WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.330 align:middle line:90% 00:00:03.330 --> 00:00:08.045 align:middle line:84% This is a poem that I want to read for an old friend of mine, 00:00:08.045 --> 00:00:10.590 align:middle line:84% that came directly out of something she said -- the poet, 00:00:10.590 --> 00:00:13.530 align:middle line:84% Susan North, who lives in Tucson. 00:00:13.530 --> 00:00:19.560 align:middle line:84% And one time, we were talking and she made-- casually made 00:00:19.560 --> 00:00:21.450 align:middle line:84% some remark to the effect that it's 00:00:21.450 --> 00:00:25.210 align:middle line:84% impossible to live in the world without doing harm. 00:00:25.210 --> 00:00:29.610 align:middle line:90% And I guess she was right. 00:00:29.610 --> 00:00:30.900 align:middle line:90% It seems so to me. 00:00:30.900 --> 00:00:34.680 align:middle line:84% This is sort of about the inadvertent damage we do just 00:00:34.680 --> 00:00:36.570 align:middle line:84% by sort of minding our own business 00:00:36.570 --> 00:00:39.525 align:middle line:84% and trying to take care of things, 00:00:39.525 --> 00:00:42.270 align:middle line:84% and about the long chain of consequences 00:00:42.270 --> 00:00:43.980 align:middle line:84% that are connected to any kind of moment 00:00:43.980 --> 00:00:46.680 align:middle line:90% or any kind of action. 00:00:46.680 --> 00:00:48.144 align:middle line:90% It's called, "Candlelight." 00:00:48.144 --> 00:00:50.990 align:middle line:90% 00:00:50.990 --> 00:00:58.220 align:middle line:84% "Crossing the porch in a hazy dusk to worship the moon, 00:00:58.220 --> 00:01:00.770 align:middle line:84% rising like a yellow filling station 00:01:00.770 --> 00:01:07.700 align:middle line:84% sun on the black horizon, you feel the faint grit 00:01:07.700 --> 00:01:11.600 align:middle line:84% of ants beneath your shoes, but keep 00:01:11.600 --> 00:01:15.320 align:middle line:84% on walking because in this world, 00:01:15.320 --> 00:01:18.080 align:middle line:84% you have to decide what you're willing to kill. 00:01:18.080 --> 00:01:20.750 align:middle line:90% 00:01:20.750 --> 00:01:25.820 align:middle line:84% Saving your marriage might mean dinner for two 00:01:25.820 --> 00:01:32.060 align:middle line:84% by candlelight on steak raised on pasture chopped out 00:01:32.060 --> 00:01:36.590 align:middle line:84% of rainforest, whose absence might mean 00:01:36.590 --> 00:01:41.060 align:middle line:84% an atmosphere of thinness 50 years from now 00:01:41.060 --> 00:01:48.500 align:middle line:84% above the vulnerable head of your bald grandson on vacation. 00:01:48.500 --> 00:01:54.350 align:middle line:84% As the cells of his scalp, sauteed by solar radiation, 00:01:54.350 --> 00:01:57.320 align:middle line:84% break down like suspects under questioning. 00:01:57.320 --> 00:02:00.200 align:middle line:90% 00:02:00.200 --> 00:02:04.760 align:middle line:84% Still, you slice the sirloin into pieces 00:02:04.760 --> 00:02:09.110 align:middle line:84% and feed each other on silver forks 00:02:09.110 --> 00:02:13.460 align:middle line:84% under the approving gaze of a waiter whose 00:02:13.460 --> 00:02:18.110 align:middle line:84% purchased attention and French name 00:02:18.110 --> 00:02:22.070 align:middle line:84% are a kind of candlelight themselves. 00:02:22.070 --> 00:02:27.170 align:middle line:84% While in the background, the fingertips of the pianist 00:02:27.170 --> 00:02:32.930 align:middle line:84% float over the tusks of the slaughtered elephant 00:02:32.930 --> 00:02:36.860 align:middle line:84% without a care, as if the elephant 00:02:36.860 --> 00:02:40.180 align:middle line:90% had granted its permission." 00:02:40.180 --> 00:02:41.000 align:middle line:90%