WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.620 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.620 --> 00:00:04.980 align:middle line:84% I should say that the last poem that I read and this one 00:00:04.980 --> 00:00:07.050 align:middle line:90% were published in Ironwood. 00:00:07.050 --> 00:00:11.650 align:middle line:84% And that wasn't just any magazine. 00:00:11.650 --> 00:00:14.025 align:middle line:84% I didn't mean what I said about magazines about Ironwood. 00:00:14.025 --> 00:00:20.160 align:middle line:90% 00:00:20.160 --> 00:00:21.990 align:middle line:84% But then it doesn't exist anymore, 00:00:21.990 --> 00:00:23.010 align:middle line:90% which is why it's great. 00:00:23.010 --> 00:00:29.440 align:middle line:90% 00:00:29.440 --> 00:00:31.600 align:middle line:90% "From the New World." 00:00:31.600 --> 00:00:36.580 align:middle line:84% In this poem, in the second stanza, 00:00:36.580 --> 00:00:39.580 align:middle line:84% there's a phrase, "should You be keeping track," 00:00:39.580 --> 00:00:43.360 align:middle line:84% and that y in the you is a capital Y. 00:00:43.360 --> 00:00:48.475 align:middle line:84% It's the only time in the poem though that's the case. 00:00:48.475 --> 00:00:52.780 align:middle line:90% 00:00:52.780 --> 00:01:00.460 align:middle line:84% You all might remember there was a trial of a man named Ivan who 00:01:00.460 --> 00:01:05.170 align:middle line:84% lived in Cleveland and was tried for crimes committed 00:01:05.170 --> 00:01:08.150 align:middle line:84% during the Holocaust, was tried in Israel. 00:01:08.150 --> 00:01:12.235 align:middle line:84% And it was reported extensively on television in this country. 00:01:12.235 --> 00:01:18.360 align:middle line:90% 00:01:18.360 --> 00:01:21.630 align:middle line:84% "Has to do with the story about the girl who 00:01:21.630 --> 00:01:28.230 align:middle line:84% didn't die in the gas chamber, who came back 00:01:28.230 --> 00:01:32.370 align:middle line:90% out asking for her mother. 00:01:32.370 --> 00:01:36.900 align:middle line:84% Then the moment-- the next coil-- 00:01:36.900 --> 00:01:41.790 align:middle line:84% where the guard, Ivan, since the '50s, 00:01:41.790 --> 00:01:46.890 align:middle line:84% an auto worker in Cleveland, orders a man 00:01:46.890 --> 00:01:51.990 align:middle line:90% on his way in to rape her. 00:01:51.990 --> 00:01:59.200 align:middle line:84% Then the narrowing, the tightening, but not in hunger. 00:01:59.200 --> 00:02:04.320 align:middle line:84% No, the witness recollecting this on the stand 00:02:04.320 --> 00:02:08.520 align:middle line:84% somewhere in Israel in February '87, 00:02:08.520 --> 00:02:12.330 align:middle line:90% should You be keeping track. 00:02:12.330 --> 00:02:19.920 align:middle line:84% Has to do with her coming back out, asking for her mother? 00:02:19.920 --> 00:02:23.280 align:middle line:90% Can you help me in this? 00:02:23.280 --> 00:02:27.000 align:middle line:90% Are you there in your stillness? 00:02:27.000 --> 00:02:30.510 align:middle line:90% Is it a real place? 00:02:30.510 --> 00:02:36.430 align:middle line:84% God knows I too want the poem to continue. 