WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.110 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.110 --> 00:00:02.610 align:middle line:84% This is the last story I'll read, 00:00:02.610 --> 00:00:04.595 align:middle line:84% and it's the title story from the book. 00:00:04.595 --> 00:00:08.580 align:middle line:90% It's called "Monsters." 00:00:08.580 --> 00:00:10.860 align:middle line:84% One sip of water, this one's a tad longer. 00:00:10.860 --> 00:00:16.620 align:middle line:90% 00:00:16.620 --> 00:00:18.360 align:middle line:90% "Monsters." 00:00:18.360 --> 00:00:23.340 align:middle line:84% "Inexplicably, the roommate has hairy flutes and a bumpy snout. 00:00:23.340 --> 00:00:27.390 align:middle line:84% Beneath her bonnet twitched the beige ears of a meadow vole 00:00:27.390 --> 00:00:30.930 align:middle line:84% with pink, waxy, alert interiors. 00:00:30.930 --> 00:00:35.220 align:middle line:84% She is not able to speak above a silvery whisper when she 00:00:35.220 --> 00:00:38.970 align:middle line:84% confronts him, hissing, 'you have to do something about 00:00:38.970 --> 00:00:40.380 align:middle line:90% your daughter.' 00:00:40.380 --> 00:00:43.080 align:middle line:84% Each time he visits, she confronts him thus, 00:00:43.080 --> 00:00:47.130 align:middle line:84% and also hisses, 'she calls me a fucking bitch and tells me she 00:00:47.130 --> 00:00:48.510 align:middle line:90% hates me.' 00:00:48.510 --> 00:00:52.380 align:middle line:84% 'It is kind of mean of her,' he agrees patiently. 00:00:52.380 --> 00:00:56.130 align:middle line:84% His daughter has been sick for longer than he remembers. 00:00:56.130 --> 00:00:59.100 align:middle line:84% The daughter's roommate is some kind of monster. 00:00:59.100 --> 00:01:01.110 align:middle line:90% He does not know what kind. 00:01:01.110 --> 00:01:04.590 align:middle line:84% She is humorous looking, but also a bit frightening 00:01:04.590 --> 00:01:07.620 align:middle line:90% with her flutes and snout. 00:01:07.620 --> 00:01:10.590 align:middle line:84% 'Try to be nicer to her,' he tells his daughter, 00:01:10.590 --> 00:01:14.220 align:middle line:84% but his daughter's face hardens at the suggestion. 00:01:14.220 --> 00:01:16.480 align:middle line:84% 'She can't help it,' he continues. 00:01:16.480 --> 00:01:21.090 align:middle line:84% 'Try at least not to swear, or to attack her physically.' 00:01:21.090 --> 00:01:24.540 align:middle line:84% This last was routine, according to the caregivers. 00:01:24.540 --> 00:01:27.480 align:middle line:84% The daughter grabbing a cane or other object 00:01:27.480 --> 00:01:30.900 align:middle line:84% and hurling it at the roommate, or wheeling her own chair 00:01:30.900 --> 00:01:34.980 align:middle line:84% to the edge of the roommate's bed and menacing her. 00:01:34.980 --> 00:01:36.720 align:middle line:84% After much pleading, the daughter 00:01:36.720 --> 00:01:39.120 align:middle line:84% will promise to try to ignore the roommate, 00:01:39.120 --> 00:01:41.490 align:middle line:84% but because she has a memory deficit, 00:01:41.490 --> 00:01:44.250 align:middle line:84% she will soon forget her promise. 00:01:44.250 --> 00:01:47.760 align:middle line:84% 'She is brain injured,' he told the roommate once. 00:01:47.760 --> 00:01:52.350 align:middle line:84% 'I am brain injured, too,' said the roommate, snout a wobble. 00:01:52.350 --> 00:01:54.750 align:middle line:90% 'My brain fell out of my head. 00:01:54.750 --> 00:01:57.240 align:middle line:84% Why do you think I look like this?' 00:01:57.240 --> 00:02:00.120 align:middle line:84% 'I know,' he said, though he had no idea. 00:02:00.120 --> 00:02:02.250 align:middle line:90% 'And I'm so sorry.' 