WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.600 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.600 --> 00:00:02.100 align:middle line:84% I'm really no good at love poems. 00:00:02.100 --> 00:00:05.130 align:middle line:90% 00:00:05.130 --> 00:00:07.170 align:middle line:90% I don't know how to do that. 00:00:07.170 --> 00:00:11.010 align:middle line:84% Perhaps because when I'm feeling love, I'm just enjoying it 00:00:11.010 --> 00:00:14.020 align:middle line:84% and I don't feel the need to write it down. 00:00:14.020 --> 00:00:16.260 align:middle line:84% It's when I'm feeling other things 00:00:16.260 --> 00:00:19.320 align:middle line:84% that I feel like I retreating from the experience 00:00:19.320 --> 00:00:20.580 align:middle line:90% and processing. 00:00:20.580 --> 00:00:25.440 align:middle line:84% But joy-- joy I just want to live. 00:00:25.440 --> 00:00:32.490 align:middle line:84% So this is a love poem to the 20th century, which 00:00:32.490 --> 00:00:35.550 align:middle line:84% I miss in some ways although I realize 00:00:35.550 --> 00:00:39.540 align:middle line:90% that nostalgia is misguided. 00:00:39.540 --> 00:00:42.360 align:middle line:90% 20th century. 00:00:42.360 --> 00:00:47.160 align:middle line:84% I must have missed the last train out of this great city. 00:00:47.160 --> 00:00:52.160 align:middle line:84% I'm scrolling the radio through, sshh. 00:00:52.160 --> 00:00:54.590 align:middle line:84% The street lamps fill with light right on time 00:00:54.590 --> 00:00:56.960 align:middle line:90% but no one is pouring it in. 00:00:56.960 --> 00:01:00.170 align:middle line:90% 20th century, you're gone. 00:01:00.170 --> 00:01:02.120 align:middle line:84% You're tucked into a sleeping car 00:01:02.120 --> 00:01:07.470 align:middle line:84% rolling to God knows where and I'm lonely for you. 00:01:07.470 --> 00:01:11.640 align:middle line:84% I know it's naive but your horrors were far away. 00:01:11.640 --> 00:01:14.420 align:middle line:84% And I thought I could stand them. 00:01:14.420 --> 00:01:18.080 align:middle line:84% 20th century, we had a good life more or less, didn't we? 00:01:18.080 --> 00:01:19.760 align:middle line:90% You made me. 00:01:19.760 --> 00:01:22.910 align:middle line:84% You wove the long braid down my back. 00:01:22.910 --> 00:01:27.260 align:middle line:84% You kissed me in the snowy street with everyone watching. 00:01:27.260 --> 00:01:31.520 align:middle line:84% You opened your mouth a little and it scared me. 00:01:31.520 --> 00:01:33.980 align:middle line:90% 20th century, it's me. 00:01:33.980 --> 00:01:35.270 align:middle line:90% It's me. 00:01:35.270 --> 00:01:39.950 align:middle line:84% You said that to me once as if I'd forgotten your face. 00:01:39.950 --> 00:01:43.070 align:middle line:84% You strung me out until trees seem to breathe, 00:01:43.070 --> 00:01:46.400 align:middle line:90% expanding and contracting. 00:01:46.400 --> 00:01:51.290 align:middle line:84% You played American Girl and turned it up loud. 00:01:51.290 --> 00:01:55.010 align:middle line:90% You said I was untouchable. 00:01:55.010 --> 00:01:57.500 align:middle line:84% Do you remember the nights of Alum Creek, 00:01:57.500 --> 00:02:02.840 align:middle line:84% the windows painting yellow Rothkos on the water? 00:02:02.840 --> 00:02:06.530 align:middle line:84% Are they still there or did you take them with you? 00:02:06.530 --> 00:02:07.760 align:middle line:90% Say something. 00:02:07.760 --> 00:02:11.990 align:middle line:84% I'm here waiting, scrolling the radio. 00:02:11.990 --> 00:02:15.620 align:middle line:84% On every frequency, someone hushes me. 00:02:15.620 --> 00:02:17.510 align:middle line:90% Is that you? 00:02:17.510 --> 00:02:20.720 align:middle line:90% 20th century, are you there? 00:02:20.720 --> 00:02:23.480 align:middle line:84% I thought you were a simpler time. 00:02:23.480 --> 00:02:25.670 align:middle line:84% I thought we'd live on a mountain together 00:02:25.670 --> 00:02:31.520 align:middle line:84% drinking melted snow, carving hawk totems from downed pines. 00:02:31.520 --> 00:02:34.070 align:middle line:90% We'd never come back. 00:02:34.070 --> 00:02:37.070 align:middle line:90% 20th century, I was in so deep. 00:02:37.070 --> 00:02:39.760 align:middle line:90% I couldn't see an end to you. 00:02:39.760 --> 00:02:41.000 align:middle line:90%