's important to me if any of these poems 00:00:06.265 --> 00:00:08.640 align:middle line:84% be read, it be the next when I tell this story everywhere 00:00:08.640 --> 00:00:11.880 align:middle line:90% I go because-- 00:00:11.880 --> 00:00:14.440 align:middle line:84% maybe you'll see why in a small story. 00:00:14.440 --> 00:00:15.990 align:middle line:84% When my unit came back from Iraq, 00:00:15.990 --> 00:00:18.840 align:middle line:84% we were arrayed out on a parade field. 00:00:18.840 --> 00:00:21.420 align:middle line:84% And there's about a brigade's worth plus augmented, 00:00:21.420 --> 00:00:23.550 align:middle line:84% so it's several thousand soldiers. 00:00:23.550 --> 00:00:25.800 align:middle line:84% And the colonel came out-- it was a sunny day-- 00:00:25.800 --> 00:00:27.330 align:middle line:90% giving a speech. 00:00:27.330 --> 00:00:28.920 align:middle line:84% And there were friends and family 00:00:28.920 --> 00:00:31.410 align:middle line:84% in the bleachers, banners, reporters, 00:00:31.410 --> 00:00:32.770 align:middle line:90% the whole nine yards. 00:00:32.770 --> 00:00:35.280 align:middle line:84% And at one point, the colonel asked for silence 00:00:35.280 --> 00:00:36.870 align:middle line:84% while he listed the names of those 00:00:36.870 --> 00:00:38.620 align:middle line:90% who did not come back with us. 00:00:38.620 --> 00:00:41.370 align:middle line:84% But he did not say the name of Private First Class Bruce 00:00:41.370 --> 00:00:43.140 align:middle line:84% Miller, Private First Class Bruce 00:00:43.140 --> 00:00:46.410 align:middle line:84% Miller, who was in second squad, bravo team. 00:00:46.410 --> 00:00:49.410 align:middle line:84% I was in third squad, alpha team. 00:00:49.410 --> 00:00:54.510 align:middle line:84% And I feel to this day, in some way, that erasure took place 00:00:54.510 --> 00:00:56.040 align:middle line:90% because he was-- 00:00:56.040 --> 00:00:58.740 align:middle line:84% he didn't die what might be considered a soldier's death. 00:00:58.740 --> 00:01:01.680 align:middle line:84% But when I read the poem, I hope in, 00:01:01.680 --> 00:01:05.880 align:middle line:84% some small way, it revises that thinking, 00:01:05.880 --> 00:01:09.360 align:middle line:84% because I'm quite certain he did die a soldier's death. 00:01:09.360 --> 00:01:11.580 align:middle line:90% "Eulogy. 00:01:11.580 --> 00:01:14.940 align:middle line:84% It happens on a Monday at 11:20 AM, 00:01:14.940 --> 00:01:17.940 align:middle line:84% as tower guards eat sandwiches and seagulls drift 00:01:17.940 --> 00:01:20.040 align:middle line:90% by on the Tigris river. 00:01:20.040 --> 00:01:22.380 align:middle line:84% Prisoners tilt their heads to the west 00:01:22.380 --> 00:01:25.650 align:middle line:84% though burlap sacks and duct tape blind them. 00:01:25.650 --> 00:01:29.700 align:middle line:84% The sound reverberates down concertina coils the way piano 00:01:29.700 --> 00:01:32.460 align:middle line:90% wire thrums when given slack. 00:01:32.460 --> 00:01:34.920 align:middle line:84% And it happens like this, on a blue day 00:01:34.920 --> 00:01:39.000 align:middle line:84% of sun, when Private Miller pulls the trigger to take 00:01:39.000 --> 00:01:42.135 align:middle line:90% brass and fire into his mouth. 00:01:42.135 --> 00:01:45.585 align:middle line:84% The sound lifts the birds up off the water, 00:01:45.585 --> 00:01:48.540 align:middle line:84% a mongoose pauses under the orange trees, 00:01:48.540 --> 00:01:51.390 align:middle line:84% and nothing can stop it now, no matter what blur of motion 00:01:51.390 --> 00:01:53.190 align:middle line:84% surrounds him, no matter what voices 00:01:53.190 --> 00:01:55.620 align:middle line:84% crackle over the radio in static confusion, 00:01:55.620 --> 00:01:59.220 align:middle line:84% because if only for this moment the earth is stilled, 00:01:59.220 --> 00:02:02.550 align:middle line:84% and Private Miller has found what low hush there 00:02:02.550 --> 00:02:09.370 align:middle line:84% is down in the eucalyptus shade, there by the river." 