WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.410 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.410 --> 00:00:02.230 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:00:02.230 --> 00:00:05.370 align:middle line:84% I'm going to have trouble living up to that. 00:00:05.370 --> 00:00:08.250 align:middle line:84% Thanks to the Poetry Center for everything. 00:00:08.250 --> 00:00:11.700 align:middle line:84% And thanks very much for a particular and engaged 00:00:11.700 --> 00:00:12.600 align:middle line:90% introduction. 00:00:12.600 --> 00:00:16.079 align:middle line:84% And it's a real pleasure to read with Bhanu and Mónica. 00:00:16.079 --> 00:00:17.820 align:middle line:90% It's wonderful company. 00:00:17.820 --> 00:00:23.680 align:middle line:84% I'm going to read a section of what I hope will be a new book. 00:00:23.680 --> 00:00:27.270 align:middle line:84% It's one piece and it's called "Mean Free Path." 00:00:27.270 --> 00:00:30.390 align:middle line:84% And in physics about which I don't know very much 00:00:30.390 --> 00:00:33.930 align:middle line:84% the mean free path of a particle is the average distance 00:00:33.930 --> 00:00:35.730 align:middle line:84% that a particle travels before it 00:00:35.730 --> 00:00:37.440 align:middle line:90% collides with another particle. 00:00:37.440 --> 00:00:41.610 align:middle line:84% And the poems are full of little collisions and recombinations 00:00:41.610 --> 00:00:44.400 align:middle line:84% and fragmentation and hesitation. 00:00:44.400 --> 00:00:46.800 align:middle line:84% So there's a kind of entropy or the poem's kind 00:00:46.800 --> 00:00:51.150 align:middle line:84% of breakup under the emotional pressures of the other. 00:00:51.150 --> 00:00:54.720 align:middle line:84% So I think you'll hear some of those formal processes taking 00:00:54.720 --> 00:00:56.220 align:middle line:90% place. 00:00:56.220 --> 00:00:57.300 align:middle line:90% Am I being too loud? 00:00:57.300 --> 00:01:01.590 align:middle line:90% 00:01:01.590 --> 00:01:04.454 align:middle line:84% So this is called "Mean Free Path." 00:01:04.454 --> 00:01:07.590 align:middle line:90% 00:01:07.590 --> 00:01:09.660 align:middle line:84% I finished the reading and looked up, 00:01:09.660 --> 00:01:13.140 align:middle line:84% changed in the familiar ways now for a quiet place 00:01:13.140 --> 00:01:15.180 align:middle line:90% to begin the forgetting. 00:01:15.180 --> 00:01:17.490 align:middle line:84% The little delays between sensations, 00:01:17.490 --> 00:01:20.940 align:middle line:84% the audible absence of rain take the place of objects. 00:01:20.940 --> 00:01:23.310 align:middle line:84% I have some questions but they can wait. 00:01:23.310 --> 00:01:26.040 align:middle line:84% Waiting is the answer I was looking for. 00:01:26.040 --> 00:01:29.100 align:middle line:84% Any subject will do so long as it recedes. 00:01:29.100 --> 00:01:31.740 align:middle line:84% Hearing the echo of your own blood in the shell 00:01:31.740 --> 00:01:35.820 align:middle line:84% but picturing the ocean is what I meant by. 00:01:35.820 --> 00:01:37.380 align:middle line:90% You startled me. 00:01:37.380 --> 00:01:40.380 align:middle line:84% I thought you were sleeping in the traditional sense. 00:01:40.380 --> 00:01:44.610 align:middle line:84% I like looking at anything under glass, especially Glass. 00:01:44.610 --> 00:01:47.790 align:middle line:84% You called me like overheard dreams. 00:01:47.790 --> 00:01:51.450 align:middle line:84% I'm writing this one as a woman comfortable with failure. 00:01:51.450 --> 00:01:54.540 align:middle line:84% I promise I will never let the predicate withered. 00:01:54.540 --> 00:01:58.050 align:middle line:84% If you were uncomfortable seeing this as portraiture 00:01:58.050 --> 00:01:59.100 align:middle line:90% close your eyes. 00:01:59.100 --> 00:02:00.615 align:middle line:90% No, you startled. 00:02:00.615 --> 00:02:03.910 align:middle line:90% 00:02:03.910 --> 00:02:06.130 align:middle line:90% Identical cities, how sad. 00:02:06.130 --> 00:02:07.330 align:middle line:90% Buy up the run. 00:02:07.330 --> 00:02:09.910 align:middle line:84% The unsigned copies are more valuable. 