WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.510 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.510 --> 00:00:03.600 align:middle line:84% So I'm going to read a few new ones now. 00:00:03.600 --> 00:00:06.900 align:middle line:90% The next one, I wrote this-- 00:00:06.900 --> 00:00:09.102 align:middle line:84% it's newer than the book, I will say. 00:00:09.102 --> 00:00:10.560 align:middle line:84% I wrote this a couple of years ago. 00:00:10.560 --> 00:00:15.990 align:middle line:84% And it was the summer after Eric Garner and Michael Brown died. 00:00:15.990 --> 00:00:19.650 align:middle line:84% And I was thinking about how this sort of things 00:00:19.650 --> 00:00:23.280 align:middle line:84% have been happening since America just has existed. 00:00:23.280 --> 00:00:27.073 align:middle line:84% And after an event like this, especially now that 00:00:27.073 --> 00:00:28.740 align:middle line:84% it's so much in the public conversation. 00:00:28.740 --> 00:00:30.690 align:middle line:84% There's a conversation that inevitably follows 00:00:30.690 --> 00:00:33.720 align:middle line:84% about what someone could have done to not be 00:00:33.720 --> 00:00:38.168 align:middle line:84% shot in the street without conversation or trial, 00:00:38.168 --> 00:00:39.960 align:middle line:84% and how they might have behaved differently 00:00:39.960 --> 00:00:41.140 align:middle line:90% in order to save themselves. 00:00:41.140 --> 00:00:43.390 align:middle line:84% And so I wrote this kind of thinking about the fallacy 00:00:43.390 --> 00:00:46.440 align:middle line:90% of that kind of conversation. 00:00:46.440 --> 00:00:51.360 align:middle line:84% "Survival Guide for Animals Born in Captivity." 00:00:51.360 --> 00:00:54.000 align:middle line:84% The trick is to get on the ground 00:00:54.000 --> 00:01:00.570 align:middle line:84% and fold yourself into a small soft shape, to be in no way 00:01:00.570 --> 00:01:06.900 align:middle line:84% sudden, to smile, but keep your lips tight shut. 00:01:06.900 --> 00:01:14.070 align:middle line:84% The trick is, don't get smart, don't dream, don't imagine. 00:01:14.070 --> 00:01:17.670 align:middle line:84% Pull yourself up, but not too up. 00:01:17.670 --> 00:01:18.960 align:middle line:90% Don't forget. 00:01:18.960 --> 00:01:23.430 align:middle line:84% You don't belong to anyone or any place at all. 00:01:23.430 --> 00:01:25.020 align:middle line:90% Don't flinch. 00:01:25.020 --> 00:01:26.850 align:middle line:90% Don't startle. 00:01:26.850 --> 00:01:31.200 align:middle line:84% The trick is, you were never meant to be let in. 00:01:31.200 --> 00:01:34.560 align:middle line:90% This life is not for you. 00:01:34.560 --> 00:01:36.210 align:middle line:90% Don't protest. 00:01:36.210 --> 00:01:38.130 align:middle line:90% Don't complain. 00:01:38.130 --> 00:01:43.000 align:middle line:84% The trick is, you buck against your skin. 00:01:43.000 --> 00:01:45.360 align:middle line:90% The boys look like men. 00:01:45.360 --> 00:01:49.440 align:middle line:84% And the girls get exactly what they want. 00:01:49.440 --> 00:01:53.080 align:middle line:90% Surrender, deserve it. 00:01:53.080 --> 00:01:57.660 align:middle line:84% The trick is, your body itself is a violence. 00:01:57.660 --> 00:02:00.500 align:middle line:90% This is all your fault. 00:02:00.500 --> 00:02:01.000 align:middle line:90%