WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.860 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.860 --> 00:00:03.628 align:middle line:84% This last poem I'm going to read is, again, 00:00:03.628 --> 00:00:04.670 align:middle line:90% like I said, a long poem. 00:00:04.670 --> 00:00:05.990 align:middle line:90% It's about John Coltrane. 00:00:05.990 --> 00:00:08.840 align:middle line:84% And it's about that moment in John Coltrane's career 00:00:08.840 --> 00:00:11.030 align:middle line:84% where he's about to experiment-- starts 00:00:11.030 --> 00:00:16.050 align:middle line:84% experimenting with his sound, takes a bit of a chance. 00:00:16.050 --> 00:00:18.570 align:middle line:84% Now the thing about Coltrane at this point is that-- 00:00:18.570 --> 00:00:21.210 align:middle line:84% I always tell people, if he never 00:00:21.210 --> 00:00:22.980 align:middle line:84% had played another note after he played 00:00:22.980 --> 00:00:25.950 align:middle line:84% with Miles Davis's Quintet, his reputation 00:00:25.950 --> 00:00:27.240 align:middle line:90% would have been solid. 00:00:27.240 --> 00:00:29.930 align:middle line:84% He'd still be influencing Branford Marsalis. 00:00:29.930 --> 00:00:32.700 align:middle line:84% And all if he had never played any else beyond Miles. 00:00:32.700 --> 00:00:33.570 align:middle line:90% But he went on. 00:00:33.570 --> 00:00:35.220 align:middle line:90% He played with Thelonious Monk. 00:00:35.220 --> 00:00:38.100 align:middle line:84% And then started his own quintet, and then quartets, 00:00:38.100 --> 00:00:40.380 align:middle line:84% and quintets, and list goes on, and on, and on, 00:00:40.380 --> 00:00:42.490 align:middle line:84% and gets really, really out there. 00:00:42.490 --> 00:00:45.420 align:middle line:84% I mean, he's starting to do something that-- 00:00:45.420 --> 00:00:47.250 align:middle line:84% trying to pull out some kind of spiritual 00:00:47.250 --> 00:00:49.320 align:middle line:84% or reaching for some kind of spiritual, 00:00:49.320 --> 00:00:54.660 align:middle line:84% and in some way social, truth or declaration. 00:00:54.660 --> 00:00:58.680 align:middle line:84% And that's what this poem is trying to deal with, 00:00:58.680 --> 00:01:00.790 align:middle line:90% declaration of voice. 00:01:00.790 --> 00:01:03.450 align:middle line:84% It's called "The Sheets of Sound." 00:01:03.450 --> 00:01:05.349 align:middle line:90% "One. 00:01:05.349 --> 00:01:09.910 align:middle line:84% He says what do I have to lose actually by coming right out 00:01:09.910 --> 00:01:12.800 align:middle line:84% and saying what I mean to say like this, 00:01:12.800 --> 00:01:15.040 align:middle line:90% and like this, and like this? 00:01:15.040 --> 00:01:18.250 align:middle line:84% Breathing rickety steps to the heart of the matter. 00:01:18.250 --> 00:01:21.250 align:middle line:84% Loose a black spirit around the joint. 00:01:21.250 --> 00:01:25.810 align:middle line:84% Mr Coltrane floating a line like this, pushing its muscle. 00:01:25.810 --> 00:01:28.570 align:middle line:84% Hell, discovering its sweet worth. 00:01:28.570 --> 00:01:31.690 align:middle line:84% The sweet worth of pushing any damn wall. 00:01:31.690 --> 00:01:34.190 align:middle line:90% This is a necessary lesson. 00:01:34.190 --> 00:01:37.450 align:middle line:84% You can make an art out of sailing right over the top. 00:01:37.450 --> 00:01:41.590 align:middle line:84% Spin a hard clean, if only for these brief seconds. 00:01:41.590 --> 00:01:45.100 align:middle line:84% Close the world, its silly wounds and hard manners 00:01:45.100 --> 00:01:46.240 align:middle line:90% with a yell. 00:01:46.240 --> 00:01:51.190 align:middle line:84% I hear you push it, a quote, a necessary lesson. 