WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.986 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.986 --> 00:00:01.972 align:middle line:90% Hannah. 00:00:01.972 --> 00:00:06.409 align:middle line:90% 00:00:06.409 --> 00:00:07.395 align:middle line:90% [INAUDIBLE] 00:00:07.395 --> 00:00:10.360 align:middle line:90% 00:00:10.360 --> 00:00:12.010 align:middle line:90% Thank you both so much. 00:00:12.010 --> 00:00:15.610 align:middle line:84% You both read from or talked about writing long sequences. 00:00:15.610 --> 00:00:18.940 align:middle line:84% And we just wondered if you could each talk about maybe 00:00:18.940 --> 00:00:20.205 align:middle line:90% one or all of the sequences? 00:00:20.205 --> 00:00:21.580 align:middle line:84% How do you go about writing them. 00:00:21.580 --> 00:00:25.650 align:middle line:84% For you, what's the process of sustaining a long form? 00:00:25.650 --> 00:00:31.864 align:middle line:90% 00:00:31.864 --> 00:00:32.820 align:middle line:90% [INAUDIBLE] 00:00:32.820 --> 00:00:35.700 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:35.700 --> 00:00:41.990 align:middle line:90% [INAUDIBLE] 00:00:41.990 --> 00:00:43.683 align:middle line:90% Well, I'm very much a quick-- 00:00:43.683 --> 00:00:45.350 align:middle line:84% Do you mind talking into the microphone? 00:00:45.350 --> 00:00:47.580 align:middle line:90% Oh, thank you. 00:00:47.580 --> 00:00:48.080 align:middle line:90% Wow. 00:00:48.080 --> 00:00:50.810 align:middle line:90% That feels very formal. 00:00:50.810 --> 00:00:57.200 align:middle line:84% I'm very much a one-page poet, so it's very, very recent 00:00:57.200 --> 00:00:58.790 align:middle line:84% that I've even started attempting 00:00:58.790 --> 00:01:01.640 align:middle line:90% to go beyond one page. 00:01:01.640 --> 00:01:03.800 align:middle line:84% And basically, what had happened was 00:01:03.800 --> 00:01:08.810 align:middle line:84% someone told me, what if I didn't let the Word document be 00:01:08.810 --> 00:01:10.460 align:middle line:90% the end of the poem. 00:01:10.460 --> 00:01:12.260 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:12.260 --> 00:01:15.050 align:middle line:84% And it seems to just be a very good unit to work in. 00:01:15.050 --> 00:01:18.440 align:middle line:84% The Word document [INAUDIBLE] And so, I've 00:01:18.440 --> 00:01:24.200 align:middle line:84% been trying to push against that and ignore the Word document's 00:01:24.200 --> 00:01:29.250 align:middle line:84% page limitations, and actually write in longhand on paper, 00:01:29.250 --> 00:01:32.310 align:middle line:84% which I'm not very accustomed to. 00:01:32.310 --> 00:01:34.520 align:middle line:90% So, I don't know. 00:01:34.520 --> 00:01:36.710 align:middle line:84% Very practical, but maybe don't use a Word document. 00:01:36.710 --> 00:01:43.950 align:middle line:90% 00:01:43.950 --> 00:01:44.640 align:middle line:90% Yeah. 00:01:44.640 --> 00:01:48.000 align:middle line:84% I had made the semi-joke earlier in the evening 00:01:48.000 --> 00:01:54.630 align:middle line:84% that I don't have time to write a poem that's not very short. 00:01:54.630 --> 00:01:57.030 align:middle line:84% I write poems on my lunch break or whatever. 00:01:57.030 --> 00:02:00.690 align:middle line:84% So in one sense, that's not entirely true, 00:02:00.690 --> 00:02:03.600 align:middle line:90% but it's also entirely true. 00:02:03.600 --> 00:02:04.795 align:middle line:90% But also, I don't know. 00:02:04.795 --> 00:02:06.420 align:middle line:84% It's just a different reference, right? 00:02:06.420 --> 00:02:08.940 align:middle line:90% I like the long elegiac poem. 00:02:08.940 --> 00:02:10.229 align:middle line:90% That's very nice. 00:02:10.229 --> 00:02:13.620 align:middle line:84% But there's something about the short series 00:02:13.620 --> 00:02:15.900 align:middle line:90% that it's, I don't know. 00:02:15.900 --> 00:02:19.980 align:middle line:84% It feels so like chamber music or something. 