WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.310 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.310 --> 00:00:06.390 align:middle line:84% That wasn't autobiographical, I hasten to add, 00:00:06.390 --> 00:00:07.740 align:middle line:90% but the next two are. 00:00:07.740 --> 00:00:17.030 align:middle line:90% 00:00:17.030 --> 00:00:19.910 align:middle line:90% This is about my father. 00:00:19.910 --> 00:00:23.400 align:middle line:90% 00:00:23.400 --> 00:00:24.435 align:middle line:90% "Ghost of a Garden." 00:00:24.435 --> 00:00:28.780 align:middle line:90% 00:00:28.780 --> 00:00:34.180 align:middle line:84% Sometimes I discover I have gone down stairs, crossed the grass 00:00:34.180 --> 00:00:37.810 align:middle line:90% and found myself in here. 00:00:37.810 --> 00:00:42.670 align:middle line:84% The tool shed caught in a lash of brambles, 00:00:42.670 --> 00:00:49.630 align:middle line:84% bind weed, and tall ivied trees like pipe cleaners. 00:00:49.630 --> 00:00:55.120 align:middle line:84% It looks out vacantly on a garden run to seed. 00:00:55.120 --> 00:01:00.880 align:middle line:84% The lost tennis court, grown over benches, a sunken barbecue 00:01:00.880 --> 00:01:05.140 align:middle line:90% snagged with blown roses. 00:01:05.140 --> 00:01:07.990 align:middle line:84% The courtyard walls are full of holes. 00:01:07.990 --> 00:01:15.340 align:middle line:84% The swallows try to sew in and out of them like open doors. 00:01:15.340 --> 00:01:21.010 align:middle line:84% In the corner of the shed my father is weeping and I cannot 00:01:21.010 --> 00:01:24.620 align:middle line:90% help him because he is dead. 00:01:24.620 --> 00:01:25.120 align:middle line:90%