WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.695 align:middle line:90% Leukemia as Dream/Ritual. 00:00:01.695 --> 00:00:05.350 align:middle line:90% 00:00:05.350 --> 00:00:09.490 align:middle line:90% It is night in my room. 00:00:09.490 --> 00:00:13.750 align:middle line:90% The woman beside me is dying. 00:00:13.750 --> 00:00:17.680 align:middle line:84% A small girl stands at the foot of my bed. 00:00:17.680 --> 00:00:22.690 align:middle line:84% She is crying, and carrying wine and a wafer. 00:00:22.690 --> 00:00:26.350 align:middle line:84% Her name is the name I would have given the daughter I 00:00:26.350 --> 00:00:29.770 align:middle line:90% would have liked to have had. 00:00:29.770 --> 00:00:33.400 align:middle line:84% She grieves for herself, and not the woman. 00:00:33.400 --> 00:00:37.840 align:middle line:84% She mourns the future and not the past. 00:00:37.840 --> 00:00:41.830 align:middle line:84% She offers me her small communion. 00:00:41.830 --> 00:00:45.940 align:middle line:84% I roll the wafer and wine on my tongue. 00:00:45.940 --> 00:00:49.270 align:middle line:90% I accept my body. 00:00:49.270 --> 00:00:52.870 align:middle line:90% I accept my blood. 00:00:52.870 --> 00:00:58.500 align:middle line:84% Eat, she whispers, drink and eat. 00:00:58.500 --> 00:00:59.000 align:middle line:90%