00:02:09.910 --> 00:02:12.740 align:middle line:84% I have read your essay about the new closure. 00:02:12.740 --> 00:02:16.450 align:middle line:84% My favorite parts I cannot follow, surface effects. 00:02:16.450 --> 00:02:19.120 align:middle line:84% We moved to Canada without our knowledge. 00:02:19.120 --> 00:02:22.660 align:middle line:84% If it reciprocates the gaze how is it pornography? 00:02:22.660 --> 00:02:25.880 align:middle line:84% Definitions crossed with stars the old closure, 00:02:25.880 --> 00:02:30.490 align:middle line:84% which reminds me wave to the cameras from the-- 00:02:30.490 --> 00:02:33.780 align:middle line:84% the pillars are glass that's all you need to know. 00:02:33.780 --> 00:02:36.970 align:middle line:84% Lines have been cut and replaced with their opposites. 00:02:36.970 --> 00:02:38.350 align:middle line:90% Did I say that out loud? 00:02:38.350 --> 00:02:39.880 align:middle line:90% A beautiful question. 00:02:39.880 --> 00:02:41.090 align:middle line:90% Barbara is dead. 00:02:41.090 --> 00:02:43.990 align:middle line:84% Until I was 17 I thought windmills 00:02:43.990 --> 00:02:47.170 align:middle line:84% turned from the fireworks to watch their reflection 00:02:47.170 --> 00:02:50.920 align:middle line:84% in the tower made wind, brushed metal apples 00:02:50.920 --> 00:02:52.000 align:middle line:90% green to the touch. 00:02:52.000 --> 00:02:55.270 align:middle line:90% 00:02:55.270 --> 00:02:58.060 align:middle line:84% Oh please, for an astounding irrelevance 00:02:58.060 --> 00:02:59.650 align:middle line:90% structured like a language. 00:02:59.650 --> 00:03:02.950 align:middle line:84% But I like the old music, the audible kind 00:03:02.950 --> 00:03:06.830 align:middle line:84% we made love to in the crawl space without our knowledge. 00:03:06.830 --> 00:03:07.990 align:middle line:90% Robert is dead. 00:03:07.990 --> 00:03:09.820 align:middle line:90% Take my voice, I don't need it. 00:03:09.820 --> 00:03:11.770 align:middle line:90% Take my face, I have others. 00:03:11.770 --> 00:03:16.120 align:middle line:84% Pathos whistles through the typos, parentheses slam shut. 00:03:16.120 --> 00:03:18.790 align:middle line:84% I'm writing this one with my eyes closed 00:03:18.790 --> 00:03:22.600 align:middle line:90% listening to the absence of. 00:03:22.600 --> 00:03:25.240 align:middle line:84% Surface effects patterns of disappearance. 00:03:25.240 --> 00:03:28.240 align:middle line:84% I kind of lost it back there in the trees 00:03:28.240 --> 00:03:30.880 align:middle line:84% screaming about the complexity of intention. 00:03:30.880 --> 00:03:32.350 align:middle line:90% But, but nothing. 00:03:32.350 --> 00:03:33.250 align:middle line:90% Come to bed. 00:03:33.250 --> 00:03:36.130 align:middle line:84% Reference is a woman comfortable with failure. 00:03:36.130 --> 00:03:37.510 align:middle line:90% The surface is dead. 00:03:37.510 --> 00:03:40.930 align:middle line:84% Wave to the cameras from the towers built to sway. 00:03:40.930 --> 00:03:42.490 align:middle line:90% I promised I would never. 00:03:42.490 --> 00:03:45.370 align:middle line:84% Tell me whose hand is this, a beautiful 00:03:45.370 --> 00:03:49.540 align:middle line:90% question her sources again. 00:03:49.540 --> 00:03:53.200 align:middle line:84% Unhinged in a manner of speaking crossed with stars and rain 00:03:53.200 --> 00:03:55.660 align:middle line:84% that can be paused so we know we're dreaming 00:03:55.660 --> 00:03:59.200 align:middle line:84% and their feet like horses in the city how sad. 00:03:59.200 --> 00:04:00.700 align:middle line:90% Maybe, no maybes. 00:04:00.700 --> 00:04:01.690 align:middle line:90% Take a position. 00:04:01.690 --> 00:04:04.060 align:middle line:84% Don't call it night vision green. 00:04:04.060 --> 00:04:07.000 align:middle line:84% Think of the children running the sisters through the lawn, 00:04:07.000 --> 00:04:08.200 align:middle line:90% where were we. 00:04:08.200 --> 00:04:11.710 align:middle line:84% If seeing this as portraiture makes you uncomfortable, 00:04:11.710 --> 00:04:13.300 align:middle line:90% wake up. 00:04:13.300 --> 00:04:16.480 align:middle line:84% Wake up, it's time to begin the forgetting. 