WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.330 align:middle line:84% Because this book deserves a prayer, 00:00:03.330 --> 00:00:06.630 align:middle line:84% because this prayer is just what's left over, 00:00:06.630 --> 00:00:10.680 align:middle line:84% grief, not even cognizant of her spoon. 00:00:10.680 --> 00:00:13.380 align:middle line:90% God's gee-gaws and gimcracks. 00:00:13.380 --> 00:00:16.710 align:middle line:84% We say God please, we say, why God, and go 00:00:16.710 --> 00:00:18.570 align:middle line:90% to hell in a handbasket, God. 00:00:18.570 --> 00:00:21.360 align:middle line:90% We say, God if you do just this. 00:00:21.360 --> 00:00:26.880 align:middle line:84% A basic blessing, a fortune, finally the snake won. 00:00:26.880 --> 00:00:29.880 align:middle line:84% It took all day for him to heft the salamander 00:00:29.880 --> 00:00:31.710 align:middle line:84% onto the shore in front of my pack 00:00:31.710 --> 00:00:34.740 align:middle line:90% and began and latching its jaws. 00:00:34.740 --> 00:00:36.930 align:middle line:84% I didn't stay for the finishment. 00:00:36.930 --> 00:00:39.480 align:middle line:90% I strapped on Sunday's shoes. 00:00:39.480 --> 00:00:42.120 align:middle line:84% I wanted your million bucks breedloaf. 00:00:42.120 --> 00:00:45.300 align:middle line:84% I tried to teach my children's wrongs rights. 00:00:45.300 --> 00:00:49.080 align:middle line:84% In this diagram, the heart is not listed. 00:00:49.080 --> 00:00:53.580 align:middle line:84% I begged for the trick, cross hatching blisters, a la Jesus 00:00:53.580 --> 00:00:55.050 align:middle line:90% Christo. 00:00:55.050 --> 00:00:57.240 align:middle line:84% Because grandmother took the Bible with father's 00:00:57.240 --> 00:01:00.720 align:middle line:84% calligraphy and tucked it into her casket. 00:01:00.720 --> 00:01:03.840 align:middle line:84% How does mount holy yolk hold her tatters? 00:01:03.840 --> 00:01:06.210 align:middle line:90% Smart custard of a woman. 00:01:06.210 --> 00:01:09.990 align:middle line:84% Come, turn this body out like a pocket. 00:01:09.990 --> 00:01:13.320 align:middle line:84% And then my own child body leaving me, in all liquid, 00:01:13.320 --> 00:01:16.770 align:middle line:84% as a memory nested in long black hair. 00:01:16.770 --> 00:01:19.620 align:middle line:84% Mother, sick herself, committed to a deathbed 00:01:19.620 --> 00:01:21.750 align:middle line:90% overlooking the avocado tree. 00:01:21.750 --> 00:01:24.240 align:middle line:90% Sister brought each fruit. 00:01:24.240 --> 00:01:26.610 align:middle line:84% Four times I pulled the needle out. 00:01:26.610 --> 00:01:28.710 align:middle line:90% I watched baby born. 00:01:28.710 --> 00:01:31.860 align:middle line:84% A man next to me groaned to a yellow sound. 00:01:31.860 --> 00:01:38.460 align:middle line:84% The sound, perhaps malaria, book bodied to pupae, pulp, papyri. 00:01:38.460 --> 00:01:42.990 align:middle line:84% The head a slice of tongue, never sick again, 00:01:42.990 --> 00:01:45.350 align:middle line:90% never that rill again. 00:01:45.350 --> 00:01:46.069 align:middle line:90%