WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.350 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.350 --> 00:00:07.520 align:middle line:84% How important is nature in your life and in your writing? 00:00:07.520 --> 00:00:13.180 align:middle line:84% It's funny, I don't think of nature as being something 00:00:13.180 --> 00:00:16.420 align:middle line:84% that one goes into separate from one's own life, 00:00:16.420 --> 00:00:17.710 align:middle line:90% if that makes sense. 00:00:17.710 --> 00:00:21.250 align:middle line:84% Someone asked today about the birds in my poems, 00:00:21.250 --> 00:00:22.990 align:middle line:84% and I've been thinking a lot about why 00:00:22.990 --> 00:00:25.390 align:middle line:84% are their birds in so many of my poems. 00:00:25.390 --> 00:00:28.720 align:middle line:84% And I'm hoping it's not because it's a poetic cliché. 00:00:28.720 --> 00:00:31.510 align:middle line:84% I think it's because it's the wilderness that we 00:00:31.510 --> 00:00:33.710 align:middle line:90% see every day. 00:00:33.710 --> 00:00:35.890 align:middle line:84% That's really the only wild animal 00:00:35.890 --> 00:00:40.810 align:middle line:84% that, no matter where you live, you see them. 00:00:40.810 --> 00:00:42.350 align:middle line:90% It's incredibly important. 00:00:42.350 --> 00:00:48.295 align:middle line:84% I mean, if I'm stuck, that's where I'll take a walk, or sit. 00:00:48.295 --> 00:00:52.390 align:middle line:84% I have sort of an office where it's just all windows, 00:00:52.390 --> 00:00:54.940 align:middle line:84% and I can get an idea just looking at a tree, 00:00:54.940 --> 00:00:56.530 align:middle line:84% or watching the way the wind's moving, 00:00:56.530 --> 00:00:58.120 align:middle line:90% or listening to something. 00:00:58.120 --> 00:01:00.790 align:middle line:84% Taking a long drive and sort of watching landscape 00:01:00.790 --> 00:01:04.569 align:middle line:90% kind of scroll by, like film. 00:01:04.569 --> 00:01:06.190 align:middle line:90% So it's really important. 00:01:06.190 --> 00:01:10.630 align:middle line:84% I think that's where most of my sense of metaphor comes from, 00:01:10.630 --> 00:01:13.960 align:middle line:84% is seeing things in the natural world and reflecting 00:01:13.960 --> 00:01:17.095 align:middle line:84% that back to something in the made world, or vice versa. 00:01:17.095 --> 00:01:19.830 align:middle line:90% 00:01:19.830 --> 00:01:24.170 align:middle line:84% Yeah, I can't imagine writing poems in a cubicle, 00:01:24.170 --> 00:01:25.290 align:middle line:90% in other words. 00:01:25.290 --> 00:01:28.490 align:middle line:84% I really need a window to write a poem. 00:01:28.490 --> 00:01:44.110 align:middle line:90% 00:01:44.110 --> 00:01:45.730 align:middle line:90% Thank you for your nice-- 00:01:45.730 --> 00:01:47.110 align:middle line:90% very nice poems. 00:01:47.110 --> 00:01:49.330 align:middle line:84% I'm curious to know how old your children are now, 00:01:49.330 --> 00:01:52.540 align:middle line:84% and if you still find them inspiring? 00:01:52.540 --> 00:01:57.560 align:middle line:90% Well, they have their moments. 00:01:57.560 --> 00:02:00.670 align:middle line:84% They are now six, and my daughter 00:02:00.670 --> 00:02:02.660 align:middle line:90% will be 10 in about two weeks. 00:02:02.660 --> 00:02:05.770 align:middle line:90% So kindergarten, fourth grade. 00:02:05.770 --> 00:02:10.300 align:middle line:84% Yes, they're still really inspiring. 00:02:10.300 --> 00:02:12.190 align:middle line:84% My oldest is getting to the age now 00:02:12.190 --> 00:02:15.250 align:middle line:84% where I'm probably going to have to start running things by her 00:02:15.250 --> 00:02:18.550 align:middle line:90% if I want to use them in poems. 