00:04:16.480 --> 00:04:19.630 align:middle line:84% Direct local statements wither under glass 00:04:19.630 --> 00:04:22.060 align:middle line:84% a little book for Ari built to sway. 00:04:22.060 --> 00:04:26.120 align:middle line:84% I admire the use of felt theory like swimming in a storm 00:04:26.120 --> 00:04:29.020 align:middle line:84% but object to anti representational bias 00:04:29.020 --> 00:04:32.200 align:middle line:84% in an era of, you're not listening, I'm sorry. 00:04:32.200 --> 00:04:34.930 align:middle line:84% I was thinking how the beauty of your singing 00:04:34.930 --> 00:04:38.500 align:middle line:84% really describes the hope whose death it announces. 00:04:38.500 --> 00:04:42.640 align:middle line:90% Wave 00:04:42.640 --> 00:04:47.470 align:middle line:84% in an unconscious effort to unify my voice I swallowed gum. 00:04:47.470 --> 00:04:51.070 align:middle line:84% In all my weeks in the airport over a missed connection 00:04:51.070 --> 00:04:54.190 align:middle line:84% the color of money is night vision green. 00:04:54.190 --> 00:04:56.020 align:middle line:90% Ari removes the bobby pins. 00:04:56.020 --> 00:04:57.730 align:middle line:90% I remove the punctuation. 00:04:57.730 --> 00:05:01.390 align:middle line:84% Our freezer is empty save for vodka and film. 00:05:01.390 --> 00:05:04.150 align:middle line:84% Leave the beautiful questions unanswered. 00:05:04.150 --> 00:05:06.560 align:middle line:84% There are six pages left of our youth 00:05:06.560 --> 00:05:08.770 align:middle line:84% and I would rather swallow my tongue 00:05:08.770 --> 00:05:10.690 align:middle line:90% than waste them on description. 00:05:10.690 --> 00:05:13.720 align:middle line:90% 00:05:13.720 --> 00:05:17.470 align:middle line:84% A cry goes up for plain language in identical cities. 00:05:17.470 --> 00:05:21.160 align:middle line:84% Sikorsky appears in my dream selling knives. 00:05:21.160 --> 00:05:23.560 align:middle line:84% Each exhibit is a failed futurity, 00:05:23.560 --> 00:05:26.080 align:middle line:84% a star survived by its own light. 00:05:26.080 --> 00:05:29.990 align:middle line:84% Glass amperes confused bees, is that pornography? 00:05:29.990 --> 00:05:30.490 align:middle line:90% Yes. 00:05:30.490 --> 00:05:30.990 align:middle line:90% But. 00:05:30.990 --> 00:05:31.930 align:middle line:90% But nothing. 00:05:31.930 --> 00:05:35.860 align:middle line:84% Come to reference a mood of undress equal to fascism 00:05:35.860 --> 00:05:38.830 align:middle line:84% becomes obligatory in identical cities. 00:05:38.830 --> 00:05:40.570 align:middle line:90% Did I say that already? 00:05:40.570 --> 00:05:44.770 align:middle line:84% Did I say the stranglehold of perspective must be shaken off? 00:05:44.770 --> 00:05:48.610 align:middle line:90% 00:05:48.610 --> 00:05:51.730 align:middle line:84% A lot of the tradition broadcast with a little delay 00:05:51.730 --> 00:05:54.550 align:middle line:84% takes the place of experience like portraits 00:05:54.550 --> 00:05:56.590 align:middle line:90% reciprocating gazes. 00:05:56.590 --> 00:06:00.160 align:middle line:84% Zukofsky appears in my dreams offering his face. 00:06:00.160 --> 00:06:03.820 align:middle line:84% Each of us must ask ourself why am I clapping. 00:06:03.820 --> 00:06:06.430 align:middle line:84% The content is announced through disappearance. 00:06:06.430 --> 00:06:10.240 align:middle line:84% Like fireworks, wave after wave of information 00:06:10.240 --> 00:06:12.790 align:middle line:84% breaks over us without our knowledge. 00:06:12.790 --> 00:06:16.225 align:middle line:84% If I give you my denim will you simulate distress. 00:06:16.225 --> 00:06:18.940 align:middle line:90% 00:06:18.940 --> 00:06:21.730 align:middle line:84% To lay everything waste in the name of renewal, 00:06:21.730 --> 00:06:23.590 align:middle line:90% haven't we tried that before? 00:06:23.590 --> 00:06:25.900 align:middle line:90% Yes, but, but not in Canada. 