WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.720 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.720 --> 00:00:02.820 align:middle line:90% This is kind of new. 00:00:02.820 --> 00:00:04.410 align:middle line:90% "Why weren't you Tenney? 00:00:04.410 --> 00:00:05.670 align:middle line:90% I was Tenney-- 00:00:05.670 --> 00:00:08.522 align:middle line:84% Oh, I should say, the two best lines from the poem 00:00:08.522 --> 00:00:10.230 align:middle line:84% were lifted from Frank O'Hara, so you get 00:00:10.230 --> 00:00:11.800 align:middle line:90% to figure out which they are. 00:00:11.800 --> 00:00:13.620 align:middle line:90% Three, actually. 00:00:13.620 --> 00:00:14.760 align:middle line:90% "Why weren't you Tenney? 00:00:14.760 --> 00:00:15.780 align:middle line:90% I was Tenney. 00:00:15.780 --> 00:00:17.460 align:middle line:90% Yippee, I'm glad I'm alive. 00:00:17.460 --> 00:00:20.880 align:middle line:84% I'm glad you're alive too, baby, because I want to fuck you. 00:00:20.880 --> 00:00:22.140 align:middle line:90% We're alive and we're dead. 00:00:22.140 --> 00:00:24.420 align:middle line:84% We think we're alive now and we'll be dead later, 00:00:24.420 --> 00:00:25.770 align:middle line:90% but that's baloney. 00:00:25.770 --> 00:00:29.490 align:middle line:84% The idiom of American zen is the idiom of American poetry. 00:00:29.490 --> 00:00:33.450 align:middle line:84% Save a ghost in JA48 point Houdini type. 00:00:33.450 --> 00:00:35.040 align:middle line:84% We're swimming through the bardos, 00:00:35.040 --> 00:00:38.130 align:middle line:84% paddling around the shallow water park amid the oscillating 00:00:38.130 --> 00:00:39.090 align:middle line:90% mass of light. 00:00:39.090 --> 00:00:40.320 align:middle line:90% It's not funny. 00:00:40.320 --> 00:00:42.900 align:middle line:84% The tree over there is a ghost waving its branches. 00:00:42.900 --> 00:00:44.580 align:middle line:90% Hi, I can save them all. 00:00:44.580 --> 00:00:45.480 align:middle line:90% No, this is the tree. 00:00:45.480 --> 00:00:47.772 align:middle line:84% All them people over there, including Tenney Nathanson, 00:00:47.772 --> 00:00:49.440 align:middle line:90% associate professor of-- huh? 00:00:49.440 --> 00:00:51.320 align:middle line:84% I'm AutoCorrect, my friend is your friend. 00:00:51.320 --> 00:00:54.192 align:middle line:84% The spell checker with that rank, glug, glug, glug. 00:00:54.192 --> 00:00:56.940 align:middle line:84% Save a ghost doesn't want to horse around right now, 00:00:56.940 --> 00:01:00.750 align:middle line:84% so it bathes your cement head in cement and water and wind 00:01:00.750 --> 00:01:03.930 align:middle line:84% and light, drifting through now from the other stars. 00:01:03.930 --> 00:01:06.000 align:middle line:90% Swell that it's rhizomatic. 00:01:06.000 --> 00:01:07.270 align:middle line:90% My mother is a ghost. 00:01:07.270 --> 00:01:09.000 align:middle line:90% She saves Ghost Tenney. 00:01:09.000 --> 00:01:12.030 align:middle line:84% A hungry ghost doesn't know it's a ghost, so it's hungry. 00:01:12.030 --> 00:01:13.050 align:middle line:90% Is that right? 00:01:13.050 --> 00:01:14.940 align:middle line:84% So you feed it its ghostness, and it 00:01:14.940 --> 00:01:17.280 align:middle line:84% morphs along the rows of oscillating current. 00:01:17.280 --> 00:01:19.920 align:middle line:84% They look a little like rotating lit-up doormats. 