00:01:51.190 --> 00:01:53.470 align:middle line:90% There are gifts, aren't there? 00:01:53.470 --> 00:01:55.130 align:middle line:90% You ask. 00:01:55.130 --> 00:01:58.940 align:middle line:84% What do I have to lose if I come right out and test it? 00:01:58.940 --> 00:02:04.530 align:middle line:84% Peel back the romance and a breath as you reach for what? 00:02:04.530 --> 00:02:07.320 align:middle line:84% Surely, this love, I hear you sing. 00:02:07.320 --> 00:02:10.259 align:middle line:90% This sort of love will ruin me. 00:02:10.259 --> 00:02:16.110 align:middle line:84% A wonder operates here, pushes away the dam wall as you leap. 00:02:16.110 --> 00:02:19.830 align:middle line:84% Dresses the shadows in the corners of the room. 00:02:19.830 --> 00:02:24.090 align:middle line:84% Speaks for you, breezes up your throat opens. 00:02:24.090 --> 00:02:26.550 align:middle line:90% How many times can you do this? 00:02:26.550 --> 00:02:31.410 align:middle line:84% Push your losses open, map the blues currents. 00:02:31.410 --> 00:02:37.880 align:middle line:84% I hear what if color the air with the danger of asking? 00:02:37.880 --> 00:02:40.360 align:middle line:90% Two. 00:02:40.360 --> 00:02:43.660 align:middle line:84% A man who gives himself a right to speak. 00:02:43.660 --> 00:02:46.960 align:middle line:84% A fine spray of what he knows of where he's been. 00:02:46.960 --> 00:02:49.210 align:middle line:90% What has happened to him? 00:02:49.210 --> 00:02:53.140 align:middle line:84% An ax which cuts impatient allowed 00:02:53.140 --> 00:02:56.140 align:middle line:90% humility, a spiritual science. 00:02:56.140 --> 00:02:57.310 align:middle line:90% Hear it? 00:02:57.310 --> 00:03:01.020 align:middle line:84% In the skirt of the fine African-American mother. 00:03:01.020 --> 00:03:02.290 align:middle line:90% Hear it? 00:03:02.290 --> 00:03:05.800 align:middle line:84% In the squeezed life of the Black civil servant. 00:03:05.800 --> 00:03:09.910 align:middle line:84% Ask the harlequin or the man with the jackal's face. 00:03:09.910 --> 00:03:13.600 align:middle line:84% Ask a schoolgirl sharpening a mental knife. 00:03:13.600 --> 00:03:16.900 align:middle line:84% Or the king of the margins with the strength of nations 00:03:16.900 --> 00:03:19.210 align:middle line:90% etched by minimum wages. 00:03:19.210 --> 00:03:23.920 align:middle line:84% Or little Johnny Volcano spacing in and out of whatever world 00:03:23.920 --> 00:03:25.390 align:middle line:90% will have him. 00:03:25.390 --> 00:03:29.770 align:middle line:84% Or a long, tall, cool who sparks up only after he folds away 00:03:29.770 --> 00:03:32.290 align:middle line:90% his chauffeur uniform. 00:03:32.290 --> 00:03:35.170 align:middle line:84% The dark scholar obscured by his teeth 00:03:35.170 --> 00:03:37.600 align:middle line:90% diminished each time he laughs. 00:03:37.600 --> 00:03:40.630 align:middle line:84% A fine spray of what goes on, who gets 00:03:40.630 --> 00:03:43.960 align:middle line:84% swallowed, who takes it, who jumps. 00:03:43.960 --> 00:03:48.040 align:middle line:84% A concentration of who gives in, who shakes it off. 00:03:48.040 --> 00:03:50.290 align:middle line:84% A fine spray of water might sound 00:03:50.290 --> 00:03:52.840 align:middle line:84% like if they could open their lives, 00:03:52.840 --> 00:03:56.720 align:middle line:90% if they could blow it out. 00:03:56.720 --> 00:03:59.070 align:middle line:90% Three. 00:03:59.070 --> 00:04:01.740 align:middle line:84% I hear proof, survival take a verse. 00:04:01.740 --> 00:04:04.800 align:middle line:84% I hear proof, survival take a verse. 00:04:04.800 --> 00:04:07.770 align:middle line:84% I hear proof, survival take a verse. 