00:02:36.430 --> 00:02:39.390 align:middle line:84% I want the silky swerve into shapeliness 00:02:39.390 --> 00:02:43.260 align:middle line:90% and then the click shut. 00:02:43.260 --> 00:02:49.650 align:middle line:84% And then the issue of sincerity, the glossy, diamond-backed skin 00:02:49.650 --> 00:02:51.330 align:middle line:90% will you buy me? 00:02:51.330 --> 00:02:53.640 align:middle line:90% Will you take me home? 00:02:53.640 --> 00:02:57.690 align:middle line:90% About the one who didn't die. 00:02:57.690 --> 00:03:02.130 align:middle line:84% Her face still there on the new stalk of her body 00:03:02.130 --> 00:03:05.670 align:middle line:90% as the doors open. 00:03:05.670 --> 00:03:10.020 align:middle line:84% The one who didn't like her relentless treble 00:03:10.020 --> 00:03:17.040 align:middle line:84% coming back out right there into the thing we call daylight. 00:03:17.040 --> 00:03:19.050 align:middle line:90% But which is what now? 00:03:19.050 --> 00:03:19.550 align:middle line:90% Unmoored. 00:03:19.550 --> 00:03:23.200 align:middle line:90% 00:03:23.200 --> 00:03:27.350 align:middle line:84% The one time I knew something about us, 00:03:27.350 --> 00:03:30.640 align:middle line:90% though, I couldn't say what. 00:03:30.640 --> 00:03:34.510 align:middle line:84% My grandmother then already ill took me 00:03:34.510 --> 00:03:39.280 align:middle line:84% by the hand asking to be introduced. 00:03:39.280 --> 00:03:43.330 align:middle line:90% And then, no, you are not jury. 00:03:43.330 --> 00:03:46.480 align:middle line:84% But thank you for saying you are. 00:03:46.480 --> 00:03:51.460 align:middle line:84% No, I'm sure I know her, you see. 00:03:51.460 --> 00:03:54.210 align:middle line:90% 00:03:54.210 --> 00:03:58.980 align:middle line:84% I went into the bathroom, locked the door, 00:03:58.980 --> 00:04:05.520 align:middle line:84% stood in front of the mirrored wall, not so much to see in, 00:04:05.520 --> 00:04:08.880 align:middle line:90% not looking up at all, in fact. 00:04:08.880 --> 00:04:12.840 align:middle line:84% But to be held in it as by a gas. 00:04:12.840 --> 00:04:18.209 align:middle line:84% The thing which was me there in its chamber. 00:04:18.209 --> 00:04:22.410 align:middle line:90% Reader, they were all in there. 00:04:22.410 --> 00:04:25.200 align:middle line:90% I didn't look up. 00:04:25.200 --> 00:04:27.450 align:middle line:90% They were all in there. 00:04:27.450 --> 00:04:32.400 align:middle line:84% The coiling and uncoiling billions, 00:04:32.400 --> 00:04:35.850 align:middle line:90% the about-to-be-seized. 00:04:35.850 --> 00:04:40.800 align:middle line:90% The about to be held down. 00:04:40.800 --> 00:04:46.680 align:middle line:84% The about to be held down a bit clean-shaped. 00:04:46.680 --> 00:04:50.490 align:middle line:84% And the other ones too, the ones gone back out, 00:04:50.490 --> 00:04:55.510 align:middle line:84% the ending wrapped around them, hands up to their faces. 00:04:55.510 --> 00:04:56.010 align:middle line:90% Why? 00:04:56.010 --> 00:04:59.010 align:middle line:90% I don't know. 00:04:59.010 --> 00:05:03.480 align:middle line:90% And the about to be stepping in. 00:05:03.480 --> 00:05:09.240 align:middle line:84% One form at a time stepping in as if to stay clean. 00:05:09.240 --> 00:05:13.630 align:middle line:84% Stepping over something to get into here, 00:05:13.630 --> 00:05:17.910 align:middle line:84% something there on the floor now dissolving. 