00:02:02.250 --> 00:02:05.250 align:middle line:84% His daughter has been sick longer than he remembers, 00:02:05.250 --> 00:02:08.550 align:middle line:84% and he visits her in the facility every other day. 00:02:08.550 --> 00:02:11.700 align:middle line:84% He brings her salad and iced mochas, sometimes 00:02:11.700 --> 00:02:13.410 align:middle line:90% a T-shirt or a book. 00:02:13.410 --> 00:02:15.930 align:middle line:84% She does not remember very well, so the book 00:02:15.930 --> 00:02:17.880 align:middle line:90% will go largely unread. 00:02:17.880 --> 00:02:21.300 align:middle line:84% Perhaps the first chapter will be read over and over 00:02:21.300 --> 00:02:23.190 align:middle line:90% for the next year. 00:02:23.190 --> 00:02:25.890 align:middle line:84% At this point, the daughter is declining. 00:02:25.890 --> 00:02:28.590 align:middle line:84% This is not his word, but the word of her 00:02:28.590 --> 00:02:30.660 align:middle line:90% caregivers at the facility. 00:02:30.660 --> 00:02:34.390 align:middle line:84% Decline, he thinks, like the stock market. 00:02:34.390 --> 00:02:38.220 align:middle line:84% He doesn't like the word, because it feels euphemistic. 00:02:38.220 --> 00:02:41.340 align:middle line:84% A gentle sort of word for what is happening lately 00:02:41.340 --> 00:02:43.820 align:middle line:90% to his daughter. 00:02:43.820 --> 00:02:45.860 align:middle line:84% Sometimes, people look at the stars 00:02:45.860 --> 00:02:48.620 align:middle line:84% and marvel how far we have not come. 00:02:48.620 --> 00:02:50.780 align:middle line:84% In other words, they look and they 00:02:50.780 --> 00:02:54.950 align:middle line:84% realize that any progress from factory to grave, as it were, 00:02:54.950 --> 00:02:57.170 align:middle line:84% is less than an eye blink compared 00:02:57.170 --> 00:03:01.100 align:middle line:84% to the progress of planetary bodies over all those millions 00:03:01.100 --> 00:03:05.930 align:middle line:84% of eons, and still shining due to the mysterious business 00:03:05.930 --> 00:03:07.710 align:middle line:90% of light years. 00:03:07.710 --> 00:03:09.950 align:middle line:84% Another way of saying this is to marvel 00:03:09.950 --> 00:03:13.550 align:middle line:84% at how everything outside of our perishable selves 00:03:13.550 --> 00:03:16.640 align:middle line:90% seems to last indefinitely. 00:03:16.640 --> 00:03:20.810 align:middle line:84% When he looks at his daughter, he tries to remember this. 00:03:20.810 --> 00:03:24.500 align:middle line:84% That she, and he, and all others have not 00:03:24.500 --> 00:03:27.800 align:middle line:84% much time on the planet, no matter how implacably 00:03:27.800 --> 00:03:32.690 align:middle line:84% constructed, and so are deeply insignificant. 00:03:32.690 --> 00:03:37.100 align:middle line:84% 'I go from city to city, from town to town,' goes the song, 00:03:37.100 --> 00:03:40.040 align:middle line:84% and he hums it as he drives to the facility. 00:03:40.040 --> 00:03:43.100 align:middle line:84% This time he thinks to bring the roommate a little peace 00:03:43.100 --> 00:03:43.910 align:middle line:90% offering. 00:03:43.910 --> 00:03:48.140 align:middle line:84% He does this, he admits to himself, not out of compassion, 00:03:48.140 --> 00:03:52.250 align:middle line:84% but because he believes it might cut down on the complaints. 00:03:52.250 --> 00:03:54.830 align:middle line:84% The complaints knuckle him under. 00:03:54.830 --> 00:03:58.490 align:middle line:84% He has lately been in the habit of inserting his buffler 00:03:58.490 --> 00:04:02.450 align:middle line:84% so he will not feel quite so hollowed out. 00:04:02.450 --> 00:04:05.990 align:middle line:84% He brings a floral scented cushion for the roommate. 00:04:05.990 --> 00:04:08.150 align:middle line:90% The daughter rolls her eyes. 00:04:08.150 --> 00:04:09.380 align:middle line:90% 'Why her? 00:04:09.380 --> 00:04:13.700 align:middle line:84% Why always her?' she asks, because she doesn't remember. 