WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.810 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.810 --> 00:00:03.833 align:middle line:84% This is a poem from that time that I go back to, 00:00:03.833 --> 00:00:05.250 align:middle line:84% partly because of some of the ones 00:00:05.250 --> 00:00:08.550 align:middle line:84% I want to read later, because it seems kind of connected with. 00:00:08.550 --> 00:00:12.000 align:middle line:90% 00:00:12.000 --> 00:00:18.300 align:middle line:84% I think I've been talking rather too much about the relation 00:00:18.300 --> 00:00:25.980 align:middle line:84% of our individual lives and what, for really 00:00:25.980 --> 00:00:30.180 align:middle line:84% for want of a real word, we call the natural world. 00:00:30.180 --> 00:00:33.810 align:middle line:84% And one can get carried away and talk only about it 00:00:33.810 --> 00:00:36.452 align:middle line:84% as though it was something out there instead of as though it 00:00:36.452 --> 00:00:37.410 align:middle line:90% were something in here. 00:00:37.410 --> 00:00:40.470 align:middle line:84% And one of the marvelous things about those poems of Zbigniew 00:00:40.470 --> 00:00:42.330 align:middle line:84% Herbert's that we were talking about today, 00:00:42.330 --> 00:00:45.510 align:middle line:84% is the way the one suddenly keeps turning into the other. 00:00:45.510 --> 00:00:49.500 align:middle line:84% I think this happens in poetry all the time, if you go back. 00:00:49.500 --> 00:00:51.420 align:middle line:84% And I think this is something that we may be 00:00:51.420 --> 00:00:52.950 align:middle line:90% on the verge of rediscovering. 00:00:52.950 --> 00:00:54.150 align:middle line:90% I hope so. 00:00:54.150 --> 00:01:03.270 align:middle line:84% But, this is a poem that I wrote, oh, 20 years ago, 00:01:03.270 --> 00:01:03.840 align:middle line:90% I suppose. 00:01:03.840 --> 00:01:07.110 align:middle line:84% And it was looking back to a time, quite some time, 00:01:07.110 --> 00:01:10.622 align:middle line:90% about that, before that. 00:01:10.622 --> 00:01:11.955 align:middle line:90% It's called "The River of Bees." 00:01:11.955 --> 00:01:15.870 align:middle line:90% 00:01:15.870 --> 00:01:20.250 align:middle line:84% "In a dream, I returned to the river of bees. 00:01:20.250 --> 00:01:24.060 align:middle line:84% Five orange trees by the bridge and beside, two mills, 00:01:24.060 --> 00:01:29.460 align:middle line:84% my house, into whose courtyard a blind man followed the goats 00:01:29.460 --> 00:01:33.870 align:middle line:84% and stood singing of what was older. 00:01:33.870 --> 00:01:37.480 align:middle line:90% Soon it will be 15 years. 00:01:37.480 --> 00:01:38.560 align:middle line:90% He was old. 00:01:38.560 --> 00:01:41.910 align:middle line:84% He will have fallen into his eyes. 00:01:41.910 --> 00:01:45.120 align:middle line:84% I took my eyes a long way to the calendars, 00:01:45.120 --> 00:01:50.220 align:middle line:84% room after room, asking, how shall I live? 00:01:50.220 --> 00:01:52.950 align:middle line:84% One of the ends is made of streets. 00:01:52.950 --> 00:01:55.350 align:middle line:84% One-man processions carry through it 00:01:55.350 --> 00:01:58.440 align:middle line:84% empty bottles, their image of hope. 00:01:58.440 --> 00:02:02.040 align:middle line:90% It was offered to me by name. 00:02:02.040 --> 00:02:07.080 align:middle line:84% Once, once, and once, in the same city I was born, asking, 00:02:07.080 --> 00:02:10.380 align:middle line:90% what shall I say? 00:02:10.380 --> 00:02:13.740 align:middle line:84% He will have fallen into his mouth. 00:02:13.740 --> 00:02:17.190 align:middle line:84% Men think they are better than grass. 00:02:17.190 --> 00:02:22.320 align:middle line:84% I returned to his voice, rising like a forkful of hay. 00:02:22.320 --> 00:02:24.310 align:middle line:90% He was old. 00:02:24.310 --> 00:02:26.040 align:middle line:90% He is not real. 00:02:26.040 --> 00:02:30.220 align:middle line:84% Nothing is real, nor the noise of death drawing water. 00:02:30.220 --> 00:02:33.700 align:middle line:90% We are the echo of the future. 00:02:33.700 --> 00:02:37.650 align:middle line:84% On the door it says what to do to survive. 00:02:37.650 --> 00:02:42.470 align:middle line:84% But we were not born to survive, only to live." 00:02:42.470 --> 00:02:43.000 align:middle line:90%