WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.260 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.260 --> 00:00:03.180 align:middle line:84% I had three poems in the book read, 00:00:03.180 --> 00:00:06.012 align:middle line:84% because I mostly wanted to read you new poems. 00:00:06.012 --> 00:00:07.470 align:middle line:84% But so I'm thinking about this poem 00:00:07.470 --> 00:00:12.240 align:middle line:84% right now, because it gives me a lot of grief. 00:00:12.240 --> 00:00:15.640 align:middle line:84% And I have a very weird relationship with this poem, 00:00:15.640 --> 00:00:17.460 align:middle line:84% so I'm going to own it and read it. 00:00:17.460 --> 00:00:21.410 align:middle line:90% 00:00:21.410 --> 00:00:23.840 align:middle line:84% You have to re-love your poems, I think. 00:00:23.840 --> 00:00:26.300 align:middle line:84% You have to decide that you love them again. 00:00:26.300 --> 00:00:28.160 align:middle line:90% Love is like an act, right? 00:00:28.160 --> 00:00:29.390 align:middle line:90% So you have to act on that. 00:00:29.390 --> 00:00:32.479 align:middle line:84% I'm going to love this poem again. 00:00:32.479 --> 00:00:33.840 align:middle line:90% "Katherine with the lazy eye. 00:00:33.840 --> 00:00:34.340 align:middle line:90% Short. 00:00:34.340 --> 00:00:37.120 align:middle line:90% And not a good poet." 00:00:37.120 --> 00:00:39.010 align:middle line:84% This morning, I heard you were found 00:00:39.010 --> 00:00:40.990 align:middle line:90% in your McDonald's uniform. 00:00:40.990 --> 00:00:44.950 align:middle line:84% I heard it while I was visiting a lake town, where empty woodsy 00:00:44.950 --> 00:00:48.160 align:middle line:84% highways turn into waterside drives. 00:00:48.160 --> 00:00:51.340 align:middle line:84% I'd forgotten my toothbrush and was brushing my teeth 00:00:51.340 --> 00:00:52.810 align:middle line:90% with one finger. 00:00:52.810 --> 00:00:55.750 align:middle line:84% A friend who didn't know you said he'd heard it like this. 00:00:55.750 --> 00:00:57.430 align:middle line:90% "You know Katherine. 00:00:57.430 --> 00:00:58.270 align:middle line:90% Short. 00:00:58.270 --> 00:00:59.410 align:middle line:90% With the lazy eye. 00:00:59.410 --> 00:01:00.400 align:middle line:90% Poet. 00:01:00.400 --> 00:01:01.870 align:middle line:90% Not a very good one. 00:01:01.870 --> 00:01:04.030 align:middle line:90% Yeah, well, she died." 00:01:04.030 --> 00:01:06.610 align:middle line:84% The blue on that lake isn't so frank. 00:01:06.610 --> 00:01:09.970 align:middle line:84% It fogs off into the horizon like Styrofoam. 00:01:09.970 --> 00:01:12.460 align:middle line:84% The picnic table is full of white people. 00:01:12.460 --> 00:01:14.360 align:middle line:84% I asked them where the coffee is. 00:01:14.360 --> 00:01:16.450 align:middle line:90% They say at Meijer. 00:01:16.450 --> 00:01:19.240 align:middle line:84% I wonder if you thought about getting out of Detroit. 00:01:19.240 --> 00:01:22.210 align:middle line:84% When you read at the open mike, you'd point across the street 00:01:22.210 --> 00:01:24.790 align:middle line:84% at McDonald's and tell us to come see you. 00:01:24.790 --> 00:01:27.850 align:middle line:84% Katherine with the lazy eye, short, and not a good poet. 00:01:27.850 --> 00:01:29.900 align:middle line:90% I guess I almost cried. 