00:04:13.700 --> 00:04:17.420 align:middle line:84% 'She is declining,' says a caregiver sorrowfully. 00:04:17.420 --> 00:04:19.610 align:middle line:84% 'Not only is she not remembering, 00:04:19.610 --> 00:04:21.380 align:middle line:90% she is confabulating. 00:04:21.380 --> 00:04:24.350 align:middle line:84% Now she thinks the roommate is the other daughter, 00:04:24.350 --> 00:04:26.750 align:middle line:90% the preferred sister.' 00:04:26.750 --> 00:04:29.660 align:middle line:84% Today's caregiver gives-- wears a wreath 00:04:29.660 --> 00:04:32.240 align:middle line:84% of orange labbies around her head, 00:04:32.240 --> 00:04:36.740 align:middle line:84% and long, black mards embossed with [? zanims. ?] 00:04:36.740 --> 00:04:39.920 align:middle line:84% 'How clever,' he says, indicating the [? zanims ?] 00:04:39.920 --> 00:04:42.710 align:middle line:84% and hoping to distract her from the topic of his 00:04:42.710 --> 00:04:44.720 align:middle line:90% daughter's decline. 00:04:44.720 --> 00:04:47.720 align:middle line:84% 'Everything is infectious in today's world,' says 00:04:47.720 --> 00:04:52.910 align:middle line:84% the caregiver. 'We must do our parts to curtail the spread.' 00:04:52.910 --> 00:04:56.150 align:middle line:84% 'I go from city to city, from town to town, 00:04:56.150 --> 00:04:58.820 align:middle line:84% looking for a bowl of soup, looking for a dog 00:04:58.820 --> 00:05:03.410 align:middle line:84% to poke,' goes the song inside the father's head. 00:05:03.410 --> 00:05:06.380 align:middle line:84% Usually he pushes his daughter to the Dollar Store, 00:05:06.380 --> 00:05:07.730 align:middle line:90% then to Safeway. 00:05:07.730 --> 00:05:10.400 align:middle line:84% She can have whatever she wants, he tells her. 00:05:10.400 --> 00:05:12.380 align:middle line:90% The sky's the limit. 00:05:12.380 --> 00:05:15.890 align:middle line:84% Today she is on a stretcher, and possibly cannot go out, 00:05:15.890 --> 00:05:16.670 align:middle line:90% they say. 00:05:16.670 --> 00:05:20.630 align:middle line:84% He gets, 'no, you cannot push that stretcher across 00:05:20.630 --> 00:05:23.280 align:middle line:84% the street, even though it is on wheels.' 00:05:23.280 --> 00:05:25.250 align:middle line:90% She is declining. 00:05:25.250 --> 00:05:28.160 align:middle line:90% She cannot hold up her head. 00:05:28.160 --> 00:05:30.230 align:middle line:84% He takes out the buffler in order 00:05:30.230 --> 00:05:32.810 align:middle line:90% to release some of his gnarls. 00:05:32.810 --> 00:05:35.660 align:middle line:84% He remembers the daughter when she was an athlete, 00:05:35.660 --> 00:05:39.350 align:middle line:84% running cross country into the woods where she would disappear 00:05:39.350 --> 00:05:43.580 align:middle line:84% for a little while, and then reappear in front of the pack. 00:05:43.580 --> 00:05:47.720 align:middle line:84% Those moments did not require bufflering, 00:05:47.720 --> 00:05:50.000 align:middle line:84% and there were no gnarls building up. 00:05:50.000 --> 00:05:53.240 align:middle line:84% Only like, one glister after another. 00:05:53.240 --> 00:05:56.570 align:middle line:84% It was a veritable sea of glisters everywhere, 00:05:56.570 --> 00:06:00.020 align:middle line:84% rocking and shining, the daughter running into the woods 00:06:00.020 --> 00:06:01.550 align:middle line:90% and emerging in the lead. 00:06:01.550 --> 00:06:04.280 align:middle line:90% Or later on, the celebrations. 00:06:04.280 --> 00:06:09.710 align:middle line:84% The glisterous celebrations in the bright lee pads. 00:06:09.710 --> 00:06:12.200 align:middle line:84% Her forehead is covered with freckles. 00:06:12.200 --> 00:06:16.290 align:middle line:84% How they have persisted when all else has declined. 00:06:16.290 --> 00:06:19.010 align:middle line:84% He smells the place where her hair stretches back 00:06:19.010 --> 00:06:22.220 align:middle line:84% from her forehead, the place where the freckles begin. 