WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:05.010 align:middle line:84% I'm going to read a few pieces from Instrument of Gaps, which 00:00:05.010 --> 00:00:06.870 align:middle line:84% is the newest book that came out. 00:00:06.870 --> 00:00:10.470 align:middle line:90% 00:00:10.470 --> 00:00:19.920 align:middle line:84% The poem that I'm going to read next, if I can find it, 00:00:19.920 --> 00:00:21.190 align:middle line:90% is another poem-- 00:00:21.190 --> 00:00:22.730 align:middle line:90% it's a poem about memory. 00:00:22.730 --> 00:00:24.480 align:middle line:84% And it's a poem about where we keep memory 00:00:24.480 --> 00:00:26.970 align:middle line:84% and how we keep memory, and how there 00:00:26.970 --> 00:00:30.270 align:middle line:84% are things that happen in our lives that 00:00:30.270 --> 00:00:33.555 align:middle line:84% create a scar or a wound on the inside. 00:00:33.555 --> 00:00:36.060 align:middle line:90% 00:00:36.060 --> 00:00:38.160 align:middle line:90% And this is one of them for me. 00:00:38.160 --> 00:00:40.030 align:middle line:84% I grew up living with my grandparents, 00:00:40.030 --> 00:00:42.705 align:middle line:84% which is a whole other story and book of poems itself. 00:00:42.705 --> 00:00:45.360 align:middle line:90% 00:00:45.360 --> 00:00:50.730 align:middle line:84% And, to this day, I'm deathly afraid of mice because 00:00:50.730 --> 00:00:53.380 align:middle line:90% of this instance that happened. 00:00:53.380 --> 00:00:55.290 align:middle line:84% And so this poem is called "We're Gentle." 00:00:55.290 --> 00:00:58.420 align:middle line:90% 00:00:58.420 --> 00:01:02.710 align:middle line:84% And you speak to the mouse in the oven drawer. 00:01:02.710 --> 00:01:05.379 align:middle line:90% No coax. 00:01:05.379 --> 00:01:08.440 align:middle line:90% No out, out. 00:01:08.440 --> 00:01:14.580 align:middle line:84% Simple intonations, as if before a him. 00:01:14.580 --> 00:01:19.770 align:middle line:84% You remember the weight of the log in small palms. 00:01:19.770 --> 00:01:28.830 align:middle line:84% And he, riding the lawnmower in circles, best be done now. 00:01:28.830 --> 00:01:35.720 align:middle line:84% And the bulbous shadow moving and then not. 00:01:35.720 --> 00:01:43.680 align:middle line:84% The sweat of you in cower, how we forgive ourselves least. 00:01:43.680 --> 00:01:49.410 align:middle line:84% How we hush, hush, and hide in closed lids, 00:01:49.410 --> 00:01:57.660 align:middle line:84% yet we memory within, think draperies of. 00:01:57.660 --> 00:02:02.940 align:middle line:84% The cranium within tendrils and without our permission, 00:02:02.940 --> 00:02:08.699 align:middle line:84% something horrid and floured and not provoked. 00:02:08.699 --> 00:02:12.180 align:middle line:84% How to pray to the full, full sky. 00:02:12.180 --> 00:02:17.220 align:middle line:84% All these attempts lining pews, shaking hands. 00:02:17.220 --> 00:02:22.290 align:middle line:84% And you, never on your knees at the right time. 00:02:22.290 --> 00:02:29.190 align:middle line:84% And how visceral and innocent you have always and never been, 00:02:29.190 --> 00:02:34.530 align:middle line:84% how gentle in your weight, how gentle quiet, 00:02:34.530 --> 00:02:37.230 align:middle line:90% voice of the voiceless. 00:02:37.230 --> 00:02:44.500 align:middle line:84% And you now, palms to stove, lips and lullaby. 00:02:44.500 --> 00:02:45.000 align:middle line:90%