00:02:18.550 --> 00:02:20.710 align:middle line:84% And my son is at an age now where 00:02:20.710 --> 00:02:29.010 align:middle line:84% he wants to know why everything he says isn't in poems. 00:02:29.010 --> 00:02:33.240 align:middle line:84% He said something two years ago, and he still 00:02:33.240 --> 00:02:35.355 align:middle line:90% asks why it's not in a poem yet. 00:02:35.355 --> 00:02:37.920 align:middle line:90% 00:02:37.920 --> 00:02:41.040 align:middle line:84% We were walking after dropping his sister off at school, 00:02:41.040 --> 00:02:43.020 align:middle line:90% and he was still home with me. 00:02:43.020 --> 00:02:44.040 align:middle line:90% He was four. 00:02:44.040 --> 00:02:48.420 align:middle line:84% And we saw a squirrel jump from a tree to a power line 00:02:48.420 --> 00:02:51.240 align:middle line:84% to a roof, doing that sort of network thing 00:02:51.240 --> 00:02:53.580 align:middle line:84% that squirrels do, and he said, it's 00:02:53.580 --> 00:02:57.000 align:middle line:84% like a secret sidewalk in the sky. 00:02:57.000 --> 00:02:59.610 align:middle line:84% And I said, oh buddy, that's a simile. 00:02:59.610 --> 00:03:04.320 align:middle line:84% And you actually used like, alliteration, and that's great. 00:03:04.320 --> 00:03:06.593 align:middle line:84% And he looked at me and he said, is that a poem? 00:03:06.593 --> 00:03:08.010 align:middle line:84% And I said, well, it's not a poem, 00:03:08.010 --> 00:03:09.590 align:middle line:90% but it could turn into a poem. 00:03:09.590 --> 00:03:10.710 align:middle line:90% It's a great idea. 00:03:10.710 --> 00:03:13.980 align:middle line:84% And I swear to you, two years later, he's still like, 00:03:13.980 --> 00:03:17.460 align:middle line:84% have you written that squirrel poem? 00:03:17.460 --> 00:03:19.050 align:middle line:90% It's like, dance, monkey. 00:03:19.050 --> 00:03:21.000 align:middle line:90% Right, you know? 00:03:21.000 --> 00:03:26.130 align:middle line:84% So right now, they're pleased to see themselves in the poems. 00:03:26.130 --> 00:03:30.240 align:middle line:84% I think it makes them feel like their ideas are 00:03:30.240 --> 00:03:33.450 align:middle line:84% important and have value, and I love that. 00:03:33.450 --> 00:03:34.920 align:middle line:84% I mean, even when my son was three, 00:03:34.920 --> 00:03:38.820 align:middle line:84% he carried a writer's notebook to preschool in his backpack. 00:03:38.820 --> 00:03:42.570 align:middle line:84% And he couldn't write, but he sees me do it. 00:03:42.570 --> 00:03:44.730 align:middle line:84% And when his preschool teacher asked him 00:03:44.730 --> 00:03:49.587 align:middle line:84% why he had a Moleskine, he said, well, you never 00:03:49.587 --> 00:03:52.170 align:middle line:84% know when you might get an idea, and you need to write it down 00:03:52.170 --> 00:03:54.840 align:middle line:90% before you forget. 00:03:54.840 --> 00:03:56.400 align:middle line:90% Age three. 00:03:56.400 --> 00:04:01.690 align:middle line:84% So I feel like the indoctrination is happening. 00:04:01.690 --> 00:04:04.860 align:middle line:84% But I do realize, too, that at a certain point, 00:04:04.860 --> 00:04:08.970 align:middle line:84% their stories and ideas will be their own, and not my-- 00:04:08.970 --> 00:04:11.280 align:middle line:90% not kindling for my fire. 00:04:11.280 --> 00:04:14.985 align:middle line:84% So I'm hoping to be sensitive about that 00:04:14.985 --> 00:04:18.360 align:middle line:84% as they get older and want to write their own poems 00:04:18.360 --> 00:04:19.309 align:middle line:90% or stories. 00:04:19.309 --> 00:04:19.809 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:04:19.809 --> 00:04:24.210 align:middle line:90% 00:04:24.210 --> 00:04:25.677 align:middle line:90% I'm so excited. 