00:02:09.370 --> 00:02:12.150 align:middle line:90% He was a really sweet kid. 00:02:12.150 --> 00:02:14.820 align:middle line:84% He was 23, but he seemed kind of like 19 or something. 00:02:14.820 --> 00:02:17.220 align:middle line:84% He seemed younger than most of the guys in the platoon. 00:02:17.220 --> 00:02:18.720 align:middle line:84% Maybe I should back up a little bit, 00:02:18.720 --> 00:02:21.262 align:middle line:84% because you guys don't really know where I come from, Fresno. 00:02:21.262 --> 00:02:23.640 align:middle line:84% And Taylor had that nice introduction, 00:02:23.640 --> 00:02:25.920 align:middle line:84% but a little bit to add to that maybe, 00:02:25.920 --> 00:02:28.590 align:middle line:90% just so you know the narrative. 00:02:28.590 --> 00:02:30.870 align:middle line:84% We started in Kuwait, crossed the border 00:02:30.870 --> 00:02:33.450 align:middle line:84% on the 3rd of December, 2003, convoy 00:02:33.450 --> 00:02:36.240 align:middle line:84% that passed Baghdad to a small town called 00:02:36.240 --> 00:02:38.220 align:middle line:84% Balad right south of the Tigris River. 00:02:38.220 --> 00:02:43.140 align:middle line:84% And we worked out of there for about three months or so, 00:02:43.140 --> 00:02:46.080 align:middle line:84% doing raids, patrols, things like that, 00:02:46.080 --> 00:02:48.390 align:middle line:90% and a variety of missions. 00:02:48.390 --> 00:02:51.870 align:middle line:84% And then we moved up to Mosul in the northern part of the city. 00:02:51.870 --> 00:02:53.910 align:middle line:84% Late spring, about April of 2004, 00:02:53.910 --> 00:02:55.397 align:middle line:90% there was a spike in violence. 00:02:55.397 --> 00:02:57.480 align:middle line:84% And they blew many of the bridges and the roadways 00:02:57.480 --> 00:02:59.813 align:middle line:84% and the center of the country, which effectively cut off 00:02:59.813 --> 00:03:01.380 align:middle line:84% the supply route north and south. 00:03:01.380 --> 00:03:03.480 align:middle line:84% So my company along with few other companies 00:03:03.480 --> 00:03:06.420 align:middle line:84% were formed into a task force and sent down to Baghdad. 00:03:06.420 --> 00:03:09.270 align:middle line:84% And our job was to live north and south of Baghdad. 00:03:09.270 --> 00:03:13.218 align:middle line:84% And each day we would escort these crazy-- 00:03:13.218 --> 00:03:14.760 align:middle line:84% if you want to talk about courageous, 00:03:14.760 --> 00:03:18.330 align:middle line:84% somebody from Wisconsin or something with a little helmet 00:03:18.330 --> 00:03:20.310 align:middle line:84% driving a big 18-wheeler, while we 00:03:20.310 --> 00:03:23.460 align:middle line:84% were in this big vehicle, nine of us, with weapons and stuff. 00:03:23.460 --> 00:03:26.130 align:middle line:84% And we'd escort them back and forth 00:03:26.130 --> 00:03:27.930 align:middle line:84% throughout much of the early summer. 00:03:27.930 --> 00:03:30.130 align:middle line:84% And then once that sort of died down a bit, 00:03:30.130 --> 00:03:33.120 align:middle line:84% we moved back up to Mosul and finished out our time. 00:03:33.120 --> 00:03:35.160 align:middle line:84% That kind of gives a sketch, right? 00:03:35.160 --> 00:03:37.010 align:middle line:90% Hopefully. 00:03:37.010 --> 00:03:38.000 align:middle line:90%