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Casual.

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Casual lifestyle.

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Every time I read from this
book I pause in the middle

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to be like, PS, I'm fine.

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There are many medical
professionals looking out

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for me.

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On that note.

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"The High Priestess of
Soul's Sunday Morning Visit

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to the Role of Respect."

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"The impressionism wing strikes
me as too dainty for my mood.

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Except for one oil painting
by Gustave Caillebotte,

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Calf's Head and Ox Tongue.

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Which is described in the wall
text as 'visually unpleasant.'

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A bust of an African
woman bums me out.

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This year I cried at
everyone's kitchen table.

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I spit on the street
and was late on purpose

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and stepped in glass, and my
dog died, and I saw minuses

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over and over.

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I'll figure it out.

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I let a man walk away,
and then another one.

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It has taken me
exactly this long

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to realize I could have
done something else.

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I'm being repetitive now, but
do you ever hate yourself?"

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