WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:04.170 align:middle line:84% And because I got that buildup from Carmen, 00:00:04.170 --> 00:00:05.310 align:middle line:90% I must leave you with this. 00:00:05.310 --> 00:00:12.412 align:middle line:90% 00:00:12.412 --> 00:00:14.364 align:middle line:90% Let's see what I got here. 00:00:14.364 --> 00:00:20.220 align:middle line:90% 00:00:20.220 --> 00:00:23.636 align:middle line:90% [MUSIC PLAYING] 00:00:23.636 --> 00:00:26.100 align:middle line:90% 00:00:26.100 --> 00:00:29.120 align:middle line:90% So I had a whole riff. 00:00:29.120 --> 00:00:34.340 align:middle line:84% I'm the poet Stephen Jonas, but all I have is this. 00:00:34.340 --> 00:00:38.690 align:middle line:84% It's a salad bowl with a piece of ginger. 00:00:38.690 --> 00:00:44.170 align:middle line:84% The salad bowl belongs to the poet Gerrit Lansing, 00:00:44.170 --> 00:00:48.880 align:middle line:84% somewhere on the outskirts of Gloucester. 00:00:48.880 --> 00:00:54.670 align:middle line:84% Jonas and Lansing were two of the members of the Boston 00:00:54.670 --> 00:00:56.410 align:middle line:90% Poetry School. 00:00:56.410 --> 00:00:58.030 align:middle line:90% They were queer. 00:00:58.030 --> 00:00:59.440 align:middle line:90% Supposedly, Jonas was Black. 00:00:59.440 --> 00:01:01.810 align:middle line:90% No, Jonas is Black. 00:01:01.810 --> 00:01:06.160 align:middle line:84% He says at one point his mom was from San Juan. 00:01:06.160 --> 00:01:07.960 align:middle line:90% That would make him Boricua. 00:01:07.960 --> 00:01:12.050 align:middle line:84% He says at one point his father was Portuguese, 00:01:12.050 --> 00:01:14.150 align:middle line:84% but that might have been from Cape Verde. 00:01:14.150 --> 00:01:17.060 align:middle line:84% That might make him Latino or Cape Verde and Latino. 00:01:17.060 --> 00:01:17.930 align:middle line:90% I have no idea. 00:01:17.930 --> 00:01:19.370 align:middle line:90% I'm improvising this. 00:01:19.370 --> 00:01:21.890 align:middle line:84% You didn't pay me enough to actually prepare or write 00:01:21.890 --> 00:01:23.220 align:middle line:90% something new. 00:01:23.220 --> 00:01:26.840 align:middle line:84% So you're getting smartphone improvisation. 00:01:26.840 --> 00:01:28.970 align:middle line:84% Smartphone improvisation is my nation. 00:01:28.970 --> 00:01:30.440 align:middle line:90% Shout out to Lehua. 00:01:30.440 --> 00:01:33.740 align:middle line:84% Those of us who are from non-incorporated territories 00:01:33.740 --> 00:01:35.570 align:middle line:90% must find our nations elsewhere. 00:01:35.570 --> 00:01:37.980 align:middle line:84% 1898, we're going to party, baby. 00:01:37.980 --> 00:01:40.220 align:middle line:84% So getting back to Stephen Jonas. 00:01:40.220 --> 00:01:43.475 align:middle line:84% Jonas may or may not have been Boricua. 00:01:43.475 --> 00:01:46.070 align:middle line:84% He may or may not have been Latino. 00:01:46.070 --> 00:01:48.170 align:middle line:90% He claimed so. 00:01:48.170 --> 00:01:52.410 align:middle line:84% But all his friends insist he passed as White. 00:01:52.410 --> 00:01:53.190 align:middle line:90% Here's a problem. 00:01:53.190 --> 00:01:54.750 align:middle line:90% All his friends were White. 00:01:54.750 --> 00:01:56.010 align:middle line:90% Therefore, we have no idea. 00:01:56.010 --> 00:01:57.450 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:57.450 --> 00:01:59.880 align:middle line:90% Stephen Jonas died in 1970. 00:01:59.880 --> 00:02:03.390 align:middle line:84% [INAUDIBLE] is finally coming out next year with City Lights. 00:02:03.390 --> 00:02:05.170 align:middle line:90% I look forward to that. 00:02:05.170 --> 00:02:07.990 align:middle line:84% But maybe you see lights as in light-skinned. 