WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.540 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.540 --> 00:00:04.700 align:middle line:84% I was so anxious about this reading 00:00:04.700 --> 00:00:08.400 align:middle line:84% that I forgot all my poems in Flagstaff. 00:00:08.400 --> 00:00:14.600 align:middle line:84% But courtesy of the fax machine, I retrieved a few of them. 00:00:14.600 --> 00:00:17.845 align:middle line:84% And Alison got the rest from her magazines. 00:00:17.845 --> 00:00:19.220 align:middle line:84% Now I know what they're good for. 00:00:19.220 --> 00:00:27.250 align:middle line:90% 00:00:27.250 --> 00:00:27.750 align:middle line:90% "At the 00:00:27.750 --> 00:00:28.725 align:middle line:90% Cabaret Now." 00:00:28.725 --> 00:00:34.300 align:middle line:90% 00:00:34.300 --> 00:00:41.470 align:middle line:84% "The Americans are lonely, they don't know what happened. 00:00:41.470 --> 00:00:47.350 align:middle line:84% They're still up and there's all this time yet to kill. 00:00:47.350 --> 00:00:52.630 align:middle line:84% The musicians are still being paid so they keep on. 00:00:52.630 --> 00:00:58.480 align:middle line:90% The sax pants up the ladder, up. 00:00:58.480 --> 00:01:01.820 align:middle line:90% They want to be happy. 00:01:01.820 --> 00:01:07.390 align:middle line:84% They want to just let the notes come on the mortal wounds. 00:01:07.390 --> 00:01:10.660 align:middle line:84% It's all been paid for, so what the hell? 00:01:10.660 --> 00:01:14.860 align:middle line:90% Each breath going up, up. 00:01:14.860 --> 00:01:19.480 align:middle line:84% Them thinking, of course, will he make it? 00:01:19.480 --> 00:01:23.110 align:middle line:90% How far can he go? 00:01:23.110 --> 00:01:27.010 align:middle line:84% Skill, the prince of the kingdom, 00:01:27.010 --> 00:01:29.380 align:middle line:90% there at his table now. 00:01:29.380 --> 00:01:32.230 align:middle line:90% 00:01:32.230 --> 00:01:35.230 align:middle line:90% Is there some other master? 00:01:35.230 --> 00:01:39.250 align:middle line:90% Friend, also there. 00:01:39.250 --> 00:01:45.190 align:middle line:84% At a back table, a regular, one we can't make out, 00:01:45.190 --> 00:01:48.580 align:middle line:90% but whom the headwaiter knows. 00:01:48.580 --> 00:01:55.980 align:middle line:84% The one who never applauds so that it's not about the ending 00:01:55.980 --> 00:02:02.650 align:middle line:84% you see or where to go from here. 00:02:02.650 --> 00:02:09.430 align:middle line:84% It's about the breath and how it reaches the trumpeter's hands. 00:02:09.430 --> 00:02:14.980 align:middle line:84% How the hands come so close to touching the breath 00:02:14.980 --> 00:02:21.710 align:middle line:84% and how the gold thing gleaming is there in between. 00:02:21.710 --> 00:02:25.420 align:middle line:90% The only avenue, the long way-- 00:02:25.420 --> 00:02:27.850 align:middle line:90% captivity. 00:02:27.850 --> 00:02:32.860 align:middle line:84% Like this thing now slow, extending the metaphor 00:02:32.860 --> 00:02:41.020 align:middle line:84% to make a place pledge allegiance by which is meant. 00:02:41.020 --> 00:02:45.670 align:middle line:84% See, hear, what a variety tonight. 00:02:45.670 --> 00:02:48.790 align:middle line:90% What a good crowd. 00:02:48.790 --> 00:02:51.220 align:middle line:90% Some of them saying, yes. 00:02:51.220 --> 00:02:53.770 align:middle line:90% Some others, no. 00:02:53.770 --> 00:02:58.030 align:middle line:90% Don't they sound good together? 00:02:58.030 --> 00:03:04.960 align:middle line:84% And all around this space, and seed spores, 00:03:04.960 --> 00:03:09.100 align:middle line:90% and the green continuance. 