00:01:19.920 --> 00:01:22.050 align:middle line:84% Katsu, don't yell at the poor ghosts! 00:01:22.050 --> 00:01:23.670 align:middle line:84% Please, they have it hard enough being 00:01:23.670 --> 00:01:25.410 align:middle line:90% gay and straight and ghostly. 00:01:25.410 --> 00:01:27.090 align:middle line:90% Please don't feed the ghosts. 00:01:27.090 --> 00:01:29.850 align:middle line:84% Quadralingual sign on the French National Railway 00:01:29.850 --> 00:01:31.290 align:middle line:90% you can safely ignore. 00:01:31.290 --> 00:01:33.368 align:middle line:84% In Italian, it said it's dangerous to stick 00:01:33.368 --> 00:01:34.410 align:middle line:90% your head out the window. 00:01:34.410 --> 00:01:35.370 align:middle line:90% Ha ha. 00:01:35.370 --> 00:01:38.760 align:middle line:84% Tim ghost, Charles ghost, Barb ghost, Frank ghost, 00:01:38.760 --> 00:01:40.680 align:middle line:90% corporate poetry pop ghost. 00:01:40.680 --> 00:01:43.590 align:middle line:84% Victim, person where can any dust alight ghost. 00:01:43.590 --> 00:01:46.950 align:middle line:84% Family correctly not enumerated by name, all ghosts. 00:01:46.950 --> 00:01:50.640 align:middle line:84% Bobby Thompson ghost, souvenir ball ghosts, Don DeLillo 00:01:50.640 --> 00:01:52.140 align:middle line:90% brilliant chapter ghost. 00:01:52.140 --> 00:01:53.610 align:middle line:90% J. Edgar Hoover ghost. 00:01:53.610 --> 00:01:55.680 align:middle line:90% Siri and Paul in Brooklyn ghost. 00:01:55.680 --> 00:01:58.080 align:middle line:84% John Ashbery's Vermont notebook ghost. 00:01:58.080 --> 00:02:00.240 align:middle line:84% Air ghost, wind ghosts, the testicles 00:02:00.240 --> 00:02:01.740 align:middle line:90% and scrotal sac ghost. 00:02:01.740 --> 00:02:04.830 align:middle line:84% Yes, wind whose soft whispering genitals tickle against me 00:02:04.830 --> 00:02:05.340 align:middle line:90% ghost. 00:02:05.340 --> 00:02:09.509 align:middle line:84% Scruffy Walt ghost, canny Emily ghost, Walt canny, too. 00:02:09.509 --> 00:02:11.070 align:middle line:90% My beautiful doggie ghost. 00:02:11.070 --> 00:02:13.320 align:middle line:84% My live doggie and my dead doggie. 00:02:13.320 --> 00:02:15.620 align:middle line:84% Allen Ginsberg sightless in Moloch ghost, 00:02:15.620 --> 00:02:16.750 align:middle line:90% enlightenment ghost. 00:02:16.750 --> 00:02:19.110 align:middle line:84% Enlightened one falls into a well ghost, 00:02:19.110 --> 00:02:20.610 align:middle line:90% climbs back out ghost. 00:02:20.610 --> 00:02:21.960 align:middle line:90% Quit that. 00:02:21.960 --> 00:02:23.580 align:middle line:90% Where do we find ourselves? 00:02:23.580 --> 00:02:26.190 align:middle line:84% Along a huge prospect overlooking the Pima County 00:02:26.190 --> 00:02:27.000 align:middle line:90% landfill. 00:02:27.000 --> 00:02:29.670 align:middle line:84% Plastic bag shreds blow happily along. 00:02:29.670 --> 00:02:32.160 align:middle line:84% A huge snake slithers across the sky, 00:02:32.160 --> 00:02:34.050 align:middle line:90% and the Tucson basin shudders. 00:02:34.050 --> 00:02:35.520 align:middle line:84% No, it's the snake that shudders. 00:02:35.520 --> 00:02:36.360 align:middle line:90% No, the mine. 00:02:36.360 --> 00:02:39.600 align:middle line:84% The mine doesn't shake, but it does Mickey's monkey mind. 00:02:39.600 --> 00:02:40.920 align:middle line:90% Lum-dy, lum-dy, lie. 00:02:40.920 --> 00:02:42.510 align:middle line:90% Lum-dy, lum-dy, lie-eye. 00:02:42.510 --> 00:02:45.150 align:middle line:84% I have no idea how to spell it, wallowing along 00:02:45.150 --> 00:02:46.500 align:middle line:90% the oral tradition bardo. 