00:02:19.980 --> 00:02:22.440 align:middle line:90% It feels very tight, intimate. 00:02:22.440 --> 00:02:24.450 align:middle line:84% And sometimes, I want that reference. 00:02:24.450 --> 00:02:25.230 align:middle line:90% Not always. 00:02:25.230 --> 00:02:27.450 align:middle line:84% Sometimes you want the public oration, 00:02:27.450 --> 00:02:31.390 align:middle line:84% but by and large, I don't like that, so I don't do that. 00:02:31.390 --> 00:02:33.002 align:middle line:90% Yeah, I guess it's-- 00:02:33.002 --> 00:02:33.878 align:middle line:90% mm-mm. 00:02:33.878 --> 00:02:35.372 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:02:35.372 --> 00:02:39.860 align:middle line:90% 00:02:39.860 --> 00:02:47.780 align:middle line:84% So, I'm interested in just the self-discovery about the inner 00:02:47.780 --> 00:02:48.800 align:middle line:90% music that-- 00:02:48.800 --> 00:02:51.950 align:middle line:84% I only heard the last poet, but it just 00:02:51.950 --> 00:03:02.510 align:middle line:84% seemed like there was this music in the kind of slowness to it. 00:03:02.510 --> 00:03:07.710 align:middle line:84% It just is very different, in my view, than American culture. 00:03:07.710 --> 00:03:10.430 align:middle line:84% And so, I'm just wondering about the nurturing 00:03:10.430 --> 00:03:17.810 align:middle line:84% of that energy in a day-by-day kind of experience. 00:03:17.810 --> 00:03:23.000 align:middle line:84% And if it needed to be, or if it's always been there, or-- 00:03:23.000 --> 00:03:24.800 align:middle line:90% does that make sense? 00:03:24.800 --> 00:03:26.918 align:middle line:90% Yeah. 00:03:26.918 --> 00:03:29.810 align:middle line:90% Yeah. 00:03:29.810 --> 00:03:35.060 align:middle line:84% I often get this feeling, sometimes, that someone-- 00:03:35.060 --> 00:03:38.030 align:middle line:84% no one here, of course, no one here. 00:03:38.030 --> 00:03:40.607 align:middle line:90% It's always another, right? 00:03:40.607 --> 00:03:42.440 align:middle line:84% Sometimes you get the feeling that someone's 00:03:42.440 --> 00:03:46.400 align:middle line:84% talking because they like to hear themselves talk, right? 00:03:46.400 --> 00:03:50.442 align:middle line:84% And sometimes, I get that feeling, too, writing. 00:03:50.442 --> 00:03:52.400 align:middle line:84% Someone's writing because they like their words 00:03:52.400 --> 00:03:53.233 align:middle line:90% and they like words. 00:03:53.233 --> 00:03:55.100 align:middle line:84% And there's nothing wrong with that. 00:03:55.100 --> 00:03:57.102 align:middle line:90% I don't mean to disparage it. 00:03:57.102 --> 00:03:57.935 align:middle line:90% Words are beautiful. 00:03:57.935 --> 00:03:59.840 align:middle line:90% It's cool. 00:03:59.840 --> 00:04:03.860 align:middle line:84% But I also find words very difficult. They're very hard. 00:04:03.860 --> 00:04:06.470 align:middle line:84% And finding the right ones is very difficult. 00:04:06.470 --> 00:04:09.090 align:middle line:84% Probably choosing all the wrong words, now, you know. 00:04:09.090 --> 00:04:11.000 align:middle line:84% And that's what's so great about a poem, 00:04:11.000 --> 00:04:14.750 align:middle line:84% in part, is that I can spend years going back and fixing, 00:04:14.750 --> 00:04:15.800 align:middle line:90% and saying, no, no, no. 00:04:15.800 --> 00:04:18.029 align:middle line:90% That's not what I meant. 00:04:18.029 --> 00:04:19.250 align:middle line:90% And I guess in some ways-- 00:04:19.250 --> 00:04:21.529 align:middle line:84% I can't speak too much to the particular music 00:04:21.529 --> 00:04:22.820 align:middle line:90% of American culture, I guess. 