WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.720 align:middle line:90% 00:00:03.720 --> 00:00:04.680 align:middle line:90% "California." 00:00:04.680 --> 00:00:07.650 align:middle line:90% 00:00:07.650 --> 00:00:09.930 align:middle line:84% "We often ate late by flameless candles 00:00:09.930 --> 00:00:13.980 align:middle line:84% and took turns choosing how best to be disposed of. 00:00:13.980 --> 00:00:16.020 align:middle line:90% I want to be buried. 00:00:16.020 --> 00:00:18.630 align:middle line:90% I want everyone to be buried. 00:00:18.630 --> 00:00:21.840 align:middle line:84% I realized there's scarcely a spare acre left in the ground, 00:00:21.840 --> 00:00:25.350 align:middle line:84% but I just can't do without the indecorous transit from parlor 00:00:25.350 --> 00:00:26.340 align:middle line:90% to plot. 00:00:26.340 --> 00:00:28.560 align:middle line:84% I need that array of daytime headlights 00:00:28.560 --> 00:00:31.720 align:middle line:84% jolting the arid access road, the only remembrance that 00:00:31.720 --> 00:00:32.220 align:middle line:90% matters. 00:00:32.220 --> 00:00:34.800 align:middle line:90% Don't make a speech. 00:00:34.800 --> 00:00:37.860 align:middle line:84% For years I would wonder whether the man who attacked me-- 00:00:37.860 --> 00:00:40.260 align:middle line:84% in his memory, did the event of it 00:00:40.260 --> 00:00:43.050 align:middle line:90% persist as a dull sort of flash? 00:00:43.050 --> 00:00:45.990 align:middle line:84% And then he died and became himself just a flash 00:00:45.990 --> 00:00:47.910 align:middle line:90% in the mind of the world. 00:00:47.910 --> 00:00:51.720 align:middle line:84% And now I wonder, is he anywhere? 00:00:51.720 --> 00:00:53.310 align:middle line:90% I don't believe in hell. 00:00:53.310 --> 00:00:55.800 align:middle line:84% And also I don't believe in nothing. 00:00:55.800 --> 00:00:58.140 align:middle line:90% So that leaves only heaven. 00:00:58.140 --> 00:01:01.600 align:middle line:90% I have a couple questions. 00:01:01.600 --> 00:01:04.019 align:middle line:84% It is my understanding that the weather in heaven 00:01:04.019 --> 00:01:09.000 align:middle line:84% has only a single setting, which is pleasant. 00:01:09.000 --> 00:01:12.420 align:middle line:84% I haven't spent real time in California, 00:01:12.420 --> 00:01:14.190 align:middle line:84% but friends of mine who've moved there 00:01:14.190 --> 00:01:17.190 align:middle line:84% say it's challenging, absent the changing of the seasons, 00:01:17.190 --> 00:01:19.680 align:middle line:84% to remember when things took place. 00:01:19.680 --> 00:01:22.170 align:middle line:84% With reference to always the lodgepole pine 00:01:22.170 --> 00:01:25.800 align:middle line:84% and the low-bent needlegrass, you get confused. 00:01:25.800 --> 00:01:29.250 align:middle line:84% Dates and sequences, even the people involved. 00:01:29.250 --> 00:01:33.230 align:middle line:84% You can almost imagine the whole thing with somebody else." 00:01:33.230 --> 00:01:35.000 align:middle line:90%