00:02:07.990 --> 00:02:08.490 align:middle line:90% Get it? 00:02:08.490 --> 00:02:08.910 align:middle line:90% City Lights. 00:02:08.910 --> 00:02:09.360 align:middle line:90% Light-skinned. 00:02:09.360 --> 00:02:10.289 align:middle line:90% That was really bad. 00:02:10.289 --> 00:02:13.390 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:02:13.390 --> 00:02:13.890 align:middle line:90% 00:02:13.890 --> 00:02:15.960 align:middle line:90% So why does this matter here? 00:02:15.960 --> 00:02:18.270 align:middle line:90% Partly, think about this. 00:02:18.270 --> 00:02:20.700 align:middle line:90% It's the ephemeral archive. 00:02:20.700 --> 00:02:24.090 align:middle line:84% I came to Gloucester looking for some guidance 00:02:24.090 --> 00:02:28.380 align:middle line:84% from Gerrit Lansing who's 90 and saw TS Eliot read 00:02:28.380 --> 00:02:30.360 align:middle line:90% and Wallace Stevens. 00:02:30.360 --> 00:02:32.217 align:middle line:90% Ask me about that. 00:02:32.217 --> 00:02:33.300 align:middle line:90% He says TS Eliot was cool. 00:02:33.300 --> 00:02:34.740 align:middle line:90% He says autumn was whack. 00:02:34.740 --> 00:02:37.560 align:middle line:90% Ask me about that. 00:02:37.560 --> 00:02:41.940 align:middle line:84% He was really uncomfortable when I asked him, raised questions. 00:02:41.940 --> 00:02:45.717 align:middle line:84% And this is a guy who thought as Charlie that Poppy Z Brite was 00:02:45.717 --> 00:02:46.800 align:middle line:90% way better than Anne Rice. 00:02:46.800 --> 00:02:48.780 align:middle line:84% That's how cool this viejito was. 00:02:48.780 --> 00:02:50.640 align:middle line:84% And so he couldn't figure Stephen Jonas out, 00:02:50.640 --> 00:02:52.800 align:middle line:90% although they were BFFs. 00:02:52.800 --> 00:02:54.850 align:middle line:90% Here's the thing. 00:02:54.850 --> 00:03:00.320 align:middle line:84% So Stephen Jonas had these shoutouts to Baraka, 00:03:00.320 --> 00:03:02.930 align:middle line:84% where he riffed on their shared Blackness. 00:03:02.930 --> 00:03:04.260 align:middle line:90% I wanted to know more. 00:03:04.260 --> 00:03:05.870 align:middle line:90% I wanted to find the archive. 00:03:05.870 --> 00:03:08.120 align:middle line:84% And Joseph Torra, who edited the selected Jonas that's 00:03:08.120 --> 00:03:16.128 align:middle line:84% out of print, read from a letter that Jonas wrote to Baraka 00:03:16.128 --> 00:03:16.920 align:middle line:90% when he was doing-- 00:03:16.920 --> 00:03:17.420 align:middle line:90% What was it? 00:03:17.420 --> 00:03:19.050 align:middle line:84% "Floating Bear" with Diane di Prima, 00:03:19.050 --> 00:03:21.240 align:middle line:84% who was the poet that said in a letter 00:03:21.240 --> 00:03:23.710 align:middle line:84% that Steve Jonas is the great Puerto Rican poet. 00:03:23.710 --> 00:03:24.960 align:middle line:90% Diane di Prima, where are you? 00:03:24.960 --> 00:03:26.790 align:middle line:90% I need your archive. 00:03:26.790 --> 00:03:29.760 align:middle line:84% But I didn't know that the archive was ephemeral. 00:03:29.760 --> 00:03:31.710 align:middle line:84% And of course, there's huge permissions issues 00:03:31.710 --> 00:03:33.310 align:middle line:90% because Jonas was queer. 00:03:33.310 --> 00:03:33.810 align:middle line:90% Right? 00:03:33.810 --> 00:03:35.220 align:middle line:90% There's no progeny. 00:03:35.220 --> 00:03:37.470 align:middle line:90% There is no estate. 00:03:37.470 --> 00:03:39.450 align:middle line:90% These folks are the estate. 00:03:39.450 --> 00:03:41.400 align:middle line:84% So Joe Torra read to me from a distance 00:03:41.400 --> 00:03:43.350 align:middle line:84% of the outside of the room this letter 00:03:43.350 --> 00:03:47.920 align:middle line:84% where Jonas cusses Baraka out for not publishing or giving 00:03:47.920 --> 00:03:48.420 align:middle line:90% love-- 00:03:48.420 --> 00:03:50.880 align:middle line:90% I forget which. 