00:05:17.910 --> 00:05:23.200 align:middle line:84% Not looking down, but stepping up to clear it, 00:05:23.200 --> 00:05:25.630 align:middle line:90% and clearing it. 00:05:25.630 --> 00:05:34.060 align:middle line:84% Stepping in without existence and then with existence. 00:05:34.060 --> 00:05:39.970 align:middle line:84% Then into the clearing as it clamps down all around. 00:05:39.970 --> 00:05:43.000 align:middle line:84% Then into the fable as it clamps down. 00:05:43.000 --> 00:05:45.960 align:middle line:90% 00:05:45.960 --> 00:05:50.460 align:middle line:84% We put her in a Home, mother paid. 00:05:50.460 --> 00:05:56.280 align:middle line:84% We put him in a Home, mother paid. 00:05:56.280 --> 00:06:01.530 align:middle line:84% There wasn't one that would take both of them we could afford. 00:06:01.530 --> 00:06:03.120 align:middle line:90% We were right. 00:06:03.120 --> 00:06:07.188 align:middle line:84% We put them down the road, it's all there. 00:06:07.188 --> 00:06:10.260 align:middle line:84% There was a marriage of 50 years. 00:06:10.260 --> 00:06:13.230 align:middle line:84% You know this already, don't you? 00:06:13.230 --> 00:06:15.840 align:middle line:90% Fill in the blanks. 00:06:15.840 --> 00:06:19.110 align:middle line:90% They never saw each other again. 00:06:19.110 --> 00:06:23.460 align:middle line:84% Paralyzed on his back the last few years, 00:06:23.460 --> 00:06:26.940 align:middle line:84% he bribed himself a private line. 00:06:26.940 --> 00:06:30.960 align:middle line:84% He rigged the phone so he could talk, et cetera. 00:06:30.960 --> 00:06:32.490 align:middle line:90% You know this. 00:06:32.490 --> 00:06:38.670 align:middle line:84% We put her in X. She'd fallen out, we put her back in. 00:06:38.670 --> 00:06:42.300 align:middle line:84% There, in her diaper sitting with her purse 00:06:42.300 --> 00:06:48.960 align:middle line:84% in her hands all day, every day asking, can I go now? 00:06:48.960 --> 00:06:53.040 align:middle line:84% Meaning, him-- meaning, the apartment by then 00:06:53.040 --> 00:06:54.840 align:middle line:90% long since let go. 00:06:54.840 --> 00:06:58.050 align:middle line:90% You know this, don't you? 00:06:58.050 --> 00:07:04.110 align:middle line:84% Shifting wind, sorting, and resorting the stuff-- 00:07:04.110 --> 00:07:06.180 align:middle line:90% flesh. 00:07:06.180 --> 00:07:11.430 align:middle line:84% Now the sun struck field beyond her window. 00:07:11.430 --> 00:07:17.250 align:middle line:84% Now her hands on the '40s sunburst, silver clasp. 00:07:17.250 --> 00:07:22.900 align:middle line:84% The white patent leather pocketbook. 00:07:22.900 --> 00:07:25.750 align:middle line:90% I stood there. 00:07:25.750 --> 00:07:29.980 align:middle line:84% Let the silver down all over my shoulders. 00:07:29.980 --> 00:07:34.960 align:middle line:84% The sink, the gold speck formica. 00:07:34.960 --> 00:07:38.560 align:middle line:90% The water uncoiling. 00:07:38.560 --> 00:07:43.450 align:middle line:84% Then the click like a lock being tried. 00:07:43.450 --> 00:07:48.190 align:middle line:84% Then the hollow caressing the back of my neck. 00:07:48.190 --> 00:07:50.620 align:middle line:84% Then the whole thing like a benediction. 00:07:50.620 --> 00:07:52.900 align:middle line:90% You can't shake off. 00:07:52.900 --> 00:07:56.830 align:middle line:84% And the eyes, unfastening, nervous as 00:07:56.830 --> 00:08:00.700 align:middle line:84% if they smelled something up there and had to go, 00:08:00.700 --> 00:08:02.200 align:middle line:90% don't wait for me. 00:08:02.200 --> 00:08:07.750 align:middle line:84% The eyes lifting up into the decoration. 