00:06:22.220 --> 00:06:24.470 align:middle line:84% 'Is it a nice smell?' asks the daughter. 00:06:24.470 --> 00:06:26.840 align:middle line:84% 'It smells like you,' says the father, 00:06:26.840 --> 00:06:29.480 align:middle line:90% 'a mixture of ruts and splay.' 00:06:29.480 --> 00:06:31.550 align:middle line:84% 'I thought so,' says the daughter. 00:06:31.550 --> 00:06:34.250 align:middle line:90% 'It's what I would imagine.' 00:06:34.250 --> 00:06:37.850 align:middle line:84% The roommate is neither happy nor unhappy about the gift 00:06:37.850 --> 00:06:38.870 align:middle line:90% of the cushion. 00:06:38.870 --> 00:06:41.180 align:middle line:84% Her face wears a neutral expression. 00:06:41.180 --> 00:06:43.820 align:middle line:84% 'What am I supposed to do with this?' she hisses. 00:06:43.820 --> 00:06:46.430 align:middle line:84% 'Perhaps for your bed,' he suggests. 00:06:46.430 --> 00:06:48.980 align:middle line:90% She waves one hairy flute. 00:06:48.980 --> 00:06:50.600 align:middle line:90% 'You need to help your daughter. 00:06:50.600 --> 00:06:54.530 align:middle line:84% She calls me a fucking bitch and tells me she hates me.' 00:06:54.530 --> 00:06:57.560 align:middle line:84% 'It is a pretty cushion with minions and bings, 00:06:57.560 --> 00:06:59.990 align:middle line:84% a little embroidered monkey swinging 00:06:59.990 --> 00:07:01.940 align:middle line:90% from a branch in the middle. 00:07:01.940 --> 00:07:05.430 align:middle line:84% Perhaps it will cheer you up,' he says. 00:07:05.430 --> 00:07:06.570 align:middle line:90% The stars. 00:07:06.570 --> 00:07:10.110 align:middle line:84% They are, after all, so far as to be nonexistent. 00:07:10.110 --> 00:07:13.410 align:middle line:84% Perhaps all things, perceived at a great distance, 00:07:13.410 --> 00:07:14.940 align:middle line:90% no longer exist. 00:07:14.940 --> 00:07:19.140 align:middle line:84% Only in memory do these things unreasonably persist. 00:07:19.140 --> 00:07:22.050 align:middle line:84% The insides of our minds may as well 00:07:22.050 --> 00:07:26.410 align:middle line:84% be skies filled with what is no longer in existence. 00:07:26.410 --> 00:07:28.020 align:middle line:84% When we look at the night sky, we 00:07:28.020 --> 00:07:31.170 align:middle line:84% are therefore perceiving a vast memory 00:07:31.170 --> 00:07:34.020 align:middle line:90% covered with recollections. 00:07:34.020 --> 00:07:36.330 align:middle line:90% Imagine a mind without memory. 00:07:36.330 --> 00:07:39.960 align:middle line:84% A starless sky, or a sky simply hollowed out, 00:07:39.960 --> 00:07:44.600 align:middle line:84% like a feeling when overcome, or emptier. 00:07:44.600 --> 00:07:48.860 align:middle line:84% The caregiver with the orange labbies and embossed lards 00:07:48.860 --> 00:07:52.250 align:middle line:84% is busily hooking up an apparatus called the Hoyer 00:07:52.250 --> 00:07:54.320 align:middle line:84% lift to the daughter, so that she 00:07:54.320 --> 00:07:57.770 align:middle line:84% can be transported to the toilet, set down upon it, 00:07:57.770 --> 00:07:59.120 align:middle line:90% and then removed. 00:07:59.120 --> 00:08:01.430 align:middle line:84% They say that in deference to the father, 00:08:01.430 --> 00:08:04.370 align:middle line:84% they will allow her to sit in a wheelchair for a short time 00:08:04.370 --> 00:08:05.360 align:middle line:90% today. 00:08:05.360 --> 00:08:07.700 align:middle line:84% Now the father can push her to Burger King 00:08:07.700 --> 00:08:09.740 align:middle line:90% for a salad and a mocha. 00:08:09.740 --> 00:08:13.100 align:middle line:84% Afterwards, they walk up and down the Safeway aisles 00:08:13.100 --> 00:08:15.620 align:middle line:84% looking for shampoo and a magazine, 00:08:15.620 --> 00:08:18.710 align:middle line:84% and the daughter's head is soon resting on her own shoulder 00:08:18.710 --> 00:08:20.420 align:middle line:90% at a horrible angle. 