00:04:07.770 --> 00:04:12.390 align:middle line:84% I hear proof, claim, swing, associate itself. 00:04:12.390 --> 00:04:16.890 align:middle line:84% I hear proof declare the outer layers slough off. 00:04:16.890 --> 00:04:18.450 align:middle line:90% I hear proofs beat. 00:04:18.450 --> 00:04:22.290 align:middle line:84% Its wide fingers roll seconds on its tips. 00:04:22.290 --> 00:04:26.400 align:middle line:84% I hear proofs laugh, a deep glide from the stomach's pit. 00:04:26.400 --> 00:04:29.100 align:middle line:84% This is who I am and this is who I am. 00:04:29.100 --> 00:04:31.350 align:middle line:90% And this is who I am. 00:04:31.350 --> 00:04:36.090 align:middle line:84% I hear proof's river, the deep bass spring which feeds it. 00:04:36.090 --> 00:04:38.940 align:middle line:84% The trance of keyboard light upon water. 00:04:38.940 --> 00:04:43.680 align:middle line:84% I hear proof's memory, a torch of calfskin lighting a cave. 00:04:43.680 --> 00:04:44.700 align:middle line:90% This is who I am. 00:04:44.700 --> 00:04:45.780 align:middle line:90% And this is who I am. 00:04:45.780 --> 00:04:48.120 align:middle line:90% And this is who I am. 00:04:48.120 --> 00:04:53.100 align:middle line:84% I hear proof gather the sweet sour berries of its name. 00:04:53.100 --> 00:04:56.190 align:middle line:84% I hear proof, survival take a verse. 00:04:56.190 --> 00:04:59.220 align:middle line:84% I hear proof, survival take a verse. 00:04:59.220 --> 00:05:04.165 align:middle line:84% I hear proof, survival take a verse. 00:05:04.165 --> 00:05:04.665 align:middle line:90% Four. 00:05:04.665 --> 00:05:07.580 align:middle line:90% 00:05:07.580 --> 00:05:11.270 align:middle line:84% I try to imagine the first attempt on the bandstand, 00:05:11.270 --> 00:05:15.200 align:middle line:84% try to figure out how that first breath grew wild, troubled 00:05:15.200 --> 00:05:16.790 align:middle line:90% the curve with the mouthpiece. 00:05:16.790 --> 00:05:20.930 align:middle line:84% Chance's sweet flavors as he leaned toward the microphone. 00:05:20.930 --> 00:05:23.300 align:middle line:84% What would you do if a man fell to the ground 00:05:23.300 --> 00:05:25.500 align:middle line:84% and in that moment decided that this act was 00:05:25.500 --> 00:05:27.860 align:middle line:90% sung, decided as he fell? 00:05:27.860 --> 00:05:30.740 align:middle line:84% Not to mind the falling, to name it something else. 00:05:30.740 --> 00:05:34.100 align:middle line:84% Think of it, both of you locked in that first grand 00:05:34.100 --> 00:05:36.080 align:middle line:90% inarticulate slur. 00:05:36.080 --> 00:05:39.710 align:middle line:84% What to say to a man who was shredding decorum, blowing it 00:05:39.710 --> 00:05:41.900 align:middle line:90% across the club and streamers? 00:05:41.900 --> 00:05:44.840 align:middle line:84% Imagine the spectacle as it shakes down 00:05:44.840 --> 00:05:46.790 align:middle line:90% the slant of those first notes. 00:05:46.790 --> 00:05:51.455 align:middle line:84% The announcement as it bumbles against a cocked ear. 00:05:51.455 --> 00:05:51.955 align:middle line:90% Five. 00:05:51.955 --> 00:05:54.840 align:middle line:90% 00:05:54.840 --> 00:05:58.800 align:middle line:84% I heard a story once told on Miles Davis and the young pup 00:05:58.800 --> 00:06:00.930 align:middle line:84% John Coltrane, who was seeking out 00:06:00.930 --> 00:06:03.420 align:middle line:84% the master's wisdom sort of sitting at his feet 00:06:03.420 --> 00:06:04.600 align:middle line:90% so to speak. 00:06:04.600 --> 00:06:07.650 align:middle line:84% And he asked Mr. Davis to reveal to him the secret 00:06:07.650 --> 00:06:09.750 align:middle line:90% of how to finish a solo. 00:06:09.750 --> 00:06:12.960 align:middle line:84% And Miles sort of grunts like a Baptist mother. 