WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.560 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.560 --> 00:00:04.470 align:middle line:84% Sure, I hid all my saints in the hardwood. 00:00:04.470 --> 00:00:07.620 align:middle line:84% Holy cards slipped under the loose ones like that. 00:00:07.620 --> 00:00:10.710 align:middle line:84% And when George and Sal would pluck the fluff from a Q-tip 00:00:10.710 --> 00:00:13.230 align:middle line:84% to jimmy the lock, it was their room too, 00:00:13.230 --> 00:00:15.090 align:middle line:90% but it was my dad's furniture. 00:00:15.090 --> 00:00:17.400 align:middle line:84% They'd say, I'm going to wring your neck Mr, 00:00:17.400 --> 00:00:19.890 align:middle line:84% like mom did before they burst in 00:00:19.890 --> 00:00:23.940 align:middle line:84% to pelt me with walnuts, sometimes with fists. 00:00:23.940 --> 00:00:26.670 align:middle line:84% And I just sit there like some sack of potatoes 00:00:26.670 --> 00:00:27.930 align:middle line:90% on the edge of the bed. 00:00:27.930 --> 00:00:30.810 align:middle line:84% Those years, my dad was always napping or flinging 00:00:30.810 --> 00:00:33.060 align:middle line:84% all his hard won dough on the track. 00:00:33.060 --> 00:00:34.800 align:middle line:90% I heard uncle Freddie say that. 00:00:34.800 --> 00:00:37.200 align:middle line:84% And I couldn't help but imagine aluminum hoof 00:00:37.200 --> 00:00:40.380 align:middle line:84% after aluminum hoof glinting like the jagged tops 00:00:40.380 --> 00:00:42.510 align:middle line:84% of soup cans in the sun, kneading 00:00:42.510 --> 00:00:45.210 align:middle line:90% little moons of dirt and dough. 00:00:45.210 --> 00:00:47.730 align:middle line:84% He was trying to win back our car. 00:00:47.730 --> 00:00:49.650 align:middle line:84% I was fighting to stay still for them, 00:00:49.650 --> 00:00:52.470 align:middle line:84% but my big toe kept tapping, that plank 00:00:52.470 --> 00:00:54.360 align:middle line:90% hollering inside my own head. 00:00:54.360 --> 00:00:59.280 align:middle line:84% Dominic, Mary, Tony, Francis, Monica, Jude. 00:00:59.280 --> 00:01:01.680 align:middle line:84% I'd run clean through the whole roster. 00:01:01.680 --> 00:01:04.769 align:middle line:84% I might have let out a George, George, or Sal, 00:01:04.769 --> 00:01:07.500 align:middle line:84% If they got that gnarled wooden spoon involved. 00:01:07.500 --> 00:01:10.080 align:middle line:84% But no, I never said stop praying. 00:01:10.080 --> 00:01:14.400 align:middle line:84% Here's my toe, my undone sock, the gloss on the wood, 00:01:14.400 --> 00:01:15.840 align:middle line:90% then the actual wood. 00:01:15.840 --> 00:01:19.680 align:middle line:84% Now the laminate and the prayer poem, then the Saint. 00:01:19.680 --> 00:01:23.740 align:middle line:84% Not too far for a boy's plea to travel. 00:01:23.740 --> 00:01:27.500 align:middle line:84% But if they heard me, they never did help now, did they? 00:01:27.500 --> 00:01:28.000 align:middle line:90%