00:04:22.820 --> 00:04:26.510 align:middle line:84% But I think it's tied in with that, perhaps, 00:04:26.510 --> 00:04:31.220 align:middle line:84% of the difference between being distrustful 00:04:31.220 --> 00:04:32.660 align:middle line:84% of this thing that you are given, 00:04:32.660 --> 00:04:37.290 align:middle line:84% whether that's your language, your body, your land, what 00:04:37.290 --> 00:04:37.790 align:middle line:90% have you. 00:04:37.790 --> 00:04:40.340 align:middle line:90% 00:04:40.340 --> 00:04:43.916 align:middle line:84% And the pace at which one takes it. 00:04:43.916 --> 00:04:46.250 align:middle line:84% Because if you assume that you're entitled to it, 00:04:46.250 --> 00:04:49.790 align:middle line:84% then I guess rapid consumption for the pleasure 00:04:49.790 --> 00:04:52.720 align:middle line:90% of the consuming-- 00:04:52.720 --> 00:04:54.960 align:middle line:90% but, I don't know. 00:04:54.960 --> 00:04:57.080 align:middle line:90% That's my impulse-- so yeah. 00:04:57.080 --> 00:05:10.672 align:middle line:90% 00:05:10.672 --> 00:05:11.664 align:middle line:90% Exactly. 00:05:11.664 --> 00:05:12.650 align:middle line:90% Right. 00:05:12.650 --> 00:05:15.776 align:middle line:90% I like these things. 00:05:15.776 --> 00:05:21.490 align:middle line:84% Not to be a meddler or anything, but if you could say something 00:05:21.490 --> 00:05:27.483 align:middle line:84% about where your voice is rooted in writing. 00:05:27.483 --> 00:05:29.650 align:middle line:84% Where are you starting to feel and really understand 00:05:29.650 --> 00:05:30.898 align:middle line:90% your own voice? 00:05:30.898 --> 00:05:38.320 align:middle line:90% 00:05:38.320 --> 00:05:41.710 align:middle line:84% So, the question was understanding of our own voice. 00:05:41.710 --> 00:05:42.440 align:middle line:90% Is that right? 00:05:42.440 --> 00:05:43.940 align:middle line:90% Where it was rooted. 00:05:43.940 --> 00:05:46.440 align:middle line:90% Where do you feel [INAUDIBLE] 00:05:46.440 --> 00:05:46.940 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:05:46.940 --> 00:05:54.440 align:middle line:84% Well, I'm a fairly new poet, I would say, 00:05:54.440 --> 00:05:57.230 align:middle line:84% and it's only very recently that I really 00:05:57.230 --> 00:05:59.090 align:middle line:84% started thinking really deliberately 00:05:59.090 --> 00:06:02.975 align:middle line:84% about the voice of the speaker and what that might mean. 00:06:02.975 --> 00:06:06.420 align:middle line:90% 00:06:06.420 --> 00:06:07.820 align:middle line:90% And so, I think that-- 00:06:07.820 --> 00:06:11.450 align:middle line:90% 00:06:11.450 --> 00:06:12.200 align:middle line:90% yeah. 00:06:12.200 --> 00:06:15.710 align:middle line:84% I think that a lot of times, it's very intuitive 00:06:15.710 --> 00:06:18.140 align:middle line:84% and that works for a lot of people. 00:06:18.140 --> 00:06:22.130 align:middle line:84% But I've had to really think about, really carefully 00:06:22.130 --> 00:06:25.730 align:middle line:84% and deliberately separate me, Noah, 00:06:25.730 --> 00:06:28.040 align:middle line:90% from the speakers in my poem. 00:06:28.040 --> 00:06:29.810 align:middle line:84% And so, I do a lot of, right now, 00:06:29.810 --> 00:06:36.350 align:middle line:84% persona poems where I have to very, very carefully 00:06:36.350 --> 00:06:39.380 align:middle line:84% think, OK, what is the type of diction? 00:06:39.380 --> 00:06:40.760 align:middle line:90% What is the type of syntax? 00:06:40.760 --> 00:06:44.240 align:middle line:84% What kind of vocabulary would be available to this person, that 00:06:44.240 --> 00:06:46.970 align:middle line:90% maybe isn't in my vocabulary? 00:06:46.970 --> 00:06:50.690 align:middle line:84% And oftentimes, the poems that I'm writing right now 00:06:50.690 --> 00:06:54.770 align:middle line:84% require a lot of research, and the research ends up 00:06:54.770 --> 00:06:56.840 align:middle line:90% leading me to the voice. 