00:06:25.900 --> 00:06:29.950 align:middle line:84% The vanguard succumbs to a sense of its own importance as easily 00:06:29.950 --> 00:06:32.260 align:middle line:90% as swan succumbed to the flu. 00:06:32.260 --> 00:06:35.860 align:middle line:84% I'm writing on this one with my non-dominant hand in the crawl 00:06:35.860 --> 00:06:37.540 align:middle line:90% space under the war. 00:06:37.540 --> 00:06:40.780 align:middle line:84% I can feel an axis snapping in my skull 00:06:40.780 --> 00:06:43.600 align:middle line:84% and soon I will lose the power to select 00:06:43.600 --> 00:06:45.535 align:middle line:90% while retaining the power too. 00:06:45.535 --> 00:06:48.340 align:middle line:90% 00:06:48.340 --> 00:06:52.630 align:middle line:84% All these flowers look the same to me, night vision green. 00:06:52.630 --> 00:06:54.730 align:middle line:84% There is nothing to do in the desert 00:06:54.730 --> 00:06:57.220 align:middle line:84% but read Penthouse and lift weights. 00:06:57.220 --> 00:07:00.700 align:middle line:84% My blood is negative that's all you need to know. 00:07:00.700 --> 00:07:04.210 align:middle line:84% Sophisticated weaponry marries the traditional pleasures 00:07:04.210 --> 00:07:09.010 align:middle line:84% of perspective to the new materiality of point and click. 00:07:09.010 --> 00:07:12.970 align:middle line:84% I'm writing this one as a woman comfortable with leading 00:07:12.970 --> 00:07:14.380 align:middle line:90% a prisoner on a leash. 00:07:14.380 --> 00:07:21.160 align:middle line:90% 00:07:21.160 --> 00:07:24.310 align:middle line:84% Combined was the word I was looking for back there 00:07:24.310 --> 00:07:25.090 align:middle line:90% in the trees. 00:07:25.090 --> 00:07:27.430 align:middle line:90% My blood is Scandinavian modern. 00:07:27.430 --> 00:07:30.250 align:middle line:84% I kind of lost it but enough about me. 00:07:30.250 --> 00:07:33.490 align:middle line:84% To return with a difference, haven't we tried that before? 00:07:33.490 --> 00:07:34.000 align:middle line:90% Yes. 00:07:34.000 --> 00:07:35.830 align:middle line:90% But, but not from the air. 00:07:35.830 --> 00:07:38.740 align:middle line:84% Unique flakes form indistinguishable drifts 00:07:38.740 --> 00:07:42.550 align:middle line:84% in a process we call all these words look the same to me 00:07:42.550 --> 00:07:45.460 align:middle line:84% fascism arranged the flowers by their price. 00:07:45.460 --> 00:07:48.800 align:middle line:90% 00:07:48.800 --> 00:07:50.650 align:middle line:90% Then we're despairing. 00:07:50.650 --> 00:07:53.800 align:middle line:90% Then the voice of Nina Simone. 00:07:53.800 --> 00:07:57.370 align:middle line:84% Parentheses open on a new gender crossed with stars. 00:07:57.370 --> 00:07:59.380 align:middle line:90% Ari removes the bobby pins. 00:07:59.380 --> 00:08:00.250 align:middle line:90% Night falls. 00:08:00.250 --> 00:08:03.670 align:middle line:84% There is no such thing as non sequitur when you're in love. 00:08:03.670 --> 00:08:07.330 align:middle line:84% Let those who object to the pathos swallow their tongues. 00:08:07.330 --> 00:08:10.210 align:middle line:84% My numb rebarbative people put down 00:08:10.210 --> 00:08:12.400 align:middle line:90% your blocks and your big gulps. 00:08:12.400 --> 00:08:15.640 align:middle line:90% We have birthmarks to earn. 00:08:15.640 --> 00:08:19.210 align:middle line:84% Around 1945, the question becomes sleepyhead. 00:08:19.210 --> 00:08:22.510 align:middle line:84% Since the world is ending may I eat the candy necklace 00:08:22.510 --> 00:08:23.470 align:middle line:90% off your body? 00:08:23.470 --> 00:08:26.860 align:middle line:84% Turn on the record over, turn the pillow over, 00:08:26.860 --> 00:08:28.630 align:middle line:90% it has a cooler side. 00:08:28.630 --> 00:08:31.960 align:middle line:84% Like a vein on the wing of a locust, the sea of hope 00:08:31.960 --> 00:08:33.490 align:middle line:90% disclosed by her voice. 00:08:33.490 --> 00:08:37.600 align:middle line:84% It cannot save us but it can remind us survival is 00:08:37.600 --> 00:08:38.799 align:middle line:90% a butcher's goal. 00:08:38.799 --> 00:08:41.140 align:middle line:90% All hands to the pathos. 00:08:41.140 --> 00:08:43.870 align:middle line:90% Let the credits 00:08:43.870 --> 00:08:48.100 align:middle line:84% bend the plastic stick and break the interior to the reaction 00:08:48.100 --> 00:08:52.120 align:middle line:84% amidst light but not heat, the tragedy of dialectics. 