WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:06.030 align:middle line:90% 00:00:06.030 --> 00:00:07.035 align:middle line:90% "The Coffin Store." 00:00:07.035 --> 00:00:10.140 align:middle line:90% 00:00:10.140 --> 00:00:14.180 align:middle line:84% I was lugging my death from Kampala to Kraków. 00:00:14.180 --> 00:00:17.210 align:middle line:84% Death, what a ridiculous load you can be, 00:00:17.210 --> 00:00:21.590 align:middle line:84% like the world trembling on Atlas's shoulders. 00:00:21.590 --> 00:00:25.790 align:middle line:84% In Kampala, I'd wondered why the people, so poor, 00:00:25.790 --> 00:00:27.620 align:middle line:90% didn't just kill me. 00:00:27.620 --> 00:00:29.510 align:middle line:90% Why don't they kill me? 00:00:29.510 --> 00:00:34.640 align:middle line:84% In Kraków, I must have fancied I'd find poets to talk to. 00:00:34.640 --> 00:00:38.630 align:middle line:84% I still believed then I'd domesticated my death, 00:00:38.630 --> 00:00:42.410 align:middle line:84% that he'd no longer gnaw off my fingers and ears. 00:00:42.410 --> 00:00:44.630 align:middle line:90% We even had parties together. 00:00:44.630 --> 00:00:49.190 align:middle line:84% 'Happy,' said death, and gave me my present, a coffin, 00:00:49.190 --> 00:00:54.620 align:middle line:84% my coffin, made in Kampala, with the sliding door in its lid, 00:00:54.620 --> 00:01:00.160 align:middle line:84% to look through, at the sky, at the birds, at Kampala. 00:01:00.160 --> 00:01:03.010 align:middle line:84% That was his way, I soon understood, 00:01:03.010 --> 00:01:06.640 align:middle line:84% of reverting to talon and snarl, for the door 00:01:06.640 --> 00:01:08.320 align:middle line:90% refused to come open. 00:01:08.320 --> 00:01:13.960 align:middle line:84% No sky, no bird, no poets, no Kraków. 00:01:13.960 --> 00:01:18.400 align:middle line:84% Catherine came to me then, came to me then, 'open your eyes, 00:01:18.400 --> 00:01:21.610 align:middle line:84% mon amour,' but death had undone me. 00:01:21.610 --> 00:01:25.720 align:middle line:84% My knuckles were raw as an ape's, my mind slid like 00:01:25.720 --> 00:01:29.470 align:middle line:84% a sad-angled skate, and no matter what Catherine was 00:01:29.470 --> 00:01:32.920 align:middle line:84% saying, was sighing, was singing, 'Mon amour, 00:01:32.920 --> 00:01:37.900 align:middle line:84% mon amour,' the door stayed shut, oh, shut. 00:01:37.900 --> 00:01:41.590 align:middle line:84% I heard trees being felled, skinned, smoothed, 00:01:41.590 --> 00:01:43.930 align:middle line:90% hammered together as coffins. 00:01:43.930 --> 00:01:46.660 align:middle line:84% I heard death snorting and stamping, 00:01:46.660 --> 00:01:50.320 align:middle line:84% impatient to be hauled off, away. 00:01:50.320 --> 00:01:54.670 align:middle line:84% But here again was Catherine, sighing and singing, 00:01:54.670 --> 00:01:59.980 align:middle line:84% and the tiny carved wooden door slid ajar, just enough. 00:01:59.980 --> 00:02:04.960 align:middle line:84% The sky, one single bird, Catherine. 00:02:04.960 --> 00:02:06.930 align:middle line:90% Just enough. 00:02:06.930 --> 00:02:14.000 align:middle line:90%