00:03:09.100 --> 00:03:11.800 align:middle line:84% And all along, the musicians still getting 00:03:11.800 --> 00:03:15.100 align:middle line:90% paid, so let them. 00:03:15.100 --> 00:03:18.160 align:middle line:84% And then around that, the motionless. 00:03:18.160 --> 00:03:23.650 align:middle line:84% Don't think about it, though, because you can't. 00:03:23.650 --> 00:03:28.550 align:middle line:84% And then the mother who stayed at home, of course, 00:03:28.550 --> 00:03:29.575 align:middle line:90% because her body. 00:03:29.575 --> 00:03:32.950 align:middle line:90% 00:03:32.950 --> 00:03:35.670 align:middle line:90% Farewell, farewell. 00:03:35.670 --> 00:03:38.200 align:middle line:90% 00:03:38.200 --> 00:03:44.200 align:middle line:84% This is the story of a small strict obedience. 00:03:44.200 --> 00:03:52.600 align:middle line:84% Human blood and how it rivered into all its bloods. 00:03:52.600 --> 00:03:57.790 align:middle line:84% Small stream really in the midst of the other ones. 00:03:57.790 --> 00:04:01.760 align:middle line:84% In it, children laughing and laughing, 00:04:01.760 --> 00:04:07.210 align:middle line:84% which is the sound of ripening, which the musicians can't play. 00:04:07.210 --> 00:04:08.710 align:middle line:90% But that is another tale. 00:04:08.710 --> 00:04:11.640 align:middle line:90% 00:04:11.640 --> 00:04:21.120 align:middle line:84% Someone invited them in, humanity, and they came in. 00:04:21.120 --> 00:04:26.880 align:middle line:84% They said they knew and then they knew. 00:04:26.880 --> 00:04:30.720 align:middle line:84% They made this bank called justice 00:04:30.720 --> 00:04:35.670 align:middle line:84% and then this other one called not. 00:04:35.670 --> 00:04:41.400 align:middle line:84% They swam in the river, although sometimes it was notes. 00:04:41.400 --> 00:04:45.120 align:middle line:84% And some notes are true even now. 00:04:45.120 --> 00:04:50.400 align:middle line:90% Yes, they knew each other. 00:04:50.400 --> 00:04:54.630 align:middle line:84% Then a winter came, which was a curtain. 00:04:54.630 --> 00:04:58.860 align:middle line:84% And then spring, which was when they realized 00:04:58.860 --> 00:05:06.950 align:middle line:84% it was a curtain, which leads us to this, the showstopper, 00:05:06.950 --> 00:05:11.990 align:middle line:90% summer, the Americans. 00:05:11.990 --> 00:05:16.400 align:middle line:84% I wish I could tell you the story so and so holding 00:05:16.400 --> 00:05:19.520 align:middle line:84% his glass up, the table around him 00:05:19.520 --> 00:05:26.180 align:middle line:84% jittery, and how then she came along gliding 00:05:26.180 --> 00:05:30.350 align:middle line:84% between the tables, whispering, it 00:05:30.350 --> 00:05:35.330 align:middle line:84% exists, enough to drive them all mad, of course, 00:05:35.330 --> 00:05:42.130 align:middle line:84% whispering sharp as salt, whispering straw 00:05:42.130 --> 00:05:43.990 align:middle line:90% on fire looking at you. 00:05:43.990 --> 00:05:47.210 align:middle line:90% 00:05:47.210 --> 00:05:50.060 align:middle line:84% And the one in the back, no one knows 00:05:50.060 --> 00:05:55.460 align:middle line:90% starting up the applause alone. 00:05:55.460 --> 00:06:03.680 align:middle line:84% A flat sound like flesh beating flesh, but only like it. 00:06:03.680 --> 00:06:09.050 align:middle line:90% Tell me why did we live, Lord? 00:06:09.050 --> 00:06:13.400 align:middle line:84% Blood in a wind, why were we meant to live?" 00:06:13.400 --> 00:06:16.700 align:middle line:90% 00:06:16.700 --> 00:06:20.050 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:06:20.050 --> 00:06:27.000 align:middle line:90%