00:08:52.120 --> 00:08:55.660 align:middle line:84% Sand sized particles of revolutionary possibility 00:08:55.660 --> 00:08:58.150 align:middle line:84% fall constantly without our knowledge. 00:08:58.150 --> 00:09:01.060 align:middle line:84% The capitol lawns sparkle with poison. 00:09:01.060 --> 00:09:04.360 align:middle line:84% Since the world is ending why not let the children 00:09:04.360 --> 00:09:05.890 align:middle line:90% touch the paintings. 00:09:05.890 --> 00:09:09.940 align:middle line:84% The voice of Nina Simone contains its own negation 00:09:09.940 --> 00:09:12.790 align:middle line:90% like a pearl. 00:09:12.790 --> 00:09:15.160 align:middle line:84% As brand names drift towards the generic, 00:09:15.160 --> 00:09:16.840 align:middle line:90% we drift towards fascism. 00:09:16.840 --> 00:09:19.450 align:middle line:84% A life in common replaced with its image. 00:09:19.450 --> 00:09:21.190 align:middle line:90% The predicates are glass. 00:09:21.190 --> 00:09:22.780 align:middle line:90% I blew them, I'm sorry. 00:09:22.780 --> 00:09:26.620 align:middle line:84% Sorrier than I can say with such a tiny phone. 00:09:26.620 --> 00:09:29.410 align:middle line:84% You're breaking up, no damn I held 00:09:29.410 --> 00:09:32.320 align:middle line:84% the hand of a complete stranger during takeoff 00:09:32.320 --> 00:09:36.970 align:middle line:84% unaware it was my own laying bare the ideological function 00:09:36.970 --> 00:09:42.910 align:middle line:84% of numbness, felt silence, a sudden inability 00:09:42.910 --> 00:09:46.930 align:middle line:84% to swallow the dream in which the face is Velcro describing 00:09:46.930 --> 00:09:50.020 align:middle line:84% the film in the language of disaster, the disaster 00:09:50.020 --> 00:09:52.690 align:middle line:84% in not finishing sentences removing 00:09:52.690 --> 00:09:56.680 align:middle line:84% the suicide from the speed dial failing to recognize yourself 00:09:56.680 --> 00:10:01.180 align:middle line:84% in the photo coming home to find a circle of concerned family 00:10:01.180 --> 00:10:02.020 align:middle line:90% and friends. 00:10:02.020 --> 00:10:05.980 align:middle line:84% It's more of an artist's colony than a hospital. 00:10:05.980 --> 00:10:09.640 align:middle line:84% It's more of a vitamin than an antipsychotic, collective 00:10:09.640 --> 00:10:11.890 align:middle line:84% despair expressed in I statements. 00:10:11.890 --> 00:10:15.700 align:middle line:84% The dream in which the skin is stone washed denim running 00:10:15.700 --> 00:10:18.880 align:middle line:84% your hand through the hair of an imaginary friend 00:10:18.880 --> 00:10:22.120 align:middle line:84% rising from bed, dressing returning calls all 00:10:22.120 --> 00:10:24.640 align:middle line:84% without waking the sudden suspicion, 00:10:24.640 --> 00:10:28.780 align:middle line:84% the teeth in your mouth are not your own let alone the words. 00:10:28.780 --> 00:10:32.080 align:middle line:90% 00:10:32.080 --> 00:10:36.100 align:middle line:84% She handed me a book I had read it before, dismissed it, 00:10:36.100 --> 00:10:39.550 align:middle line:84% but now in the dark I heard the little delays. 00:10:39.550 --> 00:10:43.780 align:middle line:84% If you would speak of love, stutter like rain, like Robert 00:10:43.780 --> 00:10:45.250 align:middle line:90% be, be unashamed. 00:10:45.250 --> 00:10:47.770 align:middle line:84% Let those who object to them but that's 00:10:47.770 --> 00:10:51.730 align:middle line:84% familiar rage isn't a system it is a gesture whose 00:10:51.730 --> 00:10:53.800 align:middle line:90% power derives from its failure. 00:10:53.800 --> 00:10:59.560 align:middle line:84% A child attempting to gather us into her glitter flecked arms. 00:10:59.560 --> 00:11:01.570 align:middle line:90% It isn't a culture of fear. 00:11:01.570 --> 00:11:05.150 align:middle line:84% When a people pats itself on the back with a numb hand 00:11:05.150 --> 00:11:06.880 align:middle line:90% it isn't a culture at all. 00:11:06.880 --> 00:11:09.100 align:middle line:84% Take a position, cut it off, leave 00:11:09.100 --> 00:11:11.050 align:middle line:84% the rings, the president that you 00:11:11.050 --> 00:11:12.670 align:middle line:90% promised you wouldn't mention. 