WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.810 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.810 --> 00:00:01.320 align:middle line:90% Maybe. 00:00:01.320 --> 00:00:02.550 align:middle line:90% Any questions? 00:00:02.550 --> 00:00:05.110 align:middle line:90% 00:00:05.110 --> 00:00:06.025 align:middle line:90% I have questions. 00:00:06.025 --> 00:00:06.775 align:middle line:90% I have no answers. 00:00:06.775 --> 00:00:17.790 align:middle line:90% 00:00:17.790 --> 00:00:20.760 align:middle line:84% Could you say a little bit about your creative process? 00:00:20.760 --> 00:00:23.700 align:middle line:84% I found your images and material very exciting, 00:00:23.700 --> 00:00:26.875 align:middle line:90% and I'm looking around-- 00:00:26.875 --> 00:00:28.000 align:middle line:90% Thank you for the question. 00:00:28.000 --> 00:00:33.030 align:middle line:90% 00:00:33.030 --> 00:00:33.720 align:middle line:90% Say a little. 00:00:33.720 --> 00:00:37.710 align:middle line:90% 00:00:37.710 --> 00:00:39.930 align:middle line:84% I was talking to Janice's students 00:00:39.930 --> 00:00:43.120 align:middle line:90% about this a little bit today. 00:00:43.120 --> 00:00:45.420 align:middle line:84% The big thing about writing poems 00:00:45.420 --> 00:00:47.610 align:middle line:90% is getting out of the way. 00:00:47.610 --> 00:00:50.058 align:middle line:84% Getting yourself out of the way so 00:00:50.058 --> 00:00:52.350 align:middle line:84% you can see what you don't already know, because that's 00:00:52.350 --> 00:00:54.510 align:middle line:90% what the poem is going to be. 00:00:54.510 --> 00:00:59.220 align:middle line:84% Hopefully, if you're lucky, it will show you something 00:00:59.220 --> 00:01:01.920 align:middle line:90% that you didn't know. 00:01:01.920 --> 00:01:04.980 align:middle line:84% So, for me, the page is like, not a blank, 00:01:04.980 --> 00:01:07.830 align:middle line:90% but a space into which I look. 00:01:07.830 --> 00:01:13.980 align:middle line:84% And as I look, I'm very attentive to what's 00:01:13.980 --> 00:01:15.045 align:middle line:90% going on there. 00:01:15.045 --> 00:01:17.820 align:middle line:90% 00:01:17.820 --> 00:01:19.980 align:middle line:90% And it happens. 00:01:19.980 --> 00:01:25.500 align:middle line:84% And somehow, that attention and the creation are simultaneous. 00:01:25.500 --> 00:01:29.700 align:middle line:84% But it seems like something given. 00:01:29.700 --> 00:01:32.340 align:middle line:90% It feels that way. 00:01:32.340 --> 00:01:37.890 align:middle line:84% So the various ways in which we develop a practice and craft, 00:01:37.890 --> 00:01:41.850 align:middle line:84% these are ways in which the form frees us from ourselves, 00:01:41.850 --> 00:01:46.920 align:middle line:84% and to see and to move in ways we haven't before, 00:01:46.920 --> 00:01:49.830 align:middle line:84% and to get rid of the filters and the ego that 00:01:49.830 --> 00:01:54.255 align:middle line:84% keeps us trying to look good and not seeing much. 00:01:54.255 --> 00:01:57.390 align:middle line:90% 00:01:57.390 --> 00:01:59.700 align:middle line:84% And as I told the students, it's something 00:01:59.700 --> 00:02:01.545 align:middle line:84% you can describe but you can't explain. 00:02:01.545 --> 00:02:05.930 align:middle line:90% 00:02:05.930 --> 00:02:07.080 align:middle line:90% Any other questions? 00:02:07.080 --> 00:02:13.660 align:middle line:90% 00:02:13.660 --> 00:02:18.250 align:middle line:84% I don't know if this is really a question, about how you come 00:02:18.250 --> 00:02:21.310 align:middle line:84% across colors through living and how you 00:02:21.310 --> 00:02:26.320 align:middle line:90% can put them into your work. 00:02:26.320 --> 00:02:28.420 align:middle line:90% Different hues? 00:02:28.420 --> 00:02:30.868 align:middle line:84% Like, I have "the red edge of the universe." 00:02:30.868 --> 00:02:31.910 align:middle line:90% I've never heard of that. 00:02:31.910 --> 00:02:33.670 align:middle line:84% So it's like, that's one more red. 00:02:33.670 --> 00:02:35.770 align:middle line:84% That's from being married to a physicist. 00:02:35.770 --> 00:02:39.040 align:middle line:90% 00:02:39.040 --> 00:02:42.580 align:middle line:84% I see red sometimes, but not usually that way. 00:02:42.580 --> 00:02:45.910 align:middle line:84% It will take Higgs instruments and a lot of knowledge 00:02:45.910 --> 00:02:47.320 align:middle line:90% to see invisible light. 