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"Not To Be Dwelled On."

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"Self-interest
cropped up even there,

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the day I hoisted three instead
of the ceremonially called-for

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two spade fulls of loam on top
of the coffin of my friend.

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Why shovel more
than anybody else?

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What did I think I'd prove?

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More love-- mud in her eye?

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More will to work--

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her father, what, a shirker?

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Christ, what wouldn't anybody
give to get that gesture back.

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She cannot die again, and
I do nothing but relive."

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