00:08:07.750 --> 00:08:12.220 align:middle line:90% The eyes looking. 00:08:12.220 --> 00:08:22.660 align:middle line:84% Poor thing as if real, as if in the place. 00:08:22.660 --> 00:08:28.570 align:middle line:84% The twitch where the eyes meet the eyes. 00:08:28.570 --> 00:08:29.095 align:middle line:90% A blush. 00:08:29.095 --> 00:08:32.409 align:middle line:90% 00:08:32.409 --> 00:08:37.210 align:middle line:84% You see, it's not the matter of her coming back out alive, 00:08:37.210 --> 00:08:39.549 align:middle line:90% is it? 00:08:39.549 --> 00:08:47.050 align:middle line:84% It's the asking for the please, isn't it? 00:08:47.050 --> 00:08:52.330 align:middle line:84% Then the man standing up, the witness, screaming, it's him, 00:08:52.330 --> 00:08:53.470 align:middle line:90% it's him. 00:08:53.470 --> 00:08:57.580 align:middle line:90% I'm sure your honor, I'm sure. 00:08:57.580 --> 00:09:01.270 align:middle line:84% Then Ivan coming up to him, and Ivan, you 00:09:01.270 --> 00:09:04.810 align:middle line:90% saw this, offering his hand. 00:09:04.810 --> 00:09:08.260 align:middle line:90% Click, whoever he is. 00:09:08.260 --> 00:09:13.690 align:middle line:84% And the old man getting a dial-tone, friend, 00:09:13.690 --> 00:09:17.560 align:middle line:84% and old whoever clicking and clicking the clasp, 00:09:17.560 --> 00:09:22.450 align:middle line:84% the silver knobs, shall we end on them? 00:09:22.450 --> 00:09:24.790 align:middle line:90% A tracking shot? 00:09:24.790 --> 00:09:29.860 align:middle line:84% A close up on the clasp, a two-headed beast it turns out 00:09:29.860 --> 00:09:34.090 align:middle line:90% made of silvery leaves. 00:09:34.090 --> 00:09:37.570 align:middle line:90% Where would you go now? 00:09:37.570 --> 00:09:38.530 align:middle line:90% Where? 00:09:38.530 --> 00:09:40.810 align:middle line:90% Screaming, it's him. 00:09:40.810 --> 00:09:43.510 align:middle line:90% It's him. 00:09:43.510 --> 00:09:48.820 align:middle line:84% At the point where she comes back out, something begins. 00:09:48.820 --> 00:09:52.960 align:middle line:90% Yes, something new. 00:09:52.960 --> 00:09:56.110 align:middle line:90% Something completely new. 00:09:56.110 --> 00:09:57.670 align:middle line:90% But what? 00:09:57.670 --> 00:10:00.773 align:middle line:84% They're underneath the screaming. 00:10:00.773 --> 00:10:01.273 align:middle line:90% What? 00:10:01.273 --> 00:10:04.444 align:middle line:90% 00:10:04.444 --> 00:10:06.130 align:middle line:90% Like what? 00:10:06.130 --> 00:10:13.270 align:middle line:84% I wonder, to make the bodies come on, to make room. 00:10:13.270 --> 00:10:15.010 align:middle line:90% Like what? 00:10:15.010 --> 00:10:17.410 align:middle line:90% I whisper. 00:10:17.410 --> 00:10:20.710 align:middle line:84% Like, which is the last new world. 00:10:20.710 --> 00:10:26.560 align:middle line:84% Like, like, which is the thin young body 00:10:26.560 --> 00:10:31.120 align:middle line:84% before it's made to go back in, whispering please." 00:10:31.120 --> 00:10:34.120 align:middle line:90% 00:10:34.120 --> 00:10:37.170 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:10:37.170 --> 00:10:45.147 align:middle line:90%