00:11:12.670 --> 00:11:15.280 align:middle line:84% I saw myself in the mirrored lenses, 00:11:15.280 --> 00:11:18.610 align:middle line:84% you cannot kill a metonym of his bodyguards. 00:11:18.610 --> 00:11:21.610 align:middle line:84% I'm moving to Canada when I wake up. 00:11:21.610 --> 00:11:22.660 align:middle line:90% You mean if. 00:11:22.660 --> 00:11:25.680 align:middle line:90% 00:11:25.680 --> 00:11:29.760 align:middle line:84% No concept of clockwise rotation can be described on the surface 00:11:29.760 --> 00:11:32.280 align:middle line:84% continuously so this might take a while. 00:11:32.280 --> 00:11:33.330 align:middle line:90% Bring a book. 00:11:33.330 --> 00:11:36.900 align:middle line:84% Have you tried breaking it into triangles or changing hands? 00:11:36.900 --> 00:11:38.250 align:middle line:90% No hand in this. 00:11:38.250 --> 00:11:42.840 align:middle line:84% Fascia, a tangent bundle can we unfold what we can't figure? 00:11:42.840 --> 00:11:44.830 align:middle line:90% Not without making cuts. 00:11:44.830 --> 00:11:48.570 align:middle line:84% Orient me for the night is coming amphichiral, 00:11:48.570 --> 00:11:52.020 align:middle line:90% manifold, and looped. 00:11:52.020 --> 00:11:54.030 align:middle line:90% We have no reason to hope. 00:11:54.030 --> 00:11:55.330 align:middle line:90% But what's reason? 00:11:55.330 --> 00:11:57.420 align:middle line:90% What's reason got to do with it? 00:11:57.420 --> 00:12:01.650 align:middle line:84% Accent not duration, cancellation not punctuation 00:12:01.650 --> 00:12:02.760 align:middle line:90% and that's love. 00:12:02.760 --> 00:12:06.300 align:middle line:84% Why not speak of it as we are drawn up into the rising 00:12:06.300 --> 00:12:08.730 align:middle line:90% toroidal fireball. 00:12:08.730 --> 00:12:12.660 align:middle line:84% This column of powdery light is made possible by Boeing, 00:12:12.660 --> 00:12:15.960 align:middle line:84% but what, and here's where people start disappearing, 00:12:15.960 --> 00:12:17.700 align:middle line:90% made Boeing possible. 00:12:17.700 --> 00:12:20.690 align:middle line:90% 00:12:20.690 --> 00:12:23.810 align:middle line:84% If you could see the tip of the vector it would appear 00:12:23.810 --> 00:12:27.320 align:middle line:84% to be moving in a circle as it approached you, references 00:12:27.320 --> 00:12:30.800 align:middle line:84% a slow wave transporting energy through empty media 00:12:30.800 --> 00:12:32.010 align:middle line:90% you can't rush it. 00:12:32.010 --> 00:12:35.690 align:middle line:84% The displaced pathos returns with a vengeance and painters 00:12:35.690 --> 00:12:37.700 align:middle line:90% pull grids apart in grief. 00:12:37.700 --> 00:12:41.750 align:middle line:84% Only a mass or only a butcher can unmake sense. 00:12:41.750 --> 00:12:47.060 align:middle line:84% The rest of us have axes to grind into glass. 00:12:47.060 --> 00:12:50.630 align:middle line:84% By complex I mean my attention is drawn downward 00:12:50.630 --> 00:12:52.220 align:middle line:90% to the bottom of the cloud. 00:12:52.220 --> 00:12:56.510 align:middle line:84% It hurts me when you listen too closely smothering reference. 00:12:56.510 --> 00:12:59.120 align:middle line:84% Carefully decanted left to breathe. 00:12:59.120 --> 00:13:00.380 align:middle line:90% That's criticism. 00:13:00.380 --> 00:13:03.470 align:middle line:84% The subject rises to the surface, bursts. 00:13:03.470 --> 00:13:07.340 align:middle line:84% All light paths from the object to the image are reversible 00:13:07.340 --> 00:13:10.230 align:middle line:84% and that hurts, to know it didn't have to be. 00:13:10.230 --> 00:13:21.230 align:middle line:84% I mean, don't get me wrong I enjoy killing 00:13:21.230 --> 00:13:24.350 align:middle line:84% birds were these little ships that flew and sang. 00:13:24.350 --> 00:13:26.750 align:middle line:90% There are some cool pics online. 00:13:26.750 --> 00:13:30.530 align:middle line:84% Funny strange not ha ha funny, how the black canvas was 00:13:30.530 --> 00:13:34.100 align:middle line:84% realistic, a bird's eye view of their disappearance, 00:13:34.100 --> 00:13:36.830 align:middle line:90% wave after wave of deja vu. 00:13:36.830 --> 00:13:40.430 align:middle line:84% After the storm, the sky turns night vision green, 00:13:40.430 --> 00:13:41.810 align:middle line:90% the color of murder. 