00:06:56.840 --> 00:06:59.660 align:middle line:84% So right now, I don't think-- and that's not always true. 00:06:59.660 --> 00:07:03.860 align:middle line:84% But right now, it's not that it comes from me, necessarily, 00:07:03.860 --> 00:07:07.970 align:middle line:84% but that I absorb the research and the reading 00:07:07.970 --> 00:07:12.750 align:middle line:84% and then it intermingles with whatever voice might be me. 00:07:12.750 --> 00:07:15.590 align:middle line:84% And then that kind of makes it happen. 00:07:15.590 --> 00:07:16.990 align:middle line:90% Does that make any sense? 00:07:16.990 --> 00:07:17.940 align:middle line:90% Yes. 00:07:17.940 --> 00:07:18.890 align:middle line:90% Maybe not. 00:07:18.890 --> 00:07:20.315 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:07:20.315 --> 00:07:24.990 align:middle line:90% [INAUDIBLE] 00:07:24.990 --> 00:07:25.490 align:middle line:90% Yeah. 00:07:25.490 --> 00:07:28.260 align:middle line:90% 00:07:28.260 --> 00:07:30.960 align:middle line:84% My first response was to say my lungs, 00:07:30.960 --> 00:07:34.787 align:middle line:84% but I don't know if that's very good or not. 00:07:34.787 --> 00:07:35.721 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:07:35.721 --> 00:07:37.590 align:middle line:90% 00:07:37.590 --> 00:07:38.760 align:middle line:90% Yeah. 00:07:38.760 --> 00:07:42.570 align:middle line:84% I think, with all three of the things I read from, 00:07:42.570 --> 00:07:46.330 align:middle line:84% there are certainly things that are consistent across them. 00:07:46.330 --> 00:07:49.000 align:middle line:84% But there's also the differences. 00:07:49.000 --> 00:07:52.140 align:middle line:84% And I think for me, the voice for each particular project 00:07:52.140 --> 00:07:59.070 align:middle line:84% emerged out of, as the project came together, what I found 00:07:59.070 --> 00:08:03.205 align:middle line:90% the limits allowed me to do. 00:08:03.205 --> 00:08:06.810 align:middle line:84% It's like, I don't know, minimalist music or something, 00:08:06.810 --> 00:08:07.310 align:middle line:90% right? 00:08:07.310 --> 00:08:11.510 align:middle line:84% Like you remove so much, so then you can pay attention much more 00:08:11.510 --> 00:08:14.040 align:middle line:90% to a smaller subset of things. 00:08:14.040 --> 00:08:16.670 align:middle line:84% And I feel like all of this creation is sort of like that. 00:08:16.670 --> 00:08:20.300 align:middle line:84% There are these very formal rules, or not very 00:08:20.300 --> 00:08:24.885 align:middle line:84% formal rules, or whatever kind of things get imposed on it. 00:08:24.885 --> 00:08:26.760 align:middle line:84% At the very least, you're writing in English, 00:08:26.760 --> 00:08:28.677 align:middle line:84% you're writing now, you're writing for a book, 00:08:28.677 --> 00:08:29.547 align:middle line:90% and whatever. 00:08:29.547 --> 00:08:31.130 align:middle line:84% But then, more and more in particular. 00:08:31.130 --> 00:08:34.070 align:middle line:84% And within that, you find, ooh, these things suddenly 00:08:34.070 --> 00:08:36.710 align:middle line:84% seem very surprising in this poem that maybe in another poem 00:08:36.710 --> 00:08:38.640 align:middle line:90% would not seem very surprising. 00:08:38.640 --> 00:08:40.140 align:middle line:84% And that gives me a lot of pleasure. 00:08:40.140 --> 00:08:42.710 align:middle line:84% So then I pursue that and try and figure out 00:08:42.710 --> 00:08:46.310 align:middle line:90% how to work that in more. 00:08:46.310 --> 00:08:48.800 align:middle line:84% And I think that's where I find a particular voice 00:08:48.800 --> 00:08:49.547 align:middle line:90% for each project. 00:08:49.547 --> 00:08:51.380 align:middle line:84% And then, whatever is consistent across that 00:08:51.380 --> 00:08:57.350 align:middle line:84% is the limitations that are this fleshy thing. 00:08:57.350 --> 00:08:59.720 align:middle line:84% And what I find broader, I guess-- 00:08:59.720 --> 00:09:03.410 align:middle line:84% I was thinking about more your voice 00:09:03.410 --> 00:09:07.580 align:middle line:84% as it appears in almost every thing, because I can 00:09:07.580 --> 00:09:10.430 align:middle line:90% see [INAUDIBLE] both of you. 00:09:10.430 --> 00:09:19.080 align:middle line:84% And-- probably, do you think that your voice is influenced 00:09:19.080 --> 00:09:19.590 align:middle line:90% still? 