WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.600 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.600 --> 00:00:08.670 align:middle line:84% Demeter, as the goddess of all things growing, 00:00:08.670 --> 00:00:14.830 align:middle line:84% had a tool to force the god the underworld's hand. 00:00:14.830 --> 00:00:17.560 align:middle line:84% She simply said, I will not let anything grow. 00:00:17.560 --> 00:00:21.660 align:middle line:90% 00:00:21.660 --> 00:00:23.070 align:middle line:90% "Demeter." 00:00:23.070 --> 00:00:25.480 align:middle line:90% "Waiting. 00:00:25.480 --> 00:00:27.400 align:middle line:90% No. 00:00:27.400 --> 00:00:29.020 align:middle line:90% Who can bear it? 00:00:29.020 --> 00:00:31.390 align:middle line:84% Only someone who hates herself, who 00:00:31.390 --> 00:00:34.630 align:middle line:84% believes to pull a hand back from a daughter's cheek, 00:00:34.630 --> 00:00:37.450 align:middle line:90% is to put love into her pocket? 00:00:37.450 --> 00:00:40.840 align:middle line:84% Like one of those ashen Christian philosophers, 00:00:40.840 --> 00:00:43.240 align:middle line:90% or war bound soldier. 00:00:43.240 --> 00:00:46.130 align:middle line:84% She is gone again, and I will not bear it. 00:00:46.130 --> 00:00:49.960 align:middle line:84% I will drag my grief through a winter of my own making 00:00:49.960 --> 00:00:54.820 align:middle line:84% and refuse any meadow that recycles itself into hope. 00:00:54.820 --> 00:01:00.340 align:middle line:84% Shit on the cicadas, dry meteor flash, finicky butterflies. 00:01:00.340 --> 00:01:05.800 align:middle line:84% I will wail and thrash until the whole goddamn golden panorama 00:01:05.800 --> 00:01:08.020 align:middle line:90% freezes over. 00:01:08.020 --> 00:01:11.700 align:middle line:84% Then I will sit down and wait for her. 00:01:11.700 --> 00:01:12.200 align:middle line:90% Yes." 00:01:12.200 --> 00:01:14.930 align:middle line:90% 00:01:14.930 --> 00:01:17.200 align:middle line:90% Don't mess with a mother. 00:01:17.200 --> 00:01:18.000 align:middle line:90%