WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.230 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.230 --> 00:00:06.750 align:middle line:84% This is the title poem from my new book Wait 00:00:06.750 --> 00:00:12.290 align:middle line:84% which will be out at the end of the year, beginning of next 00:00:12.290 --> 00:00:15.120 align:middle line:84% and which all these poems are from. 00:00:15.120 --> 00:00:17.160 align:middle line:90% "Wait." 00:00:17.160 --> 00:00:19.034 align:middle line:90% "Chop, hack, slash. 00:00:19.034 --> 00:00:21.134 align:middle line:90% Chop hack, slash. 00:00:21.134 --> 00:00:23.920 align:middle line:90% Cleaver, boning knife, axe. 00:00:23.920 --> 00:00:26.520 align:middle line:84% Not even the clumsiest clod of a butcher 00:00:26.520 --> 00:00:29.340 align:middle line:84% could do this so crudely, time as 00:00:29.340 --> 00:00:34.440 align:middle line:84% do you dismember me, render me, leave me slop in a pail. 00:00:34.440 --> 00:00:37.710 align:middle line:84% One part of my body 100 years old, 00:00:37.710 --> 00:00:40.270 align:middle line:90% one not even there anymore. 00:00:40.270 --> 00:00:44.850 align:middle line:84% Another still riven with idiot vigor, voracious as the youth 00:00:44.850 --> 00:00:47.370 align:middle line:84% I was for whom everything always was 00:00:47.370 --> 00:00:51.400 align:middle line:90% going too slowly, too slowly. 00:00:51.400 --> 00:00:54.870 align:middle line:84% It was me then who chopped, slashed, through you, 00:00:54.870 --> 00:00:57.810 align:middle line:84% across you, relished you, gorged on you, 00:00:57.810 --> 00:01:00.990 align:middle line:84% slugged your invisible liquor down raw. 00:01:00.990 --> 00:01:02.580 align:middle line:90% Now you're polluted. 00:01:02.580 --> 00:01:06.510 align:middle line:84% Pulse, clock, calendar taint you, befoul you. 00:01:06.510 --> 00:01:08.520 align:middle line:90% You suck at me, pull at me. 00:01:08.520 --> 00:01:11.460 align:middle line:84% Barbed wire knots of memory tear me. 00:01:11.460 --> 00:01:15.960 align:middle line:84% My heart hangs inert, a tag end of tissue firing, 00:01:15.960 --> 00:01:20.010 align:middle line:84% misfiring, trying to heave itself back to its other way 00:01:20.010 --> 00:01:21.730 align:middle line:90% with you. 00:01:21.730 --> 00:01:25.000 align:middle line:84% But was there ever really any other way with you? 00:01:25.000 --> 00:01:27.250 align:middle line:84% When I ran as though for my life, 00:01:27.250 --> 00:01:30.430 align:middle line:84% wasn't I fleeing from you or for you? 00:01:30.430 --> 00:01:34.660 align:middle line:84% Wasn't I frightened you'd fray, leave me nothing but shreds? 00:01:34.660 --> 00:01:36.190 align:middle line:90% Aren't I still? 00:01:36.190 --> 00:01:39.220 align:middle line:84% When I snatch it one of your moments and clutch it, 00:01:39.220 --> 00:01:43.060 align:middle line:84% a pebble, a planet, isn't it wearing away in my hand 00:01:43.060 --> 00:01:47.680 align:middle line:84% as though I, not you, were the ocean of acid, the corrosive 00:01:47.680 --> 00:01:49.630 align:middle line:90% in which I dissolve? 00:01:49.630 --> 00:01:50.950 align:middle line:90% Wait, though. 00:01:50.950 --> 00:01:52.180 align:middle line:90% Wait. 00:01:52.180 --> 00:01:55.180 align:middle line:84% I should tell you too how happy I am. 00:01:55.180 --> 00:01:57.100 align:middle line:90% How I love it so much. 00:01:57.100 --> 00:01:57.910 align:middle line:90% All of it. 00:01:57.910 --> 00:02:00.490 align:middle line:90% Chopping and slashing and all. 00:02:00.490 --> 00:02:04.600 align:middle line:84% Please know I love especially you, how every morning you 00:02:04.600 --> 00:02:07.960 align:middle line:84% turn over the languorous earth, for how would she 00:02:07.960 --> 00:02:11.500 align:middle line:84% know otherwise to do dawn to do dusk 00:02:11.500 --> 00:02:16.720 align:middle line:84% when all she hears from her speech creatures is wait? 00:02:16.720 --> 00:02:25.540 align:middle line:84% We whose anguished wish is that our last word not be wait. 00:02:25.540 --> 00:02:26.140 align:middle line:90% Thank you." 00:02:26.140 --> 00:02:28.890 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:02:28.890 --> 00:02:31.000 align:middle line:90%