WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.330 align:middle line:84% This next poem is the title poem of the collection. 00:00:03.330 --> 00:00:13.860 align:middle line:84% And this came to fruition after I did a lot of weird Wikipedia 00:00:13.860 --> 00:00:17.160 align:middle line:90% rabbit hole searches. 00:00:17.160 --> 00:00:22.260 align:middle line:84% I started to become really interested 00:00:22.260 --> 00:00:25.840 align:middle line:84% in all the different abortion techniques throughout history, 00:00:25.840 --> 00:00:27.840 align:middle line:90% and so this is what came about. 00:00:27.840 --> 00:00:30.710 align:middle line:90% 00:00:30.710 --> 00:00:33.150 align:middle line:90% "Lessons on Expulsion." 00:00:33.150 --> 00:00:40.040 align:middle line:84% "I discipline my waist and lean against the heated coconut. 00:00:40.040 --> 00:00:44.540 align:middle line:84% The day is gray as a face, and my sin 00:00:44.540 --> 00:00:49.160 align:middle line:84% clear as the hoofmarks in the carmine. 00:00:49.160 --> 00:00:54.410 align:middle line:84% What is God to me but an open-mouthed stranger? 00:00:54.410 --> 00:00:59.720 align:middle line:84% I stepped across a viper and still the forked tongue 00:00:59.720 --> 00:01:02.180 align:middle line:90% flickers in my hollow. 00:01:02.180 --> 00:01:07.460 align:middle line:84% You see, my lust will never know death nor harvest-- 00:01:07.460 --> 00:01:15.260 align:middle line:84% elixir of hellbore, colocynth, salt, stick, and mouse shit. 00:01:15.260 --> 00:01:19.850 align:middle line:84% I run in circles and bathe in the hateful river. 00:01:19.850 --> 00:01:24.140 align:middle line:84% This grain, this wild greedy thing 00:01:24.140 --> 00:01:29.240 align:middle line:84% he's left me plumping so paltry and mulish. 00:01:29.240 --> 00:01:33.320 align:middle line:84% Mercury, mandrake-- I am only a girl 00:01:33.320 --> 00:01:37.610 align:middle line:84% with this brilliant black nest of eagerness. 00:01:37.610 --> 00:01:42.380 align:middle line:84% Over and over, my mother calls to me, my name 00:01:42.380 --> 00:01:46.070 align:middle line:84% a wreckless ribbon in the gloaming. 00:01:46.070 --> 00:01:51.080 align:middle line:84% When the clouds part like stupid lovers, I close my eyes 00:01:51.080 --> 00:01:55.490 align:middle line:84% and press myself against the eucalyptus tree. 00:01:55.490 --> 00:02:00.280 align:middle line:84% I let the leeches crawl until nightfall." 00:02:00.280 --> 00:02:02.000 align:middle line:90%