00:13:41.810 --> 00:13:44.990 align:middle line:84% I can hear the soldiers marching in my pillow. 00:13:44.990 --> 00:13:47.600 align:middle line:90% Even in Canada 00:13:47.600 --> 00:13:50.810 align:middle line:84% her literature is irrelevant to October, Anna 00:13:50.810 --> 00:13:54.530 align:middle line:84% of all the Russias, whose body was an ideal October that 00:13:54.530 --> 00:13:57.590 align:middle line:90% has yet to obtain a face. 00:13:57.590 --> 00:14:00.920 align:middle line:84% October approached asymptotically by tanks. 00:14:00.920 --> 00:14:02.600 align:middle line:90% The leaves turn night vision. 00:14:02.600 --> 00:14:05.630 align:middle line:84% Anna, do you see how the sand sized particles 00:14:05.630 --> 00:14:09.680 align:middle line:84% of the true October rise from the asphalt like fireflies 00:14:09.680 --> 00:14:12.050 align:middle line:90% whose bodies are night vision. 00:14:12.050 --> 00:14:18.000 align:middle line:84% Neither do I, the irrelevant I, the I of all. 00:14:18.000 --> 00:14:21.920 align:middle line:84% It will develop recursively or not at all, the new closure. 00:14:21.920 --> 00:14:24.950 align:middle line:84% In lieu of fixed outlines modulating color. 00:14:24.950 --> 00:14:27.320 align:middle line:84% If concentrated light strikes the leaf, 00:14:27.320 --> 00:14:30.980 align:middle line:84% part is reflected through the droplet producing a white glow 00:14:30.980 --> 00:14:32.180 align:middle line:90% around the genre. 00:14:32.180 --> 00:14:34.160 align:middle line:84% It's like the whispering gallery. 00:14:34.160 --> 00:14:36.250 align:middle line:84% The fighter pilot sees his shadow 00:14:36.250 --> 00:14:39.110 align:middle line:84% on the cloud crossed with the Wailing Wall. 00:14:39.110 --> 00:14:44.270 align:middle line:84% We can't distinguish rounds of ammunition from applause. 00:14:44.270 --> 00:14:45.320 align:middle line:90% Speak plainly. 00:14:45.320 --> 00:14:47.340 align:middle line:90% Keep your hands on the table. 00:14:47.340 --> 00:14:49.250 align:middle line:90% Do not flee into procedure. 00:14:49.250 --> 00:14:51.680 align:middle line:84% Do not wait for a surpassing disaster 00:14:51.680 --> 00:14:54.560 align:middle line:84% to look your brother in the eye and speak of love. 00:14:54.560 --> 00:14:56.810 align:middle line:84% Make no mistake, the disjunction, 00:14:56.810 --> 00:14:58.400 align:middle line:90% the disjunction stays. 00:14:58.400 --> 00:15:02.330 align:middle line:84% Do not hesitate to cut the most beautiful line in the name 00:15:02.330 --> 00:15:04.280 align:middle line:90% of form, the bread of words. 00:15:04.280 --> 00:15:06.590 align:middle line:90% Look for me at genre's edge. 00:15:06.590 --> 00:15:08.210 align:middle line:90% I'm going there on foot. 00:15:08.210 --> 00:15:11.090 align:middle line:90% 00:15:11.090 --> 00:15:14.570 align:middle line:84% I dyed what's her face's hair with lime Kool-Aid so 00:15:14.570 --> 00:15:17.270 align:middle line:84% when I read "Bezhin Meadow" I lent her aspect 00:15:17.270 --> 00:15:18.710 align:middle line:90% to the green haired spirit. 00:15:18.710 --> 00:15:21.450 align:middle line:84% There is a girl trapped in every man made lake. 00:15:21.450 --> 00:15:24.050 align:middle line:84% She will pull you into your reflection. 00:15:24.050 --> 00:15:26.235 align:middle line:84% Stephen tells me what's her face, who 00:15:26.235 --> 00:15:29.360 align:middle line:84% used to sleepwalk into the snow, piss her name 00:15:29.360 --> 00:15:31.490 align:middle line:84% and glide back to bed without waking, 00:15:31.490 --> 00:15:34.880 align:middle line:84% was thrown into this poem through a windshield. 00:15:34.880 --> 00:15:37.280 align:middle line:84% Once she gathered me into her glitter 00:15:37.280 --> 00:15:40.490 align:middle line:84% flecked I don't care if aspect is archaic. 00:15:40.490 --> 00:15:42.770 align:middle line:84% Once she walked into the sliding door 00:15:42.770 --> 00:15:45.200 align:middle line:84% a plane announced the disappearance 00:15:45.200 --> 00:15:48.350 align:middle line:84% you made it this far without mentioning Topeka. 