00:04:25.677 --> 00:04:29.110 align:middle line:90% 00:04:29.110 --> 00:04:31.090 align:middle line:84% Thank you very much for your reading. 00:04:31.090 --> 00:04:32.860 align:middle line:90% And your poems are beautiful. 00:04:32.860 --> 00:04:33.820 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:04:33.820 --> 00:04:37.550 align:middle line:84% Really beautiful, they touch me very much. 00:04:37.550 --> 00:04:41.410 align:middle line:84% I'm curious to know, when is your favorite time to write? 00:04:41.410 --> 00:04:45.670 align:middle line:84% And, with two young children, how you manage it? 00:04:45.670 --> 00:04:49.420 align:middle line:84% My favorite time to write is whenever 00:04:49.420 --> 00:04:52.600 align:middle line:90% they will leave me alone. 00:04:52.600 --> 00:04:57.178 align:middle line:84% Really, early morning and late night are my best times. 00:04:57.178 --> 00:04:58.720 align:middle line:84% And I think that might have something 00:04:58.720 --> 00:05:01.630 align:middle line:84% to do with that sort of fuzzy space 00:05:01.630 --> 00:05:04.210 align:middle line:84% that's sort of like you're coming out of sleep 00:05:04.210 --> 00:05:08.020 align:middle line:84% and out of dreaming, and your mind, like the edges, 00:05:08.020 --> 00:05:09.850 align:middle line:90% are still a little soft. 00:05:09.850 --> 00:05:11.692 align:middle line:84% So, early morning is good for me. 00:05:11.692 --> 00:05:13.150 align:middle line:84% And then late night, because you're 00:05:13.150 --> 00:05:17.350 align:middle line:84% sort of going toward those sort of soft spaces. 00:05:17.350 --> 00:05:19.330 align:middle line:84% But once I hit like, a hard line, 00:05:19.330 --> 00:05:22.060 align:middle line:84% and I've had a couple of cups of coffee and I'm awake, 00:05:22.060 --> 00:05:25.240 align:middle line:84% then I'm doing work for clients, typically. 00:05:25.240 --> 00:05:28.300 align:middle line:84% I'm a freelance writer, so I try to spend my afternoons 00:05:28.300 --> 00:05:30.130 align:middle line:90% doing work for other people. 00:05:30.130 --> 00:05:33.520 align:middle line:84% But those sort of like, liminal times 00:05:33.520 --> 00:05:35.020 align:middle line:90% are the times I write best. 00:05:35.020 --> 00:05:36.850 align:middle line:84% Although, with small children, as you said, 00:05:36.850 --> 00:05:39.590 align:middle line:84% I have learned to write whenever I can. 00:05:39.590 --> 00:05:43.090 align:middle line:84% So sometimes it's in the car, on the back of a bank receipt. 00:05:43.090 --> 00:05:46.195 align:middle line:84% Or, if I'm walking the dog, talking into my iPhone 00:05:46.195 --> 00:05:49.870 align:middle line:84% and recording an idea so I don't lose it. 00:05:49.870 --> 00:05:54.670 align:middle line:84% Or, on a road trip, scrawling, sort of not really looking 00:05:54.670 --> 00:05:57.820 align:middle line:84% at what I'm doing on a legal pad in the passenger seat 00:05:57.820 --> 00:05:59.290 align:middle line:90% so I don't lose something. 00:05:59.290 --> 00:06:03.010 align:middle line:84% Or, if I get really on a wild tear, saying, 00:06:03.010 --> 00:06:07.660 align:middle line:90% who wants to watch Moana again? 00:06:07.660 --> 00:06:13.255 align:middle line:84% And I can buy myself 90 minutes while they watch a movie 00:06:13.255 --> 00:06:14.320 align:middle line:90% and have popcorn. 00:06:14.320 --> 00:06:18.110 align:middle line:84% And I'm a hero, but I'm also getting something done. 00:06:18.110 --> 00:06:21.520 align:middle line:84% So yeah, they're still young enough 00:06:21.520 --> 00:06:24.190 align:middle line:84% that-- my daughter is old enough that she can keep herself busy, 00:06:24.190 --> 00:06:26.890 align:middle line:84% and she's fine just reading a book while I work. 00:06:26.890 --> 00:06:29.020 align:middle line:84% But my little guy is still pretty-- 00:06:29.020 --> 00:06:31.060 align:middle line:84% needs me to be there doing everything, 00:06:31.060 --> 00:06:36.280 align:middle line:84% so Moana really saves me sometimes. 00:06:36.280 --> 00:06:42.440 align:middle line:90% 00:06:42.440 --> 00:06:43.020 align:middle line:90% Hi. 00:06:43.020 --> 00:06:43.520 align:middle line:90% Hi. 00:06:43.520 --> 00:06:45.500 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:06:45.500 --> 00:06:50.540 align:middle line:84% I was wondering, we have this debate in my poetry workshop, 00:06:50.540 --> 00:06:53.690 align:middle line:84% where sometimes there are poems that come to you, 00:06:53.690 --> 00:06:55.040 align:middle line:90% and they feel like gifts. 00:06:55.040 --> 00:06:59.270 align:middle line:84% It's like, you write them down, and you didn't write it. 00:06:59.270 --> 00:07:01.450 align:middle line:90% It just wrote itself. 00:07:01.450 --> 00:07:04.310 align:middle line:84% It never-- I mean, it hardly ever happens, 00:07:04.310 --> 00:07:07.490 align:middle line:84% but I find that I have a lot of poems 00:07:07.490 --> 00:07:10.280 align:middle line:84% that I've been working on for so long, 00:07:10.280 --> 00:07:15.540 align:middle line:84% and I don't know when to just get rid of them. 00:07:15.540 --> 00:07:16.040 align:middle line:90% I mean-- 00:07:16.040 --> 00:07:16.540 align:middle line:90% 00:07:16.540 --> 00:07:18.590 align:middle line:90% Don't get rid of them. 00:07:18.590 --> 00:07:21.410 align:middle line:84% But I wondered-- wondered about that. 00:07:21.410 --> 00:07:25.010 align:middle line:84% How long-- like, what do you do with those problem children? 00:07:25.010 --> 00:07:26.960 align:middle line:90% I just have them in a folder. 00:07:26.960 --> 00:07:29.240 align:middle line:90% I mean, I am not like you. 00:07:29.240 --> 00:07:33.395 align:middle line:84% I don't have more good poems than bad poems. 00:07:33.395 --> 00:07:39.340 align:middle line:84% Billy Collins says they're like every single writer has 00:07:39.340 --> 00:07:43.900 align:middle line:90% 200 bad poems in them. 00:07:43.900 --> 00:07:44.620 align:middle line:90% And I think-- 00:07:44.620 --> 00:07:45.970 align:middle line:90% Oh, I have a lot more than that. 00:07:45.970 --> 00:07:47.300 align:middle line:90% I have-- I know. 00:07:47.300 --> 00:07:49.270 align:middle line:84% I mean, maybe if you're Billy Collins, you do. 00:07:49.270 --> 00:07:51.115 align:middle line:90% Yeah. 00:07:51.115 --> 00:07:54.250 align:middle line:90% I'm going to skew that average. 00:07:54.250 --> 00:07:56.650 align:middle line:84% Yeah, I write a lot of bad poems. 00:07:56.650 --> 00:07:59.080 align:middle line:84% Or rather, I write a lot of poems that start out 00:07:59.080 --> 00:08:02.320 align:middle line:90% bad, and either they-- 00:08:02.320 --> 00:08:05.290 align:middle line:84% I put them aside and trust my future self 00:08:05.290 --> 00:08:09.640 align:middle line:84% to better deal with them, or I put them aside 00:08:09.640 --> 00:08:11.890 align:middle line:90% and I never come back to them. 00:08:11.890 --> 00:08:18.380 align:middle line:84% Or I'm able to sort of salvage one important piece of that 00:08:18.380 --> 00:08:18.880 align:middle line:90% poem. 00:08:18.880 --> 00:08:21.160 align:middle line:84% It's sort of like this book is salvaged 00:08:21.160 --> 00:08:22.630 align:middle line:90% from two really big things. 