00:06:12.960 --> 00:06:17.610 align:middle line:84% And he tells Coltrane, take the damn horn out of your mouth. 00:06:17.610 --> 00:06:23.730 align:middle line:90% 00:06:23.730 --> 00:06:26.330 align:middle line:90% Six. 00:06:26.330 --> 00:06:28.700 align:middle line:84% He has discovered the only way to pose 00:06:28.700 --> 00:06:32.940 align:middle line:84% the question, the only language that might fit the equation. 00:06:32.940 --> 00:06:34.190 align:middle line:90% This will be his. 00:06:34.190 --> 00:06:36.110 align:middle line:90% This yearning to tell all. 00:06:36.110 --> 00:06:38.480 align:middle line:84% The bomb against a soul's distraction. 00:06:38.480 --> 00:06:42.440 align:middle line:84% He knows this can be the only canvas supple enough 00:06:42.440 --> 00:06:43.220 align:middle line:90% to take it. 00:06:43.220 --> 00:06:46.100 align:middle line:84% After years of exploring the cafe standards 00:06:46.100 --> 00:06:48.620 align:middle line:84% at the gigs and the studios, beautifying 00:06:48.620 --> 00:06:50.970 align:middle line:90% each and every possible nuance. 00:06:50.970 --> 00:06:56.000 align:middle line:84% This is his only way out to decode what nags at his breath. 00:06:56.000 --> 00:07:00.810 align:middle line:84% To have his tongue on the name of what it chases. 00:07:00.810 --> 00:07:03.520 align:middle line:90% Seven. 00:07:03.520 --> 00:07:06.310 align:middle line:84% I am driving with a friend in New Jersey. 00:07:06.310 --> 00:07:10.090 align:middle line:84% Two poets discussing jazz in a moving vehicle 00:07:10.090 --> 00:07:13.750 align:middle line:84% when the conversation somehow floats over to Coltrane. 00:07:13.750 --> 00:07:16.840 align:middle line:84% And for the first time, our talk develops holds. 00:07:16.840 --> 00:07:20.290 align:middle line:84% The long and the short of it, you confuse him, John. 00:07:20.290 --> 00:07:24.040 align:middle line:84% Come on, is the world really like that at the core 00:07:24.040 --> 00:07:25.180 align:middle line:90% all the time? 00:07:25.180 --> 00:07:27.850 align:middle line:90% The fee for the search so high? 00:07:27.850 --> 00:07:30.400 align:middle line:84% He's referring, of course, to those moments when 00:07:30.400 --> 00:07:32.950 align:middle line:84% the only thing between you and dissolving. 00:07:32.950 --> 00:07:35.050 align:middle line:84% The only thing that can win you back 00:07:35.050 --> 00:07:38.800 align:middle line:84% is McCoy hemming you in a loose blouse of notes. 00:07:38.800 --> 00:07:40.060 align:middle line:90% What about this? 00:07:40.060 --> 00:07:41.260 align:middle line:90% My friend wants to know. 00:07:41.260 --> 00:07:44.670 align:middle line:90% What do you call it, jazz? 00:07:44.670 --> 00:07:50.800 align:middle line:84% It's the spin he puts on the word that sinks everything. 00:07:50.800 --> 00:07:51.300 align:middle line:90% Eight. 00:07:51.300 --> 00:07:54.720 align:middle line:90% 00:07:54.720 --> 00:07:58.260 align:middle line:84% A Love Supreme, but how long can anyone 00:07:58.260 --> 00:08:01.650 align:middle line:84% listen to bullets hitting sanctified tin? 00:08:01.650 --> 00:08:05.130 align:middle line:84% You can believe what it must cost him, these thin sheets 00:08:05.130 --> 00:08:06.810 align:middle line:90% of hard translation. 00:08:06.810 --> 00:08:09.240 align:middle line:84% A black tongue is a coiled danger, 00:08:09.240 --> 00:08:11.760 align:middle line:90% is trouble, squared trouble. 