00:03:50.880 --> 00:03:51.900 align:middle line:90% --to his boy. 00:03:51.900 --> 00:03:54.900 align:middle line:90% His boy's name was Jack Spicer. 00:03:54.900 --> 00:03:56.520 align:middle line:90% I'm not kidding. 00:03:56.520 --> 00:04:00.120 align:middle line:84% Jonas has this poem where he uses the phrase, "Us Latins." 00:04:00.120 --> 00:04:01.025 align:middle line:90% Here's the problem. 00:04:01.025 --> 00:04:02.400 align:middle line:84% Us Latins is him and Jack Spicer. 00:04:02.400 --> 00:04:03.660 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:04:03.660 --> 00:04:05.760 align:middle line:84% And the poet that they're reading is Lorca. 00:04:05.760 --> 00:04:07.110 align:middle line:90% Going back to Baraka's Lorca. 00:04:07.110 --> 00:04:08.880 align:middle line:84% I have no idea if any of this is related. 00:04:08.880 --> 00:04:09.990 align:middle line:84% I hope I would figure this out and be 00:04:09.990 --> 00:04:12.060 align:middle line:84% able to report back something from the archive, 00:04:12.060 --> 00:04:13.890 align:middle line:90% but it was too ephemeral. 00:04:13.890 --> 00:04:17.459 align:middle line:84% So I got nothing for you, but smartphone improvisations. 00:04:17.459 --> 00:04:21.480 align:middle line:84% Maybe before the reader comes out, I'll publish it, 00:04:21.480 --> 00:04:24.120 align:middle line:90% but nobody will care. 00:04:24.120 --> 00:04:26.490 align:middle line:84% Again, City Lights might whitewash it, 00:04:26.490 --> 00:04:28.920 align:middle line:84% so it'll become part of the, I guess, 00:04:28.920 --> 00:04:33.240 align:middle line:84% not so ephemeral archive of Thinking Its Presence. 00:04:33.240 --> 00:04:36.100 align:middle line:90% So why is this relevant here? 00:04:36.100 --> 00:04:39.090 align:middle line:90% Let me put it to you this way. 00:04:39.090 --> 00:04:42.780 align:middle line:84% This guy was thought of, Jonas, I mean, passing as White. 00:04:42.780 --> 00:04:46.740 align:middle line:84% And what a better guide than him to my own, 00:04:46.740 --> 00:04:50.490 align:middle line:84% serving as a guide for you to the queer Afro-Latino 00:04:50.490 --> 00:04:51.780 align:middle line:90% experience. 00:04:51.780 --> 00:04:54.180 align:middle line:84% For what better guide to that experience than a blanquito 00:04:54.180 --> 00:04:59.340 align:middle line:84% de la isla, among so many blanquitos in the field. 00:04:59.340 --> 00:05:00.650 align:middle line:90% What a better guide. 00:05:00.650 --> 00:05:04.310 align:middle line:84% But the paths of guidance are kind of messed up. 00:05:04.310 --> 00:05:07.212 align:middle line:84% Blanquito de la isla may or may not have been-- 00:05:07.212 --> 00:05:07.920 align:middle line:90% I won't tell you. 00:05:07.920 --> 00:05:09.990 align:middle line:84% That's part of my ephemeral archive. 00:05:09.990 --> 00:05:12.253 align:middle line:84% --a phrase of the late great one, Flores. 00:05:12.253 --> 00:05:13.920 align:middle line:84% When he was on, they asked him about me. 00:05:13.920 --> 00:05:16.590 align:middle line:84% "Oh, Urayoan is OK for a blanquito de la isla." 00:05:16.590 --> 00:05:19.030 align:middle line:84% At least he takes diaspora seriously. 00:05:19.030 --> 00:05:20.460 align:middle line:84% Flores may or may not have been-- 00:05:20.460 --> 00:05:24.210 align:middle line:84% You figure it out. --on my committee at NYU, 00:05:24.210 --> 00:05:25.830 align:middle line:90% where Muñoz taught. 00:05:25.830 --> 00:05:28.920 align:middle line:84% I was a student of José Esteban also. 00:05:28.920 --> 00:05:30.960 align:middle line:84% I think both of them found me annoying. 00:05:30.960 --> 00:05:33.210 align:middle line:84% I would get exasperated and ask these really difficult 00:05:33.210 --> 00:05:34.020 align:middle line:90% questions. 