00:02:47.320 --> 00:02:51.130 align:middle line:90% 00:02:51.130 --> 00:02:55.270 align:middle line:84% Actually, when you write you're not writing with the words 00:02:55.270 --> 00:03:00.430 align:middle line:90% because words are abstracted. 00:03:00.430 --> 00:03:06.100 align:middle line:84% What you're writing with are images, essentially. 00:03:06.100 --> 00:03:08.530 align:middle line:90% And all the senses are engaged. 00:03:08.530 --> 00:03:13.810 align:middle line:84% And, of course, one of the most appealing things 00:03:13.810 --> 00:03:20.620 align:middle line:84% to bees and to us are the visible color spectrum 00:03:20.620 --> 00:03:24.220 align:middle line:84% of light, and the way different material 00:03:24.220 --> 00:03:28.750 align:middle line:84% is reflected and give us this incredible range. 00:03:28.750 --> 00:03:31.960 align:middle line:84% And aren't we lucky that we're made in such a way 00:03:31.960 --> 00:03:34.510 align:middle line:90% that we find that beautiful. 00:03:34.510 --> 00:03:36.320 align:middle line:84% I don't know what's built into nature. 00:03:36.320 --> 00:03:37.450 align:middle line:90% It's not just us. 00:03:37.450 --> 00:03:40.060 align:middle line:84% Because the peacock wouldn't work so hard at doing that 00:03:40.060 --> 00:03:46.540 align:middle line:84% stuff if it wasn't attractive to the peahen. 00:03:46.540 --> 00:03:52.270 align:middle line:84% So aesthetic stuff isn't necessarily just ours. 00:03:52.270 --> 00:03:55.190 align:middle line:90% And someone had-- 00:03:55.190 --> 00:03:58.510 align:middle line:84% I think Julie and I were talking about this. 00:03:58.510 --> 00:04:01.360 align:middle line:84% The scientists who now put these probes in your brain 00:04:01.360 --> 00:04:02.860 align:middle line:84% to show you which part of your brain 00:04:02.860 --> 00:04:04.660 align:middle line:84% lights up when certain things happen, 00:04:04.660 --> 00:04:07.420 align:middle line:84% when you get mad or whatever, but what they've discovered 00:04:07.420 --> 00:04:10.600 align:middle line:90% is that the word-- 00:04:10.600 --> 00:04:15.760 align:middle line:84% like the word "scratchy" or "fuzzy" 00:04:15.760 --> 00:04:18.760 align:middle line:84% lights up the same place in your brain as when 00:04:18.760 --> 00:04:23.530 align:middle line:84% you touch something scratchy or something soft and fuzzy. 00:04:23.530 --> 00:04:27.670 align:middle line:84% So they have discovered what poets and writers always 00:04:27.670 --> 00:04:33.490 align:middle line:84% knew, that when you use sensual language, 00:04:33.490 --> 00:04:36.910 align:middle line:84% it has an effect on you as if that just happened to you. 00:04:36.910 --> 00:04:38.030 align:middle line:90% It's wonderful. 00:04:38.030 --> 00:04:40.970 align:middle line:84% They've also discovered something we always knew, 00:04:40.970 --> 00:04:45.460 align:middle line:84% which is they find out that the part of the brain that responds 00:04:45.460 --> 00:04:49.270 align:middle line:84% to sound is also the same part of the brain in which memories 00:04:49.270 --> 00:04:50.500 align:middle line:90% are stored. 00:04:50.500 --> 00:04:54.790 align:middle line:84% Well, hey, why do you rhyme, you know? 00:04:54.790 --> 00:04:56.680 align:middle line:84% And then "I have promises to keep 00:04:56.680 --> 00:04:59.063 align:middle line:84% and miles to go before I sleep, and miles 00:04:59.063 --> 00:04:59.980 align:middle line:90% to go before I sleep." 00:04:59.980 --> 00:05:03.520 align:middle line:84% You can't forget those lines, even if you want to. 00:05:03.520 --> 00:05:04.870 align:middle line:90% Right? 00:05:04.870 --> 00:05:07.450 align:middle line:84% So, yes, sound and memory come together. 00:05:07.450 --> 00:05:10.510 align:middle line:84% And for years before there was written language, 00:05:10.510 --> 00:05:12.970 align:middle line:84% all the great stories had rhymes built 00:05:12.970 --> 00:05:16.300 align:middle line:84% in because that's how you kept the history of your people 00:05:16.300 --> 00:05:19.360 align:middle line:90% going, you rhymed them. 00:05:19.360 --> 00:05:24.550 align:middle line:84% So it's kind of nice to have this proof because people 00:05:24.550 --> 00:05:26.830 align:middle line:90% want it to be scientific. 00:05:26.830 --> 00:05:29.560 align:middle line:84% Because, you know, poets just make shit up, right? 