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"On pain".

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"What do you hope to reach
once disaster becomes merely

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drifting blood pressure
dropping is a dream that fills

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the mind, the last one vowing
it was always like this.

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The skin burned nothing,
the scar even less.

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You want all the signs of
danger exhausted and unheeded.

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The fire you feel,
the inflammation

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of an enlarged appendix, a tumor
pressing against one's skull.

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Coltrane holding his white
side, his liver's cries

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muffled in vain.

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All that says beware,
beware with gasp

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and swell in tongues
of fire and blade.

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But when all warnings
beyond calls, oh,

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how sweet, how do you know it's
a system, a sister to thought,

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a kind of reckoning that
rivets our air until it becomes

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the origin, the burning seed of
time to come, the threat of it,

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the pulled fingernails, sodomy
via broomstick all because

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of a premonition that heralds
an end, an end the body

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will do anything to
dodge, a certainty

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flaring in nerve endings
in the yelping brain.

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The heart beating its caged
animals, cowardice, i.e.

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fear, a sign of an
overactive imagination,

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Hemingway says, that
outstrips all notions

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of honor or integrity.

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You want to live in honor?

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Try these broken ribs.

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A grimace and your imagined
children are starving.

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Honor, not to betray comrades.

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How do electrocuted testes feel?

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How rape, gang rape of you
and yours before your eyes

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to choose survival
among glare and char

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in the church of bow and debase.

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The greatest honor
then the precious gift,

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no principle however glorious
may justify the taking of.

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Does the body know
no other mantra?

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Its suffering a mistaken
law that prods each breath."

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