00:05:34.020 --> 00:05:35.520 align:middle line:90% When José wanted to phone it in. 00:05:35.520 --> 00:05:36.630 align:middle line:90% I'm sorry, José Esteban. 00:05:36.630 --> 00:05:37.830 align:middle line:90% I'm on the other side now. 00:05:37.830 --> 00:05:39.810 align:middle line:84% Some days, I want to phone it in. 00:05:39.810 --> 00:05:40.770 align:middle line:90% I was eager. 00:05:40.770 --> 00:05:42.120 align:middle line:90% I was hungry. 00:05:42.120 --> 00:05:43.680 align:middle line:90% I didn't get it maybe. 00:05:43.680 --> 00:05:46.720 align:middle line:84% But I'm trying to give you a shout out here. 00:05:46.720 --> 00:05:51.090 align:middle line:84% So these guys may or may not have been my professors. 00:05:51.090 --> 00:05:53.760 align:middle line:84% And now, I guess I'm a confessor. 00:05:53.760 --> 00:05:55.230 align:middle line:90% And José Esteban told me-- 00:05:55.230 --> 00:05:57.780 align:middle line:84% I did a paper on Edwin Torres for his class. 00:05:57.780 --> 00:05:59.950 align:middle line:84% He told me this is really good as a paper, 00:05:59.950 --> 00:06:01.120 align:middle line:90% but you're still doing lit. 00:06:01.120 --> 00:06:03.120 align:middle line:84% I'm like, what does it mean I'm still doing lit? 00:06:03.120 --> 00:06:05.370 align:middle line:84% I'm writing about experimental poetics and a performer 00:06:05.370 --> 00:06:06.120 align:middle line:90% and sound artist. 00:06:06.120 --> 00:06:07.200 align:middle line:90% You're doing lit. 00:06:07.200 --> 00:06:09.720 align:middle line:84% It took me weeks and months, and then I 00:06:09.720 --> 00:06:12.090 align:middle line:84% realized, oh, he means write from the body, not about 00:06:12.090 --> 00:06:13.470 align:middle line:90% the body. 00:06:13.470 --> 00:06:16.060 align:middle line:84% Close read bodies and text will disappear. 00:06:16.060 --> 00:06:18.720 align:middle line:84% They'll become something like me playing 00:06:18.720 --> 00:06:20.425 align:middle line:90% like Jimi Hendrix with guitar. 00:06:20.425 --> 00:06:22.050 align:middle line:84% There are no shoutouts to Jimi Hendrix. 00:06:22.050 --> 00:06:24.780 align:middle line:90% I don't think in Jonas' poetry. 00:06:24.780 --> 00:06:27.810 align:middle line:90% And if they are, I missed them. 00:06:27.810 --> 00:06:30.090 align:middle line:84% They must have gotten lost with the salad bowl. 00:06:30.090 --> 00:06:32.010 align:middle line:90% I promise I'm almost ending. 00:06:32.010 --> 00:06:34.620 align:middle line:84% I know that Kearney is coming up next, who's actually really 00:06:34.620 --> 00:06:36.090 align:middle line:90% Black and really a performer. 00:06:36.090 --> 00:06:38.150 align:middle line:90% I'm just reading a paper. 00:06:38.150 --> 00:06:39.550 align:middle line:84% But after that intro from Carmen, 00:06:39.550 --> 00:06:43.120 align:middle line:84% I thought I had to give you a sense of my flow, which 00:06:43.120 --> 00:06:43.902 align:middle line:90% is kind of wack. 00:06:43.902 --> 00:06:45.610 align:middle line:84% But again, you're not paying me for this. 00:06:45.610 --> 00:06:51.040 align:middle line:84% I'm just holding time, until your next commitment. 00:06:51.040 --> 00:06:53.440 align:middle line:84% I'm thinking about the ephemeral archive. 00:06:53.440 --> 00:06:57.370 align:middle line:84% And I once thought I would start a journal called Arc Hive. 00:06:57.370 --> 00:07:00.593 align:middle line:84% And a friend told me that's the worst name ever, and I agreed. 00:07:00.593 --> 00:07:03.010 align:middle line:84% And so I thought I would just divorce my archival politics 00:07:03.010 --> 00:07:05.830 align:middle line:84% from my poetic ones, until you invited me here. 00:07:05.830 --> 00:07:09.070 align:middle line:84% Curse you, Thinking Its Presence. 