00:08:20.420 --> 00:08:23.540 align:middle line:84% In this pose, she cannot help but stare at the rows 00:08:23.540 --> 00:08:26.720 align:middle line:84% of phosphorescent lights on Safeway's ceiling, 00:08:26.720 --> 00:08:31.170 align:middle line:84% and this makes her say, 'when are we leaving?' 00:08:31.170 --> 00:08:34.830 align:middle line:84% 'The sky is so blue today, and the clouds are noble 00:08:34.830 --> 00:08:38.820 align:middle line:84% and stately, like ships passing in front of our eyes,' he 00:08:38.820 --> 00:08:40.080 align:middle line:90% remarks. 00:08:40.080 --> 00:08:42.330 align:middle line:84% 'They remind us,' says the daughter. 00:08:42.330 --> 00:08:44.250 align:middle line:90% 'Of what?' says the father. 00:08:44.250 --> 00:08:47.400 align:middle line:84% 'Oh, who can remember?' says the daughter. 00:08:47.400 --> 00:08:50.850 align:middle line:84% At the Dollar Store, which is going out of business so that 00:08:50.850 --> 00:08:55.320 align:middle line:84% everything is now only $0.50, they purchase a little figurine 00:08:55.320 --> 00:08:59.850 align:middle line:84% of a dwarf that looks as if it's made of mucus and spit. 00:08:59.850 --> 00:09:03.570 align:middle line:84% The dwarf has a very wide face and a tiny grimace which 00:09:03.570 --> 00:09:06.000 align:middle line:90% reveals just a sliver of tooth. 00:09:06.000 --> 00:09:10.110 align:middle line:84% It is so resolutely hideous that they cannot stop themselves 00:09:10.110 --> 00:09:13.680 align:middle line:84% from laughing right in the store in front of the sales clerk. 00:09:13.680 --> 00:09:15.960 align:middle line:90% 'Good Lord,' says the daughter. 00:09:15.960 --> 00:09:18.450 align:middle line:84% When she laughs, she gets very red faced 00:09:18.450 --> 00:09:20.790 align:middle line:84% and she clenches her one good fist. 00:09:20.790 --> 00:09:23.460 align:middle line:84% She is one of those who wheezes when she laughs, 00:09:23.460 --> 00:09:27.150 align:middle line:84% and now she is wheezing and wheezing at the ugly figurine. 00:09:27.150 --> 00:09:30.210 align:middle line:84% 'Something to remember me by,' says her father, 00:09:30.210 --> 00:09:33.150 align:middle line:90% who is also laughing. 00:09:33.150 --> 00:09:37.320 align:middle line:84% The roommate has the TV on as usual when they return. 00:09:37.320 --> 00:09:40.470 align:middle line:84% 'She is a fucking bitch and I hate her,' says the daughter, 00:09:40.470 --> 00:09:42.060 align:middle line:90% matter of factly. 00:09:42.060 --> 00:09:45.630 align:middle line:84% The TV is cranked all the way up because perhaps the roommate's 00:09:45.630 --> 00:09:49.500 align:middle line:84% meadow vole's ears, despite their alert pink interiors, 00:09:49.500 --> 00:09:50.910 align:middle line:90% are defective. 00:09:50.910 --> 00:09:53.370 align:middle line:84% The father approaches the caregiver, 00:09:53.370 --> 00:09:56.550 align:middle line:84% who is still with labbies jittering around her head 00:09:56.550 --> 00:09:59.130 align:middle line:84% as if she were about to be attacked by wolves, 00:09:59.130 --> 00:10:01.050 align:middle line:90% he thinks unkindly. 00:10:01.050 --> 00:10:04.470 align:middle line:84% 'Can we get the roommate to turn down the TV a bit?' 00:10:04.470 --> 00:10:08.580 align:middle line:84% 'No, that is not possible,' says the caregiver. 'She has rights, 00:10:08.580 --> 00:10:11.260 align:middle line:90% too,' she adds. 00:10:11.260 --> 00:10:14.770 align:middle line:84% A buffler does not repair, so much as stave. 00:10:14.770 --> 00:10:17.590 align:middle line:84% Constructed of translucent slop jet 00:10:17.590 --> 00:10:20.230 align:middle line:84% and a series of prawns and rivels, 00:10:20.230 --> 00:10:23.620 align:middle line:84% the idea is to simulate forgetfulness. 