WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.510 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.510 --> 00:00:01.950 align:middle line:84% What I don't know is why this poem 00:00:01.950 --> 00:00:05.327 align:middle line:90% is called what it is called. 00:00:05.327 --> 00:00:07.785 align:middle line:84% It's called "Not the Waves as They Make Their Way Forward." 00:00:07.785 --> 00:00:11.490 align:middle line:90% 00:00:11.490 --> 00:00:14.730 align:middle line:84% And Virgil is in it briefly and Marcus Aurelius, but you 00:00:14.730 --> 00:00:16.830 align:middle line:90% don't have to know anything. 00:00:16.830 --> 00:00:18.660 align:middle line:90% So I'm just saying it. 00:00:18.660 --> 00:00:21.261 align:middle line:84% It feels scary and that it's not. 00:00:21.261 --> 00:00:24.090 align:middle line:90% It's so much of life. 00:00:24.090 --> 00:00:27.210 align:middle line:84% Not the Waves as They Make Their Way Forward. 00:00:27.210 --> 00:00:30.660 align:middle line:84% Like Virgil, Marcus Aurelius died 00:00:30.660 --> 00:00:32.910 align:middle line:84% believing that his triumphs, when 00:00:32.910 --> 00:00:37.350 align:middle line:84% pitched against his failures, had come to very little. 00:00:37.350 --> 00:00:39.330 align:middle line:90% I don't know. 00:00:39.330 --> 00:00:42.090 align:middle line:84% Given the messiness of most lives, 00:00:42.090 --> 00:00:47.730 align:middle line:84% humble, legendary, all the rest in between, their interiors, 00:00:47.730 --> 00:00:51.690 align:middle line:84% I mean, it's hard to say he was wrong. 00:00:51.690 --> 00:00:57.990 align:middle line:84% Black night, black train, freight of worries. 00:00:57.990 --> 00:01:01.530 align:middle line:90% Things that stay the same. 00:01:01.530 --> 00:01:03.750 align:middle line:84% Having reached that point that even 00:01:03.750 --> 00:01:07.200 align:middle line:84% the luckiest sometimes never get close to, 00:01:07.200 --> 00:01:11.520 align:middle line:84% where desire at last offers nothing more nor less 00:01:11.520 --> 00:01:14.010 align:middle line:90% than what restrained can. 00:01:14.010 --> 00:01:18.000 align:middle line:84% Marcus Aurelius wrote down some thoughts meant apparently only 00:01:18.000 --> 00:01:22.380 align:middle line:84% for himself, though, they became meditations. 00:01:22.380 --> 00:01:27.390 align:middle line:84% A book without, which by now, he'd pretty much be forgotten. 00:01:27.390 --> 00:01:30.570 align:middle line:90% It begins with gratitude. 00:01:30.570 --> 00:01:32.430 align:middle line:90% How it ends is painful. 00:01:32.430 --> 00:01:35.760 align:middle line:84% If I'm remembering right, but it isn't pain. 00:01:35.760 --> 00:01:39.330 align:middle line:90% 00:01:39.330 --> 00:01:44.110 align:middle line:84% I do recommend reading Marcus Aurelius every fall. 00:01:44.110 --> 00:01:45.490 align:middle line:90% I do. 00:01:45.490 --> 00:01:46.960 align:middle line:90% It's not very long. 00:01:46.960 --> 00:01:49.500 align:middle line:90% It gives you a real perspective. 00:01:49.500 --> 00:01:50.000 align:middle line:90%