WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.230 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.230 --> 00:00:04.770 align:middle line:84% And this next poem is a repentance 00:00:04.770 --> 00:00:08.430 align:middle line:84% of all the harsh things I ever said about my parents. 00:00:08.430 --> 00:00:11.530 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:11.530 --> 00:00:12.600 align:middle line:90% It's called "Phone Call." 00:00:12.600 --> 00:00:15.420 align:middle line:90% 00:00:15.420 --> 00:00:18.930 align:middle line:84% "Maybe I overdid it when I called my father 00:00:18.930 --> 00:00:20.250 align:middle line:90% an enemy of humanity. 00:00:20.250 --> 00:00:24.150 align:middle line:90% 00:00:24.150 --> 00:00:27.780 align:middle line:84% That might have been a little strongly put, 00:00:27.780 --> 00:00:32.729 align:middle line:84% a slight overexaggeration, an immoderate description 00:00:32.729 --> 00:00:39.090 align:middle line:84% of that person who at that moment, 2,000 miles away, 00:00:39.090 --> 00:00:42.540 align:middle line:84% holding the receiver six inches from his ear, 00:00:42.540 --> 00:00:44.790 align:middle line:84% must have regretted paying for my therapy. 00:00:44.790 --> 00:00:47.968 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:47.968 --> 00:00:49.330 align:middle line:90% 00:00:49.330 --> 00:00:56.150 align:middle line:84% What I meant was that my father was an enemy of my humanity, 00:00:56.150 --> 00:01:00.130 align:middle line:84% and what I meant behind that was that my father was split 00:01:00.130 --> 00:01:04.840 align:middle line:84% into two people, one of them living deep inside me 00:01:04.840 --> 00:01:10.840 align:middle line:84% like a bad king or an incurable disease, blighting my crops, 00:01:10.840 --> 00:01:17.170 align:middle line:84% striking down my herds, poisoning my wells-- 00:01:17.170 --> 00:01:21.040 align:middle line:84% the other standing in another time zone, 00:01:21.040 --> 00:01:24.550 align:middle line:84% in a kitchen in Wyoming with bad knees 00:01:24.550 --> 00:01:29.080 align:middle line:84% and white hair sprouting from his ears. 00:01:29.080 --> 00:01:32.380 align:middle line:84% I don't want to scream forever, I 00:01:32.380 --> 00:01:35.140 align:middle line:84% don't want to live without proportion 00:01:35.140 --> 00:01:38.950 align:middle line:84% like some kind of infection from the past, 00:01:38.950 --> 00:01:43.990 align:middle line:84% so I have to remember the second father, the one whose TV dinner 00:01:43.990 --> 00:01:49.120 align:middle line:84% is getting cold while he holds the phone in his left hand 00:01:49.120 --> 00:01:53.530 align:middle line:84% and stares blankly out the window where just now 00:01:53.530 --> 00:01:58.600 align:middle line:84% the sun is going down and the last fingertips of sunlight 00:01:58.600 --> 00:02:01.720 align:middle line:84% are withdrawing from the hills they once 00:02:01.720 --> 00:02:04.080 align:middle line:90% touched like a child." 00:02:04.080 --> 00:02:05.000 align:middle line:90%