00:09:19.590 --> 00:09:23.910 align:middle line:84% Do you feel that you're really playing with a whole lot 00:09:23.910 --> 00:09:25.440 align:middle line:90% of different voices? 00:09:25.440 --> 00:09:30.380 align:middle line:84% And that you're able just to play with the moment or-- 00:09:30.380 --> 00:09:30.880 align:middle line:90% Yeah. 00:09:30.880 --> 00:09:34.870 align:middle line:90% 00:09:34.870 --> 00:09:38.620 align:middle line:90% I think we all are, right? 00:09:38.620 --> 00:09:40.030 align:middle line:84% That's kind of a cop-out, I know. 00:09:40.030 --> 00:09:46.780 align:middle line:84% But I go into a job interview, I talk and act a certain way. 00:09:46.780 --> 00:09:49.120 align:middle line:84% I sit down with friends, I talk and act a certain way. 00:09:49.120 --> 00:09:50.537 align:middle line:84% And I sit down with other friends, 00:09:50.537 --> 00:09:52.810 align:middle line:84% and I definitely talk and act another way. 00:09:52.810 --> 00:09:56.045 align:middle line:84% And I talk to my mom a certain way and then 00:09:56.045 --> 00:09:58.130 align:middle line:84% I stop hanging out with my mom and I call a friend 00:09:58.130 --> 00:10:00.310 align:middle line:84% and I'm like, Uh, my, uh, and whatever. 00:10:00.310 --> 00:10:02.050 align:middle line:84% And there's all these different affects. 00:10:02.050 --> 00:10:04.660 align:middle line:84% That wasn't me flipping off my mom. 00:10:04.660 --> 00:10:06.850 align:middle line:90% I love my mother. 00:10:06.850 --> 00:10:13.560 align:middle line:84% But I would never do that in her presence [INAUDIBLE] 00:10:13.560 --> 00:10:14.244 align:middle line:90% Sorry, mom. 00:10:14.244 --> 00:10:16.180 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:10:16.180 --> 00:10:17.260 align:middle line:90% But you know what I mean? 00:10:17.260 --> 00:10:19.240 align:middle line:84% There are all these different constrictions 00:10:19.240 --> 00:10:20.350 align:middle line:90% that I'm operating within. 00:10:20.350 --> 00:10:22.330 align:middle line:84% And it's not like they're constricting 00:10:22.330 --> 00:10:25.300 align:middle line:90% on the true me or something. 00:10:25.300 --> 00:10:28.300 align:middle line:84% At times, maybe I want to say something that I can't say. 00:10:28.300 --> 00:10:31.600 align:middle line:84% But also, I find the pleasure within those conversations. 00:10:31.600 --> 00:10:34.565 align:middle line:84% I find the jokes that are funny when I'm with my mom, 00:10:34.565 --> 00:10:35.440 align:middle line:90% and I laugh at those. 00:10:35.440 --> 00:10:37.660 align:middle line:90% I enjoy these mom jokes. 00:10:37.660 --> 00:10:40.390 align:middle line:84% And then when I'm with my dad, I enjoy his dad jokes. 00:10:40.390 --> 00:10:43.150 align:middle line:90% 00:10:43.150 --> 00:10:46.390 align:middle line:84% So, I think that also applies to the work as much 00:10:46.390 --> 00:10:47.530 align:middle line:90% as it applies to my life. 00:10:47.530 --> 00:10:50.140 align:middle line:84% And the limitations of each project 00:10:50.140 --> 00:10:52.540 align:middle line:84% are going to be much more specific than my whole life, 00:10:52.540 --> 00:10:55.610 align:middle line:84% but they also apply to my life, right? 00:10:55.610 --> 00:10:59.137 align:middle line:84% My identity, my location, my language. 00:10:59.137 --> 00:11:00.055 align:middle line:90% Yeah. 00:11:00.055 --> 00:11:02.350 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:11:02.350 --> 00:11:03.768 align:middle line:90% Thank you both so much. 00:11:03.768 --> 00:11:05.560 align:middle line:84% Another round of applause for Jos and Noah. 00:11:05.560 --> 00:11:08.610 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE]