WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.230 align:middle line:90% 00:00:03.230 --> 00:00:07.340 align:middle line:84% On the radio an ad for the biggest hairspray sale ever. 00:00:07.340 --> 00:00:10.000 align:middle line:90% 00:00:10.000 --> 00:00:13.780 align:middle line:90% That's funny. 00:00:13.780 --> 00:00:15.970 align:middle line:84% The history of chemistry is bound up 00:00:15.970 --> 00:00:17.500 align:middle line:90% in the history of alchemy. 00:00:17.500 --> 00:00:20.770 align:middle line:90% It's the yin yang of whatever. 00:00:20.770 --> 00:00:23.170 align:middle line:84% The Chinese expression for beloved 00:00:23.170 --> 00:00:25.800 align:middle line:90% means person in the mind. 00:00:25.800 --> 00:00:28.860 align:middle line:90% Beloveds my mind is using me. 00:00:28.860 --> 00:00:32.700 align:middle line:84% It writes the wrong poems, it keeps me up at night with one 00:00:32.700 --> 00:00:36.630 align:middle line:84% thought after another, a Chinese water torture, 00:00:36.630 --> 00:00:38.280 align:middle line:90% drop after drop-- 00:00:38.280 --> 00:00:41.730 align:middle line:90% ping, ping, ping. 00:00:41.730 --> 00:00:45.220 align:middle line:84% I go over why you left and get tangled in the sheets. 00:00:45.220 --> 00:00:48.630 align:middle line:84% I read the Latin root of torture is twist. 00:00:48.630 --> 00:00:52.920 align:middle line:84% I'm against all torture used as a metaphor. 00:00:52.920 --> 00:00:55.200 align:middle line:84% In New Orleans a preacher named Seth told me 00:00:55.200 --> 00:00:58.890 align:middle line:84% the churches helped everyone after the floods, Jews, gays, 00:00:58.890 --> 00:01:00.060 align:middle line:90% everyone. 00:01:00.060 --> 00:01:02.970 align:middle line:84% But it would be different at the second coming. 00:01:02.970 --> 00:01:05.459 align:middle line:90% I said nothing. 00:01:05.459 --> 00:01:07.320 align:middle line:84% Three years later the houses still 00:01:07.320 --> 00:01:08.730 align:middle line:84% are spray painted with the number 00:01:08.730 --> 00:01:11.620 align:middle line:90% of dead bodies found inside. 00:01:11.620 --> 00:01:15.340 align:middle line:84% I know someone who says it was the largest made disaster 00:01:15.340 --> 00:01:18.640 align:middle line:90% in the history of the world. 00:01:18.640 --> 00:01:23.110 align:middle line:84% I heard that history is the anti novel, but forget why. 00:01:23.110 --> 00:01:25.060 align:middle line:84% Aristotle says history tells what 00:01:25.060 --> 00:01:30.070 align:middle line:84% happened, poetry the kind of thing that can happen. 00:01:30.070 --> 00:01:34.540 align:middle line:84% To sleep, I meditate on the people I love, growing old. 00:01:34.540 --> 00:01:37.720 align:middle line:84% The impermanence of the body, and the idea 00:01:37.720 --> 00:01:41.410 align:middle line:84% that we already do and always will contain each other, 00:01:41.410 --> 00:01:43.560 align:middle line:90% regardless.