WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:04.140 align:middle line:84% This is a-- I'm going to take a vacation from the human species 00:00:04.140 --> 00:00:04.860 align:middle line:90% completely. 00:00:04.860 --> 00:00:09.840 align:middle line:90% 00:00:09.840 --> 00:00:11.175 align:middle line:90% This is another new poem. 00:00:11.175 --> 00:00:18.180 align:middle line:90% 00:00:18.180 --> 00:00:22.191 align:middle line:84% The whistle is to announce that I'm about to become a bird. 00:00:22.191 --> 00:00:25.488 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:25.488 --> 00:00:26.910 align:middle line:90% 00:00:26.910 --> 00:00:29.880 align:middle line:84% This is a domestic retrospective. 00:00:29.880 --> 00:00:33.390 align:middle line:84% This is a bird looking back on her life. 00:00:33.390 --> 00:00:38.580 align:middle line:84% She is reviewing it in reverse chronology. 00:00:38.580 --> 00:00:42.810 align:middle line:84% She starts by describing her time sitting on the egg, 00:00:42.810 --> 00:00:45.510 align:middle line:84% then building the nest for that egg, 00:00:45.510 --> 00:00:49.830 align:middle line:84% then finding the mate to make the nest, you know? 00:00:49.830 --> 00:00:51.780 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:00:51.780 --> 00:00:55.350 align:middle line:84% All the way back to her own time as a fledgling, 00:00:55.350 --> 00:01:00.690 align:middle line:90% and from egg, to egg. 00:01:00.690 --> 00:01:04.440 align:middle line:84% It's a bird's eye view, but it's a close up. 00:01:04.440 --> 00:01:07.800 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:07.800 --> 00:01:09.240 align:middle line:90% 00:01:09.240 --> 00:01:09.810 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:01:09.810 --> 00:01:12.360 align:middle line:90% 00:01:12.360 --> 00:01:16.320 align:middle line:84% The egg had been a long time hatching. 00:01:16.320 --> 00:01:21.750 align:middle line:84% Forced to sit there, sun up, sun down, unmoving. 00:01:21.750 --> 00:01:24.060 align:middle line:90% A decoy of yourself. 00:01:24.060 --> 00:01:29.100 align:middle line:84% Only the soothing feel of the cool shell on your hot breast, 00:01:29.100 --> 00:01:30.570 align:middle line:90% then nothing to do. 00:01:30.570 --> 00:01:33.090 align:middle line:84% The fear of snakes, the ready beak, 00:01:33.090 --> 00:01:36.480 align:middle line:84% the hawk in the back of your mind. 00:01:36.480 --> 00:01:41.670 align:middle line:84% The nest had been months in the making, the gathering arduous. 00:01:41.670 --> 00:01:45.330 align:middle line:84% Drawing the strands of hair, the bits of fur 00:01:45.330 --> 00:01:48.360 align:middle line:84% caught in the branches, the stocks of straw 00:01:48.360 --> 00:01:51.240 align:middle line:90% almost too large for the beak. 00:01:51.240 --> 00:01:54.540 align:middle line:84% And then the weaving, the intricate insertions, and the 00:01:54.540 --> 00:01:58.470 align:middle line:90% pull out toward the light again. 00:01:58.470 --> 00:02:01.680 align:middle line:84% The mate had been a hard road finding. 00:02:01.680 --> 00:02:04.870 align:middle line:90% All the ways it could be wrong. 00:02:04.870 --> 00:02:09.300 align:middle line:84% So many all fluff and feathers, strutting their stuff 00:02:09.300 --> 00:02:13.080 align:middle line:84% and gone with the first furious peck. 00:02:13.080 --> 00:02:17.400 align:middle line:84% And then, the hunter's gun, that took the one that was the one, 00:02:17.400 --> 00:02:20.940 align:middle line:84% and sent him to the waiting mouth of dogs. 00:02:20.940 --> 00:02:22.530 align:middle line:90% And then the rain. 00:02:22.530 --> 00:02:28.170 align:middle line:84% The rain, and then the need to dance the dance again. 00:02:28.170 --> 00:02:32.790 align:middle line:84% The migration had been miles on the wing, above the curving 00:02:32.790 --> 00:02:37.470 align:middle line:84% shore, where the pounding surf was your truest guide, 00:02:37.470 --> 00:02:40.590 align:middle line:84% and the white froth of the breaking waves, 00:02:40.590 --> 00:02:44.940 align:middle line:84% and the strange pull from the center of your mind 00:02:44.940 --> 00:02:49.020 align:middle line:84% that said North, and North, and North. 00:02:49.020 --> 00:02:51.810 align:middle line:84% And the high crying of the flock around you, 00:02:51.810 --> 00:02:55.770 align:middle line:84% the changing light, your wings spread wide, and always 00:02:55.770 --> 00:02:57.090 align:middle line:90% the wind. 00:02:57.090 --> 00:03:03.490 align:middle line:84% The wind, you could fight or ride, soaring towards summer. 00:03:03.490 --> 00:03:06.250 align:middle line:84% The first flight had not been easy. 00:03:06.250 --> 00:03:10.080 align:middle line:84% The nest walls growing closer every day. 00:03:10.080 --> 00:03:12.900 align:middle line:90% The open beak no longer fed us. 00:03:12.900 --> 00:03:16.830 align:middle line:84% The other chick kept pushing you to the edge. 00:03:16.830 --> 00:03:21.180 align:middle line:84% That endless drop below the nest. 00:03:21.180 --> 00:03:27.390 align:middle line:84% But at the first, all dark it was, and solid overhead. 00:03:27.390 --> 00:03:30.630 align:middle line:84% The same below, walled in with nothing 00:03:30.630 --> 00:03:35.220 align:middle line:84% but the pulsing sound ka-doom, ka-doom, ka-doom. 00:03:35.220 --> 00:03:39.780 align:middle line:84% The slowing beat, the fearsome sound of cracking. 00:03:39.780 --> 00:03:43.828 align:middle line:90% The egg took forever hatching. 00:03:43.828 --> 00:03:44.328 align:middle line:90%