WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.830 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.830 --> 00:00:04.500 align:middle line:84% I know-- I just realized that there 00:00:04.500 --> 00:00:06.630 align:middle line:84% have been bees in two poems, and now there's 00:00:06.630 --> 00:00:08.730 align:middle line:90% going to be bees again. 00:00:08.730 --> 00:00:10.950 align:middle line:90% Sorry. 00:00:10.950 --> 00:00:12.870 align:middle line:84% I've developed a new relationship with bees. 00:00:12.870 --> 00:00:14.245 align:middle line:84% I used to be very afraid of them. 00:00:14.245 --> 00:00:15.990 align:middle line:84% I'm apparently very allergic to them. 00:00:15.990 --> 00:00:21.930 align:middle line:84% But I realized to go among the danger and be at ease 00:00:21.930 --> 00:00:22.968 align:middle line:90% is maybe the way. 00:00:22.968 --> 00:00:23.760 align:middle line:90% So now I like them. 00:00:23.760 --> 00:00:26.380 align:middle line:90% 00:00:26.380 --> 00:00:30.360 align:middle line:84% But I've still yet to be stung, so we'll see what happens. 00:00:30.360 --> 00:00:32.100 align:middle line:84% And this title, "If It Must Be Winter," 00:00:32.100 --> 00:00:34.170 align:middle line:84% is actually a line from a Linda Gregg poem. 00:00:34.170 --> 00:00:37.050 align:middle line:90% 00:00:37.050 --> 00:00:38.807 align:middle line:90% Just to acknowledge that. 00:00:38.807 --> 00:00:39.765 align:middle line:90% "If It Must Be Winter." 00:00:39.765 --> 00:00:42.510 align:middle line:90% 00:00:42.510 --> 00:00:44.430 align:middle line:90% Not crowns. 00:00:44.430 --> 00:00:47.280 align:middle line:84% Not conquest defined in terms of how many 00:00:47.280 --> 00:00:51.090 align:middle line:84% fear you or fear to say otherwise. 00:00:51.090 --> 00:00:56.820 align:middle line:84% Not by these will your own royalty, but in smaller ways. 00:00:56.820 --> 00:01:00.630 align:middle line:84% How, to the least gesture, there's more power than it 00:01:00.630 --> 00:01:02.310 align:middle line:90% seems reasonable. 00:01:02.310 --> 00:01:07.500 align:middle line:84% Though it will feel deserved, so I was told, 00:01:07.500 --> 00:01:10.320 align:middle line:90% and they have not proved wrong. 00:01:10.320 --> 00:01:12.790 align:middle line:90% I've but to open my hand. 00:01:12.790 --> 00:01:14.820 align:middle line:90% Bees come to it. 00:01:14.820 --> 00:01:20.040 align:middle line:84% The slick fur of bees assembling as toward an honor in no way 00:01:20.040 --> 00:01:21.210 align:middle line:90% expected. 00:01:21.210 --> 00:01:24.240 align:middle line:84% Though each time, the honor remains mine, 00:01:24.240 --> 00:01:26.910 align:middle line:90% as if almost it should. 00:01:26.910 --> 00:01:31.440 align:middle line:84% As if certain privileges had to do with destiny. 00:01:31.440 --> 00:01:33.990 align:middle line:90% Do I believe that? 00:01:33.990 --> 00:01:36.870 align:middle line:90% Do I? 00:01:36.870 --> 00:01:40.380 align:middle line:84% My hand a sea across which the wings of the bees 00:01:40.380 --> 00:01:43.920 align:middle line:84% flash, like signal flags whose patterns, instead 00:01:43.920 --> 00:01:48.480 align:middle line:84% of translating, I make up my own translations for. 00:01:48.480 --> 00:01:50.910 align:middle line:90% I shall do as I please. 00:01:50.910 --> 00:01:53.610 align:middle line:84% As a lovely argument can make a difficult truth 00:01:53.610 --> 00:01:56.610 align:middle line:90% more clear, if not more sweet. 00:01:56.610 --> 00:02:00.360 align:middle line:84% Though, is there not a sweetness to clarity that can almost 00:02:00.360 --> 00:02:03.710 align:middle line:90% make the truth seem worth it? 00:02:03.710 --> 00:02:08.810 align:middle line:84% To say I'm not quite sure makes me no less king here. 00:02:08.810 --> 00:02:14.000 align:middle line:84% Sometimes I open my hand, and there's no sea at all. 00:02:14.000 --> 00:02:16.040 align:middle line:90% Just a windy plain. 00:02:16.040 --> 00:02:19.670 align:middle line:84% What appear to be dust storms crossing it turn out, 00:02:19.670 --> 00:02:22.880 align:middle line:84% on reaching me, to be the disappointments. 00:02:22.880 --> 00:02:26.150 align:middle line:84% All of them that I never intended, 00:02:26.150 --> 00:02:28.400 align:middle line:90% each one on horseback. 00:02:28.400 --> 00:02:30.020 align:middle line:90% My cavalry. 00:02:30.020 --> 00:02:35.030 align:middle line:84% Each face raised toward mine, as if awaiting command. 00:02:35.030 --> 00:02:37.070 align:middle line:90% Hungering for it. 00:02:37.070 --> 00:02:43.610 align:middle line:84% Forgetful or stupid, I can see no difference. 00:02:43.610 --> 00:02:46.040 align:middle line:90% Look away from me. 00:02:46.040 --> 00:02:47.510 align:middle line:84% I haven't said you can look at me. 00:02:47.510 --> 00:02:51.520 align:middle line:90% 00:02:51.520 --> 00:02:53.950 align:middle line:84% That's what you say to disappointment. 00:02:53.950 --> 00:02:55.240 align:middle line:90% Look away. 00:02:55.240 --> 00:02:56.890 align:middle line:90% It's like what you say to death. 00:02:56.890 --> 00:02:58.667 align:middle line:90% Not today. 00:02:58.667 --> 00:02:59.500 align:middle line:90% That's what you say. 00:02:59.500 --> 00:03:02.440 align:middle line:84% I learned that on Game of Thrones. 00:03:02.440 --> 00:03:06.790 align:middle line:84% That's what the sword master told Arya. 00:03:06.790 --> 00:03:08.020 align:middle line:90% He did. 00:03:08.020 --> 00:03:09.270 align:middle line:90% [INAUDIBLE]