WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.260 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.260 --> 00:00:06.100 align:middle line:84% This one is about the way we went to the beach. 00:00:06.100 --> 00:00:09.115 align:middle line:90% And I considered it very foolish. 00:00:09.115 --> 00:00:11.820 align:middle line:90% 00:00:11.820 --> 00:00:16.930 align:middle line:84% There was a bridge that had been burned and obviously repaired, 00:00:16.930 --> 00:00:18.675 align:middle line:90% but I was very young. 00:00:18.675 --> 00:00:21.360 align:middle line:84% All I could see was [? refracted ?] on [INAUDIBLE], 00:00:21.360 --> 00:00:28.620 align:middle line:84% and I could see the burned part of that. 00:00:28.620 --> 00:00:31.680 align:middle line:84% Sister was wedged beside the wicker basket. 00:00:31.680 --> 00:00:36.150 align:middle line:84% Slats of hot midsummer striped her dress, speckled dust 00:00:36.150 --> 00:00:38.820 align:middle line:90% in shifting sun and shadow. 00:00:38.820 --> 00:00:42.540 align:middle line:84% The trolley lurched to leeward, seemed to press our bodies 00:00:42.540 --> 00:00:44.670 align:middle line:90% backward in a flowered meadow. 00:00:44.670 --> 00:00:48.600 align:middle line:84% Tossed mama's brown hair sculptured in a puff. 00:00:48.600 --> 00:00:50.850 align:middle line:84% Father rose and reeling from our side 00:00:50.850 --> 00:00:53.070 align:middle line:84% interviewed the trenchant motorman. 00:00:53.070 --> 00:00:56.610 align:middle line:84% How rough the whitecaps glittered beyond the marsh. 00:00:56.610 --> 00:00:59.310 align:middle line:84% Our pulses leaped at the stench of kelp 00:00:59.310 --> 00:01:01.410 align:middle line:84% and the harsh screams of the cormorant 00:01:01.410 --> 00:01:04.200 align:middle line:84% skimming the trolley warp wire. 00:01:04.200 --> 00:01:07.050 align:middle line:84% Halfway on the clanging headlong ride, 00:01:07.050 --> 00:01:10.650 align:middle line:84% the trolley crossed a bridge, charred black from fire. 00:01:10.650 --> 00:01:14.340 align:middle line:84% And reason impaled me even through mama's smile 00:01:14.340 --> 00:01:17.430 align:middle line:84% and the arc of the motorman's tobacco juice. 00:01:17.430 --> 00:01:19.470 align:middle line:90% There, there, soothed mama. 00:01:19.470 --> 00:01:20.970 align:middle line:90% The deuce, said father. 00:01:20.970 --> 00:01:22.980 align:middle line:90% But knowing better, I cried. 00:01:22.980 --> 00:01:25.770 align:middle line:84% Though we went on for mile after summer mile 00:01:25.770 --> 00:01:29.220 align:middle line:84% and arrived as we always did at the rank seaside, 00:01:29.220 --> 00:01:32.760 align:middle line:84% all that held me up seemed wholly mad. 00:01:32.760 --> 00:01:36.180 align:middle line:84% Not even the hidden drop off or a bloated death 00:01:36.180 --> 00:01:41.310 align:middle line:84% in the luminous choppy water diverted my sad foreboding 00:01:41.310 --> 00:01:45.810 align:middle line:84% or the derelict lighthouse in whose shade we lunched. 00:01:45.810 --> 00:01:49.380 align:middle line:84% At sunset, sister slept like a rosy anchor 00:01:49.380 --> 00:01:51.540 align:middle line:90% fastening parents to bench. 00:01:51.540 --> 00:01:55.680 align:middle line:84% And while they bunched, the tide rolled softly landward 00:01:55.680 --> 00:01:57.240 align:middle line:90% like her breath. 00:01:57.240 --> 00:02:01.110 align:middle line:84% While I sat listening, wretched without rancor, 00:02:01.110 --> 00:02:04.120 align:middle line:84% submissive on the bench beside the track. 00:02:04.120 --> 00:02:07.290 align:middle line:84% Knowing this time the burned bridge would break, 00:02:07.290 --> 00:02:11.039 align:middle line:84% I clearly saw my parents committed to folly. 00:02:11.039 --> 00:02:15.000 align:middle line:84% Mama, for all her airs could but clean and bake. 00:02:15.000 --> 00:02:18.660 align:middle line:84% Now father as in a nightmare would take us back. 00:02:18.660 --> 00:02:23.360 align:middle line:84% And hooting around the bend came the feckless trolley. 00:02:23.360 --> 00:02:25.000 align:middle line:90%