00:15:48.350 --> 00:15:49.640 align:middle line:90% Glass in her hair. 00:15:49.640 --> 00:15:53.330 align:middle line:84% Patterns of I will throw my voice like a clay pot 00:15:53.330 --> 00:15:54.770 align:middle line:90% keep her ashes there. 00:15:54.770 --> 00:15:56.240 align:middle line:90% I don't care if love. 00:15:56.240 --> 00:16:00.340 align:middle line:90% 00:16:00.340 --> 00:16:04.450 align:middle line:84% I don't deny the influence but it's less a relation father 00:16:04.450 --> 00:16:07.330 align:middle line:84% to son than a relation of moon to tide. 00:16:07.330 --> 00:16:11.260 align:middle line:84% Plus my teachers are mainly particles bombarding gold foil 00:16:11.260 --> 00:16:12.490 align:middle line:90% or driving rain. 00:16:12.490 --> 00:16:14.560 align:middle line:84% It's the motion not the material, 00:16:14.560 --> 00:16:16.720 align:middle line:84% not the nouns but the little delays. 00:16:16.720 --> 00:16:21.040 align:middle line:84% A gender crossed, a genre crossed on foot by Marvin Gaye. 00:16:21.040 --> 00:16:22.090 align:middle line:90% Filicide. 00:16:22.090 --> 00:16:25.090 align:middle line:84% Strong misreadings arise on the surface. 00:16:25.090 --> 00:16:25.750 align:middle line:90% Burst. 00:16:25.750 --> 00:16:28.240 align:middle line:90% It didn't have to be. 00:16:28.240 --> 00:16:30.860 align:middle line:84% If I rise from table, if I wander 00:16:30.860 --> 00:16:32.890 align:middle line:84% discalced through the sparkling lawns, 00:16:32.890 --> 00:16:37.060 align:middle line:84% if I'm lost in Juarez and Topeka if it's winter in August when 00:16:37.060 --> 00:16:39.880 align:middle line:84% the prodromata, when the birds cite the past in all 00:16:39.880 --> 00:16:44.530 align:middle line:84% its moments, there is no need for examples, police, doctors. 00:16:44.530 --> 00:16:46.570 align:middle line:84% Let me walk to the edge of the genre 00:16:46.570 --> 00:16:48.340 align:middle line:90% and look out into nothing. 00:16:48.340 --> 00:16:49.330 align:middle line:90% I will return. 00:16:49.330 --> 00:16:53.200 align:middle line:84% The fit will return me in time for coffee and oranges. 00:16:53.200 --> 00:16:55.720 align:middle line:90% 00:16:55.720 --> 00:16:59.920 align:middle line:84% Authority derived from giving it away is how I define aura. 00:16:59.920 --> 00:17:03.310 align:middle line:84% Like Zukofsky's paper flowers picked from Kapital 00:17:03.310 --> 00:17:06.040 align:middle line:90% for Celia's hair, priceless. 00:17:06.040 --> 00:17:08.319 align:middle line:84% The high reflective ceilings allow 00:17:08.319 --> 00:17:10.300 align:middle line:90% us to receive our own applause. 00:17:10.300 --> 00:17:13.420 align:middle line:84% When an audience takes a bow that's fascism. 00:17:13.420 --> 00:17:14.650 align:middle line:90% A looped encore. 00:17:14.650 --> 00:17:15.700 align:middle line:90% Surface effects. 00:17:15.700 --> 00:17:19.559 align:middle line:84% The auditorium is a standing wave, a sentimented roar. 00:17:19.559 --> 00:17:22.240 align:middle line:90% 00:17:22.240 --> 00:17:25.329 align:middle line:84% The entire system weighs about two pounds. 00:17:25.329 --> 00:17:27.640 align:middle line:90% A small bird governs the atria. 00:17:27.640 --> 00:17:29.680 align:middle line:90% You dream the donor's dreams. 00:17:29.680 --> 00:17:31.720 align:middle line:84% The donor's breath breaks your lines 00:17:31.720 --> 00:17:35.440 align:middle line:84% across their prepositions halved and polished to display 00:17:35.440 --> 00:17:37.330 align:middle line:90% the crystal back formations. 00:17:37.330 --> 00:17:40.600 align:middle line:84% Go in fear of abstraction, but go. 00:17:40.600 --> 00:17:41.920 align:middle line:90% Be gone by morning. 00:17:41.920 --> 00:17:42.940 align:middle line:90% There is nothing. 00:17:42.940 --> 00:17:44.200 align:middle line:90% You don't need a shell. 00:17:44.200 --> 00:17:45.550 align:middle line:90% Just cup your hand. 00:17:45.550 --> 00:17:48.550 align:middle line:84% Nothing for you here but repetition. 00:17:48.550 --> 00:17:49.390 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:17:49.390 --> 00:17:51.240 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:17:51.240 --> 00:17:57.000 align:middle line:90%