WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.720 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.720 --> 00:00:06.000 align:middle line:84% This is a little haibun called "Civilized perhaps". 00:00:06.000 --> 00:00:10.170 align:middle line:84% "I have decided to OD on moderation for a while. 00:00:10.170 --> 00:00:14.460 align:middle line:84% Just yesterday this decision occupied the forefront 00:00:14.460 --> 00:00:17.310 align:middle line:84% of my brain in much the same way passion 00:00:17.310 --> 00:00:21.000 align:middle line:84% is reputed to perform as the direct or flip side 00:00:21.000 --> 00:00:22.260 align:middle line:90% of infection. 00:00:22.260 --> 00:00:24.930 align:middle line:84% Otherwise, this rinse of thin green tea 00:00:24.930 --> 00:00:26.880 align:middle line:90% would not be my chosen. 00:00:26.880 --> 00:00:31.230 align:middle line:84% I have bracketed my lust to make a large deposit to my moderato 00:00:31.230 --> 00:00:32.130 align:middle line:90% account. 00:00:32.130 --> 00:00:36.270 align:middle line:84% Gems not worth enough comprise what one selects. 00:00:36.270 --> 00:00:39.990 align:middle line:84% For the moment I am wide awake as springtime birds lusting 00:00:39.990 --> 00:00:43.710 align:middle line:84% judiciously within the mythic tenor of appropriating minds 00:00:43.710 --> 00:00:45.120 align:middle line:90% for reproduction. 00:00:45.120 --> 00:00:47.070 align:middle line:90% Or is this just the longing? 00:00:47.070 --> 00:00:51.570 align:middle line:84% Twins remediate our patchy single life with silver quest 00:00:51.570 --> 00:00:54.480 align:middle line:84% until a beauty has been sleeping in this room. 00:00:54.480 --> 00:00:57.150 align:middle line:84% All my limbs today are limber on account 00:00:57.150 --> 00:01:00.930 align:middle line:84% of having little work of the digestive system to perform. 00:01:00.930 --> 00:01:04.170 align:middle line:84% My heart lives in a fine community of offerings. 00:01:04.170 --> 00:01:06.510 align:middle line:84% And when I make my bed, it is with happiness 00:01:06.510 --> 00:01:09.720 align:middle line:84% that having dreamed acceptance dreams lasting a whole day's 00:01:09.720 --> 00:01:13.890 align:middle line:84% drive to somewhere that has simulated closeness to whatever 00:01:13.890 --> 00:01:15.840 align:middle line:90% I have been and will become. 00:01:15.840 --> 00:01:18.210 align:middle line:84% Civilized perhaps and on the very 00:01:18.210 --> 00:01:21.510 align:middle line:84% heels of having breaths sung into me by every person I 00:01:21.510 --> 00:01:23.100 align:middle line:90% have loathed. 00:01:23.100 --> 00:01:27.680 align:middle line:84% Conception, hastening the birth of the unknown." 00:01:27.680 --> 00:01:30.000 align:middle line:90%