WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.570 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.570 --> 00:00:05.130 align:middle line:84% I thought often of cruelty with us, 00:00:05.130 --> 00:00:10.770 align:middle line:84% with the things beyond coda that would code the other. 00:00:10.770 --> 00:00:13.920 align:middle line:84% They entered the shame by language. 00:00:13.920 --> 00:00:17.280 align:middle line:84% I failed for reasons outside of my control. 00:00:17.280 --> 00:00:19.650 align:middle line:84% I obeyed the messenger but disobeyed my father 00:00:19.650 --> 00:00:22.860 align:middle line:90% when I returned to the field. 00:00:22.860 --> 00:00:24.660 align:middle line:84% What did I consent to, and what did I 00:00:24.660 --> 00:00:28.360 align:middle line:84% have to submit to that I did not agree with? 00:00:28.360 --> 00:00:31.050 align:middle line:84% And in this sense, obedience takes the form 00:00:31.050 --> 00:00:34.470 align:middle line:90% of a specific vocabulary. 00:00:34.470 --> 00:00:38.310 align:middle line:84% It's not OK to say mankind anymore or use 00:00:38.310 --> 00:00:41.290 align:middle line:90% less familiar words. 00:00:41.290 --> 00:00:43.920 align:middle line:84% If I am present in a subject position, 00:00:43.920 --> 00:00:46.740 align:middle line:84% what responsibility do I have to the content, 00:00:46.740 --> 00:00:50.610 align:middle line:84% to the truth value of the words themselves? 00:00:50.610 --> 00:00:52.170 align:middle line:84% What are the difficulties involved 00:00:52.170 --> 00:00:55.980 align:middle line:84% in changing one's vocabulary and changing one's vocabulary 00:00:55.980 --> 00:00:59.430 align:middle line:84% such that it really changes one's life? 00:00:59.430 --> 00:01:02.640 align:middle line:90% Would you like to buy a vowel? 00:01:02.640 --> 00:01:07.020 align:middle line:84% Do you want apple juice or orange juice? 00:01:07.020 --> 00:01:11.340 align:middle line:84% I tried to teach my children wrongs, rights, a bad habit 00:01:11.340 --> 00:01:13.740 align:middle line:90% staring at a bad habit. 00:01:13.740 --> 00:01:16.620 align:middle line:84% If habit is a form of failure, if language 00:01:16.620 --> 00:01:20.190 align:middle line:84% is a skin, a mouth for wearing, what 00:01:20.190 --> 00:01:23.850 align:middle line:84% do we need to forget, to say something new? 00:01:23.850 --> 00:01:30.870 align:middle line:84% The desire for new rules means forgetting, followed by dying. 00:01:30.870 --> 00:01:35.580 align:middle line:84% I want to tell you of the masochistic pleasure compliance 00:01:35.580 --> 00:01:37.110 align:middle line:90% can bring. 00:01:37.110 --> 00:01:39.440 align:middle line:90% Want to know what it means? 00:01:39.440 --> 00:01:40.000 align:middle line:90%