00:10:23.620 --> 00:10:26.680 align:middle line:84% An excellent photograph might accomplish the same, 00:10:26.680 --> 00:10:29.770 align:middle line:84% unless the photograph were to show the daughter having 00:10:29.770 --> 00:10:32.110 align:middle line:84% emerged victorious from the woods, 00:10:32.110 --> 00:10:35.620 align:middle line:84% a good four or five seconds ahead of her competitors, 00:10:35.620 --> 00:10:38.860 align:middle line:84% her sweet face rapt and dripping with sweat, 00:10:38.860 --> 00:10:43.360 align:middle line:84% her green shorts flashing like the neon streak of a dragonfly 00:10:43.360 --> 00:10:47.020 align:middle line:84% past the father's gaze, who is beaming as she crosses 00:10:47.020 --> 00:10:50.560 align:middle line:84% the finish line and accepts the high five from her coach 00:10:50.560 --> 00:10:56.300 align:middle line:84% while still running, then looks up to catch his eye and grin. 00:10:56.300 --> 00:11:00.080 align:middle line:84% No one ever would have predicted that her brain box would not 00:11:00.080 --> 00:11:01.040 align:middle line:90% survive. 00:11:01.040 --> 00:11:03.650 align:middle line:84% How fragile we are, the father often 00:11:03.650 --> 00:11:08.660 align:middle line:84% thinks, thinking also at the same time, how intrepid we are. 00:11:08.660 --> 00:11:12.560 align:middle line:84% Before he leaves, he places the hideous dwarf figurine 00:11:12.560 --> 00:11:14.570 align:middle line:84% on his daughter's bureau, and she 00:11:14.570 --> 00:11:17.270 align:middle line:84% looks at it in bewilderment, as if she had never 00:11:17.270 --> 00:11:18.500 align:middle line:90% seen it before. 00:11:18.500 --> 00:11:21.710 align:middle line:84% 'What in the world is that?' she asks him. 00:11:21.710 --> 00:11:24.800 align:middle line:84% This is when he cradles her head in his arms 00:11:24.800 --> 00:11:27.920 align:middle line:84% and smells that lovely place where her hair meets 00:11:27.920 --> 00:11:30.230 align:middle line:90% her freckled forehead. 00:11:30.230 --> 00:11:32.690 align:middle line:84% The TV lowered, the roommate is now 00:11:32.690 --> 00:11:36.680 align:middle line:84% snoozing into her cushion, the rattle of her monster breath 00:11:36.680 --> 00:11:39.500 align:middle line:84% causing the embroidered monkey to somersault 00:11:39.500 --> 00:11:41.600 align:middle line:90% on the embroidered branch. 00:11:41.600 --> 00:11:43.700 align:middle line:84% 'Don't love her,' says the daughter. 00:11:43.700 --> 00:11:48.530 align:middle line:84% 'Don't ever love her,' At this, the roommate will open one hand 00:11:48.530 --> 00:11:52.100 align:middle line:84% slicked eye and hiss, 'she needs your help.' 00:11:52.100 --> 00:11:55.190 align:middle line:84% 'You fucking bitch,' the daughter will then scream, 00:11:55.190 --> 00:11:59.630 align:middle line:84% and this scream will pierce the father's heart and neatly 00:11:59.630 --> 00:12:03.470 align:middle line:84% hollow him out, despite the buffler. 00:12:03.470 --> 00:12:07.970 align:middle line:84% 'I go from city to city, town to town, looking for a soup 00:12:07.970 --> 00:12:11.660 align:middle line:84% to sip, a dog to poke, for a rock to throw, 00:12:11.660 --> 00:12:14.120 align:middle line:84% and life has done me dirt, all right. 00:12:14.120 --> 00:12:16.550 align:middle line:90% Life has done me dirt.' 00:12:16.550 --> 00:12:19.670 align:middle line:84% The words to the song are not precisely accurate, 00:12:19.670 --> 00:12:20.870 align:middle line:90% the father knows. 00:12:20.870 --> 00:12:25.910 align:middle line:84% But they capture the defeated spirit of the time." 00:12:25.910 --> 00:12:27.500 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:12:27.500 --> 00:12:28.000 align:middle line:90%