WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.620 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.620 --> 00:00:03.330 align:middle line:90% When did I begin? 00:00:03.330 --> 00:00:06.750 align:middle line:90% I forgot to look at the camera. 00:00:06.750 --> 00:00:07.570 align:middle line:90% 10 minutes, great. 00:00:07.570 --> 00:00:08.070 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:00:08.070 --> 00:00:10.960 align:middle line:90% 00:00:10.960 --> 00:00:13.600 align:middle line:84% This next poem is called "An Enso for Larry Levis". 00:00:13.600 --> 00:00:18.280 align:middle line:84% An enso is simply a telegraphic representation-- 00:00:18.280 --> 00:00:21.820 align:middle line:84% you've seen them, what is it, Lucent has an enso. 00:00:21.820 --> 00:00:27.220 align:middle line:84% You know those-- it's a circle that a monk, 00:00:27.220 --> 00:00:30.370 align:middle line:90% who has realized some deep-- 00:00:30.370 --> 00:00:32.560 align:middle line:84% that has had some deep realization, 00:00:32.560 --> 00:00:37.130 align:middle line:84% will often do one of these as an expression of that, 00:00:37.130 --> 00:00:39.830 align:middle line:84% and write a poem to accompany it. 00:00:39.830 --> 00:00:42.340 align:middle line:84% And so this poem is "An Enso for Larry Levis". 00:00:42.340 --> 00:00:45.550 align:middle line:90% 00:00:45.550 --> 00:00:47.410 align:middle line:90% The moon died. 00:00:47.410 --> 00:00:51.130 align:middle line:84% An odor of urine and bruised parsley 00:00:51.130 --> 00:00:55.510 align:middle line:84% that attaches to the rims of old jam jars. 00:00:55.510 --> 00:00:59.350 align:middle line:84% Everything then becomes a setback. 00:00:59.350 --> 00:01:02.920 align:middle line:84% Compliments often tucked together. 00:01:02.920 --> 00:01:07.660 align:middle line:84% The whiteboard on which we used to write dispatches 00:01:07.660 --> 00:01:11.650 align:middle line:84% is about to recall a fallen center. 00:01:11.650 --> 00:01:17.440 align:middle line:84% Our lives before this moment required a bit of acting, 00:01:17.440 --> 00:01:22.780 align:middle line:84% the future selves standing alongside the necessary past 00:01:22.780 --> 00:01:25.720 align:middle line:90% like approving parents. 00:01:25.720 --> 00:01:31.180 align:middle line:84% But behind them both, the night sky or a blue tacky dawn 00:01:31.180 --> 00:01:36.970 align:middle line:84% emerges, embraces the perfect mallet of scent, 00:01:36.970 --> 00:01:42.010 align:middle line:84% similar to the tincture you prepared for weeds, weeds that 00:01:42.010 --> 00:01:44.770 align:middle line:84% grow the length of all relations, 00:01:44.770 --> 00:01:48.880 align:middle line:84% mimicking a doorway where you watch the coming night. 00:01:48.880 --> 00:01:53.050 align:middle line:84% Equal inside and outside, you are 00:01:53.050 --> 00:01:57.640 align:middle line:84% unable to step through what's not next. 00:01:57.640 --> 00:02:00.880 align:middle line:84% The white bib of a certain speckled bird 00:02:00.880 --> 00:02:04.510 align:middle line:90% that lives only in your trees. 00:02:04.510 --> 00:02:07.930 align:middle line:84% We're speaking of an event that's an instruction. 00:02:07.930 --> 00:02:12.040 align:middle line:84% If named, a faint corruption of anticipation 00:02:12.040 --> 00:02:15.760 align:middle line:90% called baby finds the tit. 00:02:15.760 --> 00:02:18.120 align:middle line:90% And who doesn't wish. 00:02:18.120 --> 00:02:21.000 align:middle line:90%