00:08:11.760 --> 00:08:14.760 align:middle line:84% A black tongue is a trick mirror, lightening, 00:08:14.760 --> 00:08:15.600 align:middle line:90% and the fuse. 00:08:15.600 --> 00:08:20.220 align:middle line:84% And this beauty is a danger, as a sound called when the water 00:08:20.220 --> 00:08:23.520 align:middle line:84% breaks called what if after murder, 00:08:23.520 --> 00:08:28.350 align:middle line:84% after terror, after servitude after disappearance, 00:08:28.350 --> 00:08:32.130 align:middle line:84% after displacement, after short change, 00:08:32.130 --> 00:08:36.990 align:middle line:84% after guff, the child's portion, the revised story. 00:08:36.990 --> 00:08:39.239 align:middle line:84% The wake up call got through anyway. 00:08:39.239 --> 00:08:42.169 align:middle line:90% 00:08:42.169 --> 00:08:44.620 align:middle line:90% Nine. 00:08:44.620 --> 00:08:46.960 align:middle line:90% I tuned my ears to my name. 00:08:46.960 --> 00:08:48.850 align:middle line:90% I dream what I carry. 00:08:48.850 --> 00:08:51.100 align:middle line:90% I taste what can't be swallowed. 00:08:51.100 --> 00:08:53.140 align:middle line:90% I shake to what I cry. 00:08:53.140 --> 00:08:55.820 align:middle line:90% I come from a long line. 00:08:55.820 --> 00:08:57.430 align:middle line:90% My mother canned the fruit. 00:08:57.430 --> 00:08:59.470 align:middle line:90% My sister used her beauty. 00:08:59.470 --> 00:09:02.020 align:middle line:84% My niece inherited my impatience. 00:09:02.020 --> 00:09:04.420 align:middle line:90% My brother never found his mind. 00:09:04.420 --> 00:09:06.430 align:middle line:90% How do I sing them? 00:09:06.430 --> 00:09:07.720 align:middle line:90% We are not sweet. 00:09:07.720 --> 00:09:11.200 align:middle line:84% These are lives one walks around yet locked in the throat. 00:09:11.200 --> 00:09:15.850 align:middle line:84% The angels of our gods, claimed and unclaimed choirs. 00:09:15.850 --> 00:09:18.040 align:middle line:90% How to admit their song? 00:09:18.040 --> 00:09:21.040 align:middle line:84% Against the world, against the facts, 00:09:21.040 --> 00:09:25.750 align:middle line:90% the acquired urge to gaze down. 00:09:25.750 --> 00:09:28.410 align:middle line:90% Ten. 00:09:28.410 --> 00:09:32.320 align:middle line:84% Once I listen to you recreate the world. 00:09:32.320 --> 00:09:34.230 align:middle line:90% It was one of your later gigs. 00:09:34.230 --> 00:09:36.420 align:middle line:90% You made a few statements. 00:09:36.420 --> 00:09:40.110 align:middle line:90% I heard it only once years ago. 00:09:40.110 --> 00:09:42.720 align:middle line:84% And I still remember the way the horns 00:09:42.720 --> 00:09:45.810 align:middle line:84% blew primeval slop, which cricketed 00:09:45.810 --> 00:09:49.320 align:middle line:90% into gills, wings, fur. 00:09:49.320 --> 00:09:52.320 align:middle line:84% Roared into a new language, declared itself, 00:09:52.320 --> 00:09:54.990 align:middle line:90% reared on its cool black limbs. 00:09:54.990 --> 00:09:57.460 align:middle line:90% You were close to being spent. 00:09:57.460 --> 00:09:59.760 align:middle line:90% I heard it only once. 00:09:59.760 --> 00:10:04.080 align:middle line:84% An outrage stretched over two sides of a four sided record. 00:10:04.080 --> 00:10:07.770 align:middle line:84% I remember the way the cymbals spat the weather out, 00:10:07.770 --> 00:10:11.940 align:middle line:84% seas percussed against the piano's terra firma. 00:10:11.940 --> 00:10:14.430 align:middle line:90% I have carried this for years. 00:10:14.430 --> 00:10:15.990 align:middle line:90% How we tumble with it. 00:10:15.990 --> 00:10:19.770 align:middle line:84% How we can never get it all out." 00:10:19.770 --> 00:10:20.910 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:10:20.910 --> 00:10:22.460 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:10:22.460 --> 00:10:50.000 align:middle line:90%