WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.750 align:middle line:84% I really don't want to spill my water on this computer. 00:00:03.750 --> 00:00:07.847 align:middle line:84% And I'm capable of doing such a thing. 00:00:07.847 --> 00:00:09.180 align:middle line:90% Well let's start with some soup. 00:00:09.180 --> 00:00:11.160 align:middle line:84% It's always good to start with soup, isn't it. 00:00:11.160 --> 00:00:15.090 align:middle line:90% 00:00:15.090 --> 00:00:16.173 align:middle line:90% Primordial Soup. 00:00:16.173 --> 00:00:17.590 align:middle line:84% How is the sound all the way back? 00:00:17.590 --> 00:00:18.340 align:middle line:90% Is it good? 00:00:18.340 --> 00:00:18.840 align:middle line:90% You're good? 00:00:18.840 --> 00:00:19.340 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:00:19.340 --> 00:00:21.540 align:middle line:90% Primordial Soup. 00:00:21.540 --> 00:00:23.640 align:middle line:84% The idea came to me in the kitchen, 00:00:23.640 --> 00:00:26.640 align:middle line:84% while I was cutting cilantro for the black beans, 00:00:26.640 --> 00:00:30.150 align:middle line:84% and my friend and I were talking while the sea outside 00:00:30.150 --> 00:00:33.720 align:middle line:84% remained the sea, holding its mysteries in the dark, 00:00:33.720 --> 00:00:36.330 align:middle line:84% tempting us with its surface dazzle. 00:00:36.330 --> 00:00:41.310 align:middle line:84% The idea came, as if a theory of war I'd been working on. 00:00:41.310 --> 00:00:44.190 align:middle line:84% Though, in truth, it just bubbled up 00:00:44.190 --> 00:00:47.550 align:middle line:84% like the first disturbance in a pot that means 00:00:47.550 --> 00:00:50.160 align:middle line:90% the soup is about to boil. 00:00:50.160 --> 00:00:52.290 align:middle line:84% Is there something in us, I asked 00:00:52.290 --> 00:00:56.340 align:middle line:84% him, my friend who was waving the celery tops at me 00:00:56.340 --> 00:00:59.520 align:middle line:84% and asking with his eyes if they belonged in the soup. 00:00:59.520 --> 00:01:02.490 align:middle line:84% And I was saying, yes, with my eyebrows. 00:01:02.490 --> 00:01:05.370 align:middle line:84% And by "us," I didn't mean the man and the woman 00:01:05.370 --> 00:01:08.460 align:middle line:84% feeling the man and woman thing while cooking together 00:01:08.460 --> 00:01:12.150 align:middle line:84% in the kitchen by the sea, where the wind carried salt 00:01:12.150 --> 00:01:13.950 align:middle line:90% into our every breath. 00:01:13.950 --> 00:01:18.090 align:middle line:84% But I meant our animal selves, our mysteries 00:01:18.090 --> 00:01:20.340 align:middle line:90% in the dark of mind and body. 00:01:20.340 --> 00:01:24.090 align:middle line:84% That doesn't feel balanced without the threat 00:01:24.090 --> 00:01:27.990 align:middle line:84% of dangerous animals, the African brain of us, 00:01:27.990 --> 00:01:32.760 align:middle line:84% the sinew and blood, longing for the bond between predator 00:01:32.760 --> 00:01:36.600 align:middle line:84% and prey that we've tossed with the entrails 00:01:36.600 --> 00:01:40.020 align:middle line:90% of farm-raised salmon and beef. 00:01:40.020 --> 00:01:43.140 align:middle line:84% Mine was an amateur theory of war that we wage it. 00:01:43.140 --> 00:01:46.020 align:middle line:84% Not our kind, so it's fine to kill them, 00:01:46.020 --> 00:01:49.710 align:middle line:84% mindless of the mechanism ticking and cranking 00:01:49.710 --> 00:01:53.520 align:middle line:84% and blowing up beneath the surface inside us. 00:01:53.520 --> 00:01:57.270 align:middle line:84% We don't even know what we're doing when we do it. 00:01:57.270 --> 00:02:00.150 align:middle line:84% What lesson in being human did we not first 00:02:00.150 --> 00:02:02.220 align:middle line:90% learn from the animals? 00:02:02.220 --> 00:02:05.220 align:middle line:84% The cheetah was the first domestic cat. 00:02:05.220 --> 00:02:10.020 align:middle line:84% In ancient Egypt, the keepers asked, as we ask, 00:02:10.020 --> 00:02:16.300 align:middle line:84% can we please make the violent lie down and go to sleep, 00:02:16.300 --> 00:02:21.900 align:middle line:84% and when it wakes to lap calmly from the saucer? 00:02:21.900 --> 00:02:25.380 align:middle line:84% And then, the something that was in us was soup. 00:02:25.380 --> 00:02:31.160 align:middle line:84% A liquor that had blown from the sea right into our bowls. 00:02:31.160 --> 00:02:32.340 align:middle line:90%