00:05:29.560 --> 00:05:33.442 align:middle line:90% 00:05:33.442 --> 00:05:34.900 align:middle line:84% We have time for one more question. 00:05:34.900 --> 00:05:47.960 align:middle line:90% 00:05:47.960 --> 00:05:51.320 align:middle line:84% So, we saw from your poetry that you draw a lot of inspiration 00:05:51.320 --> 00:05:53.660 align:middle line:90% from events. 00:05:53.660 --> 00:05:56.390 align:middle line:84% Are there any people that particularly 00:05:56.390 --> 00:05:59.180 align:middle line:90% inspire you to write? 00:05:59.180 --> 00:06:01.250 align:middle line:90% Everybody. 00:06:01.250 --> 00:06:04.580 align:middle line:90% No, I'm serious. 00:06:04.580 --> 00:06:09.410 align:middle line:84% Because the people, some of them are figures from our stories, 00:06:09.410 --> 00:06:12.450 align:middle line:84% but those are figures who have traveled with us through time. 00:06:12.450 --> 00:06:16.060 align:middle line:90% And so everybody's in them. 00:06:16.060 --> 00:06:18.680 align:middle line:84% If there's a figure like, oh, I don't 00:06:18.680 --> 00:06:22.730 align:middle line:84% know, like a madonna who's been around for so long. 00:06:22.730 --> 00:06:23.900 align:middle line:90% I had a Japanese student. 00:06:23.900 --> 00:06:26.180 align:middle line:84% When she was going back home from America, I said, 00:06:26.180 --> 00:06:27.990 align:middle line:84% what are you going to take with you? 00:06:27.990 --> 00:06:31.820 align:middle line:90% And she said, Mary. 00:06:31.820 --> 00:06:35.600 align:middle line:84% And she had gone to a church where 00:06:35.600 --> 00:06:38.990 align:middle line:84% they had brought a figure of Mary who 00:06:38.990 --> 00:06:42.770 align:middle line:84% had been in the Philippines, and she cries, the figure. 00:06:42.770 --> 00:06:46.940 align:middle line:84% So when she came back from there, I said, well, 00:06:46.940 --> 00:06:48.620 align:middle line:90% did the figure cry? 00:06:48.620 --> 00:06:55.040 align:middle line:84% And she said, no, Mary didn't cry, but I did. 00:06:55.040 --> 00:06:56.040 align:middle line:90% And I said, why? 00:06:56.040 --> 00:06:59.630 align:middle line:84% And she said, because of all the people who believed in her. 00:06:59.630 --> 00:07:02.870 align:middle line:84% There's this kind of communal memory 00:07:02.870 --> 00:07:04.220 align:middle line:90% that these figures carry. 00:07:04.220 --> 00:07:05.490 align:middle line:90% And so, I'm drawn to them. 00:07:05.490 --> 00:07:10.370 align:middle line:84% And I'm also drawn to those individuals 00:07:10.370 --> 00:07:13.970 align:middle line:84% who are in some way connected to communal memory. 00:07:13.970 --> 00:07:16.370 align:middle line:90% Because it's everybody. 00:07:16.370 --> 00:07:18.300 align:middle line:84% Because we're all very much the same. 00:07:18.300 --> 00:07:20.490 align:middle line:90% We have the same experience. 00:07:20.490 --> 00:07:21.860 align:middle line:90% But it's always different. 00:07:21.860 --> 00:07:23.343 align:middle line:84% And when these figures come back, 00:07:23.343 --> 00:07:25.010 align:middle line:84% they come back differently because we're 00:07:25.010 --> 00:07:26.570 align:middle line:90% living in a different time. 00:07:26.570 --> 00:07:28.310 align:middle line:90% And we have to change the story. 00:07:28.310 --> 00:07:33.170 align:middle line:84% So we have to use the power of those long memories. 00:07:33.170 --> 00:07:35.660 align:middle line:84% But we used to use that power in order 00:07:35.660 --> 00:07:39.110 align:middle line:84% to free ourselves from the oppressive parts of the past 00:07:39.110 --> 00:07:42.350 align:middle line:84% or the parts that no longer describe the reality as we 00:07:42.350 --> 00:07:46.910 align:middle line:84% know it and understand it, or as we have injured it. 00:07:46.910 --> 00:07:51.320 align:middle line:90% 00:07:51.320 --> 00:07:52.970 align:middle line:90% So that's kind of everybody. 00:07:52.970 --> 00:07:56.090 align:middle line:90% That's how I feel about it. 00:07:56.090 --> 00:07:58.483 align:middle line:90% Also, I-- I don't know. 00:07:58.483 --> 00:07:59.900 align:middle line:84% I was just going to say thank you. 00:07:59.900 --> 00:08:00.703 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:08:00.703 --> 00:08:01.530 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:08:01.530 --> 00:08:03.700 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:08:03.700 --> 00:08:05.000 align:middle line:90%