00:08:22.630 --> 00:08:24.670 align:middle line:90% Well, poems are the same. 00:08:24.670 --> 00:08:28.330 align:middle line:84% I mean, every once in a while, I may write 30 lines, 00:08:28.330 --> 00:08:31.630 align:middle line:84% and maybe only two of them get sort of 00:08:31.630 --> 00:08:36.159 align:middle line:84% carried forward into a thing that becomes a real poem. 00:08:36.159 --> 00:08:38.919 align:middle line:84% Or the poem you like the best isn't the one 00:08:38.919 --> 00:08:41.799 align:middle line:90% that everybody else likes. 00:08:41.799 --> 00:08:43.450 align:middle line:84% That's the other weird thing, is-- 00:08:43.450 --> 00:08:44.380 align:middle line:90% Oh, that's the truth. 00:08:44.380 --> 00:08:50.230 align:middle line:84% I think I have a really good poem, and nobody ever thinks. 00:08:50.230 --> 00:08:53.950 align:middle line:84% I have only had one gift poem in my life. 00:08:53.950 --> 00:08:59.080 align:middle line:84% A poem that I sat down and wrote in one sitting, and it's "Good 00:08:59.080 --> 00:09:01.000 align:middle line:90% Bones." 00:09:01.000 --> 00:09:03.850 align:middle line:90% Which is hilarious to me. 00:09:03.850 --> 00:09:05.380 align:middle line:90% And I have one called "Bones." 00:09:05.380 --> 00:09:08.620 align:middle line:84% Yeah, I mean-- and so, my feeling 00:09:08.620 --> 00:09:10.300 align:middle line:84% is, if you write a poem in one sitting, 00:09:10.300 --> 00:09:13.240 align:middle line:84% you should like, not trust that poem. 00:09:13.240 --> 00:09:15.970 align:middle line:90% That's how I feel about it. 00:09:15.970 --> 00:09:19.380 align:middle line:90% Be very suspicious of that poem. 00:09:19.380 --> 00:09:20.920 align:middle line:90% Set that side of-- 00:09:20.920 --> 00:09:23.080 align:middle line:84% set that one aside and share it with other people, 00:09:23.080 --> 00:09:24.700 align:middle line:84% because I don't really work like that. 00:09:24.700 --> 00:09:26.770 align:middle line:84% I tend to work in little increments. 00:09:26.770 --> 00:09:29.590 align:middle line:84% I'll write something down, and then that'll sit for a while, 00:09:29.590 --> 00:09:30.640 align:middle line:84% and then I'll write something else. 00:09:30.640 --> 00:09:33.015 align:middle line:84% And I'll think, maybe these two things can live together. 00:09:33.015 --> 00:09:35.650 align:middle line:84% Maybe-- actually, all three of these things, 00:09:35.650 --> 00:09:38.410 align:middle line:84% and actually maybe this draft over here that has been 00:09:38.410 --> 00:09:43.060 align:middle line:84% languishing for two years, maybe I just created the pieces that 00:09:43.060 --> 00:09:45.400 align:middle line:90% this thing needs to-- 00:09:45.400 --> 00:09:47.710 align:middle line:84% I never even knew what this poem wanted to be about, 00:09:47.710 --> 00:09:50.252 align:middle line:84% and now it gets to live with these other things 00:09:50.252 --> 00:09:51.460 align:middle line:90% and become this secret thing. 00:09:51.460 --> 00:09:54.670 align:middle line:84% So I wouldn't ever throw anything away. 00:09:54.670 --> 00:09:57.220 align:middle line:84% I would set it aside, because you never 00:09:57.220 --> 00:10:00.160 align:middle line:84% know when you might be able to come back. 00:10:00.160 --> 00:10:03.430 align:middle line:84% And that thing you thought of three years ago, 00:10:03.430 --> 00:10:08.476 align:middle line:84% and had no idea maybe what purpose it might serve, 00:10:08.476 --> 00:10:10.330 align:middle line:90% and it's still there. 00:10:10.330 --> 00:10:15.980 align:middle line:84% Thank goodness for flash drives, right? 00:10:15.980 --> 00:10:17.155 align:middle line:90% We can keep this stuff. 00:10:17.155 --> 00:10:20.600 align:middle line:90% 00:10:20.600 --> 00:10:23.280 align:middle line:84% OK, I think we'll just close it off there. 00:10:23.280 --> 00:10:23.780 align:middle line:90% Sure. 00:10:23.780 --> 00:10:25.743 align:middle line:90% Save your voice. 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