00:02:46.500 --> 00:02:50.190 align:middle line:84% The grizzled spell-checker lies down in total despair and dies, 00:02:50.190 --> 00:02:53.220 align:middle line:84% but not before correcting "grissled", the old fart. 00:02:53.220 --> 00:02:55.860 align:middle line:84% I don't know if I can let my ghostly dead drift slowly 00:02:55.860 --> 00:02:57.120 align:middle line:90% through my ghost body. 00:02:57.120 --> 00:02:58.860 align:middle line:90% Four months later, why not? 00:02:58.860 --> 00:03:00.270 align:middle line:90% Yes, mud mine, all right. 00:03:00.270 --> 00:03:02.070 align:middle line:84% Frankly, I'm assuming that everything 00:03:02.070 --> 00:03:04.440 align:middle line:84% is all right and difficult. But is snow 00:03:04.440 --> 00:03:06.480 align:middle line:90% falling in that other place? 00:03:06.480 --> 00:03:07.530 align:middle line:90% Oh, I am a ghost. 00:03:07.530 --> 00:03:09.660 align:middle line:84% And where I am, the ghost snow falls 00:03:09.660 --> 00:03:13.530 align:middle line:84% and drifts at a 30-degree angle horizontally through air which 00:03:13.530 --> 00:03:15.900 align:middle line:90% isn't there, unless I say so. 00:03:15.900 --> 00:03:17.820 align:middle line:84% Though being a ghost now, standing 00:03:17.820 --> 00:03:20.070 align:middle line:84% in ghost snow, what I say drifts down 00:03:20.070 --> 00:03:22.260 align:middle line:84% like snow that isn't there, dissolved 00:03:22.260 --> 00:03:23.640 align:middle line:90% in air that isn't there. 00:03:23.640 --> 00:03:25.800 align:middle line:90% But in you is the "huh?" 00:03:25.800 --> 00:03:27.900 align:middle line:90% when all the stars are mute. 00:03:27.900 --> 00:03:32.280 align:middle line:84% Yasutani as t0 destruction everything 00:03:32.280 --> 00:03:35.380 align:middle line:84% is destroyed, as to no, nothing is destroyed. 00:03:35.380 --> 00:03:37.980 align:middle line:84% Which leaves you today's air, that means me, 00:03:37.980 --> 00:03:39.840 align:middle line:84% the ghost formerly known as Tenney. 00:03:39.840 --> 00:03:41.790 align:middle line:90% Thump, thump, thump. 00:03:41.790 --> 00:03:43.980 align:middle line:84% Orange brick wall very bright now. 00:03:43.980 --> 00:03:47.100 align:middle line:84% Huge pinon waving energetically in the stiff breeze, 00:03:47.100 --> 00:03:48.910 align:middle line:90% maybe even agitated. 00:03:48.910 --> 00:03:49.890 align:middle line:90% Are you OK, tree? 00:03:49.890 --> 00:03:51.420 align:middle line:90% Remember, you're a ghost. 00:03:51.420 --> 00:03:53.250 align:middle line:90% Just this this. 00:03:53.250 --> 00:03:55.410 align:middle line:84% I'll dance with all your needles brushing my face 00:03:55.410 --> 00:03:58.980 align:middle line:84% at the ghost ball, pale washed blue behind all of it, 00:03:58.980 --> 00:04:01.170 align:middle line:84% washed by light stumping this checker. 00:04:01.170 --> 00:04:03.600 align:middle line:84% And behind that, the shoji screens. 00:04:03.600 --> 00:04:06.330 align:middle line:84% Eternal bric-a-brac of the Spotless Mind, 00:04:06.330 --> 00:04:10.860 align:middle line:84% omnipresent like Big Mind, which is also a ghost, a big one. 00:04:10.860 --> 00:04:12.650 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:04:12.650 --> 00:04:17.000 align:middle line:90%