00:07:09.070 --> 00:07:12.260 align:middle line:84% We call UFOs OVNIs in Puerto Rico, 00:07:12.260 --> 00:07:14.260 align:middle line:90% objeto volador no identificado. 00:07:14.260 --> 00:07:17.950 align:middle line:84% So think of this as an OVNI that came to the sky 00:07:17.950 --> 00:07:20.200 align:middle line:84% and made you think about its absence. 00:07:20.200 --> 00:07:21.730 align:middle line:90% Maybe I got it. 00:07:21.730 --> 00:07:23.230 align:middle line:90% OVNI presence. 00:07:23.230 --> 00:07:26.850 align:middle line:90% Thinking Its OVNI Presence. 00:07:26.850 --> 00:07:28.870 align:middle line:90% This is my present to you. 00:07:28.870 --> 00:07:31.620 align:middle line:84% It's my own complicity with an ephemeral archive 00:07:31.620 --> 00:07:34.860 align:middle line:84% that I may or may not be able to riff as an app. 00:07:34.860 --> 00:07:38.310 align:middle line:84% The app that perhaps is my nation as arnification. 00:07:38.310 --> 00:07:39.420 align:middle line:90% I'm running out of riffs. 00:07:39.420 --> 00:07:40.530 align:middle line:90% I'm running out of flow. 00:07:40.530 --> 00:07:42.863 align:middle line:84% At least, this tech part was better than that tech part. 00:07:42.863 --> 00:07:44.040 align:middle line:90% What the fuck was that? 00:07:44.040 --> 00:07:47.220 align:middle line:84% Give it out to the ghosts of José Esteban and Juan. 00:07:47.220 --> 00:07:48.120 align:middle line:90% Gracias, maestros. 00:07:48.120 --> 00:07:49.340 align:middle line:90% I figured it out somehow. 00:07:49.340 --> 00:07:51.090 align:middle line:84% I can't wait to have a student as annoying 00:07:51.090 --> 00:07:52.200 align:middle line:90% as I was in your classes. 00:07:52.200 --> 00:07:53.700 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:07:53.700 --> 00:07:56.700 align:middle line:84% But there's a kind of institutional politics here. 00:07:56.700 --> 00:07:59.430 align:middle line:84% And I'll keep working on the salad bowl 00:07:59.430 --> 00:08:02.150 align:middle line:90% with or without ginger. 00:08:02.150 --> 00:08:03.770 align:middle line:84% I keep hearing from all the Nielsen 00:08:03.770 --> 00:08:05.480 align:middle line:90% there's some stuff in the UCLA. 00:08:05.480 --> 00:08:08.090 align:middle line:84% Maybe that'll help me, but I have a sense that not. 00:08:08.090 --> 00:08:09.710 align:middle line:90% I have a sense that 00:08:09.710 --> 00:08:11.900 align:middle line:84% Stephen Jonas took that one to the grave. 00:08:11.900 --> 00:08:13.610 align:middle line:84% But he really thought he was Latin. 00:08:13.610 --> 00:08:15.230 align:middle line:90% He thought Lorca was, too. 00:08:15.230 --> 00:08:18.860 align:middle line:84% I think he has this thing where he thinks the South of Spain 00:08:18.860 --> 00:08:19.952 align:middle line:90% equals California. 00:08:19.952 --> 00:08:20.910 align:middle line:90% I'm not making that up. 00:08:20.910 --> 00:08:22.993 align:middle line:84% It's in this Lorca poem, which is called something 00:08:22.993 --> 00:08:25.400 align:middle line:84% about cante jondo, which may not be tied to the letter 00:08:25.400 --> 00:08:27.290 align:middle line:84% to Baraka, where he's pissed off, 00:08:27.290 --> 00:08:30.860 align:middle line:84% which I couldn't read because the archive was ephemeral. 00:08:30.860 --> 00:08:33.539 align:middle line:84% And time was a memorial, except I didn't get the memo. 00:08:33.539 --> 00:08:35.630 align:middle line:84% And I kept going and it was time to stop. 00:08:35.630 --> 00:08:37.429 align:middle line:90% And I'll stop now. 00:08:37.429 --> 00:08:38.705 align:middle line:90% Gracias. 00:08:38.705 --> 00:08:42.150 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:08:42.150 --> 00:08:51.000 align:middle line:90%