00:01:29.900 --> 00:01:32.110 align:middle line:84% I don't know why, because I didn't like you. 00:01:32.110 --> 00:01:34.990 align:middle line:84% This is the first time I remembered your name. 00:01:34.990 --> 00:01:37.810 align:middle line:84% I didn't like how you followed around a married man, 00:01:37.810 --> 00:01:40.150 align:middle line:84% that your poems sucked, and that I figured they 00:01:40.150 --> 00:01:42.520 align:middle line:90% were all about the married man. 00:01:42.520 --> 00:01:45.910 align:middle line:84% But sometimes you reminded me of myself, boy crazy. 00:01:45.910 --> 00:01:47.380 align:middle line:84% That sometimes I think people just 00:01:47.380 --> 00:01:51.070 align:middle line:84% don't tell me that I'm kind of, well, slow. 00:01:51.070 --> 00:01:53.860 align:middle line:84% Katherine with the lazy eye, short, and not a good poet. 00:01:53.860 --> 00:01:56.980 align:middle line:84% I didn't like that your lazy eye was always looking at me, 00:01:56.980 --> 00:01:58.900 align:middle line:90% that you called me by my name. 00:01:58.900 --> 00:02:01.300 align:middle line:84% I didn't like you since the first time I saw you 00:02:01.300 --> 00:02:02.350 align:middle line:90% at McDonald's. 00:02:02.350 --> 00:02:05.140 align:middle line:84% You had a mop, and you were letting some homeless dude 00:02:05.140 --> 00:02:06.460 align:middle line:90% flirt with you. 00:02:06.460 --> 00:02:09.759 align:middle line:84% I wondered then if you thought that was the best you could do. 00:02:09.759 --> 00:02:12.070 align:middle line:90% I wondered then if it was. 00:02:12.070 --> 00:02:15.220 align:middle line:84% Katherine with the lazy eye, short, and not a good poet. 00:02:15.220 --> 00:02:18.880 align:middle line:84% You were too silly to wind up dead in an abandoned building. 00:02:18.880 --> 00:02:22.120 align:middle line:84% I didn't like you because what was I supposed to tell you? 00:02:22.120 --> 00:02:23.060 align:middle line:90% What? 00:02:23.060 --> 00:02:25.210 align:middle line:84% Don't let them look at you like that, Katherine. 00:02:25.210 --> 00:02:27.190 align:middle line:90% Don't let them get you alone. 00:02:27.190 --> 00:02:30.580 align:middle line:84% Katherine with a lazy eye, short, and not a good poet. 00:02:30.580 --> 00:02:32.890 align:middle line:84% What was I supposed to say to you? 00:02:32.890 --> 00:02:35.530 align:middle line:84% You don't get to laugh like that, like nothing's 00:02:35.530 --> 00:02:36.490 align:middle line:90% going to get you. 00:02:36.490 --> 00:02:39.100 align:middle line:84% Not everyone will forgive the slow girl. 00:02:39.100 --> 00:02:42.580 align:middle line:84% Katherine with the fucked up eye, short, poetry sucked, 00:02:42.580 --> 00:02:44.030 align:middle line:90% must have knew better. 00:02:44.030 --> 00:02:46.270 align:middle line:90% I avoided you in the hallway. 00:02:46.270 --> 00:02:48.370 align:middle line:90% I avoided you in lunch line. 00:02:48.370 --> 00:02:50.710 align:middle line:90% I avoided you at the lake. 00:02:50.710 --> 00:02:52.210 align:middle line:90% I avoided you. 00:02:52.210 --> 00:02:53.680 align:middle line:90% My lazy eye. 00:02:53.680 --> 00:02:55.570 align:middle line:90% Katherine with one hideous eye. 00:02:55.570 --> 00:02:56.230 align:middle line:90% Shit. 00:02:56.230 --> 00:02:58.000 align:middle line:90% Poetry for boys again. 00:02:58.000 --> 00:03:00.070 align:middle line:90% You should have been immune. 00:03:00.070 --> 00:03:02.380 align:middle line:84% You were supposed to be a cartoon. 00:03:02.380 --> 00:03:05.620 align:middle line:84% Your body was supposed to be as twisted as it was going to get. 00:03:05.620 --> 00:03:07.810 align:middle line:90% Short, and not a good poet. 00:03:07.810 --> 00:03:11.140 align:middle line:84% Katherine with no eye no more, I avoided you, 00:03:11.140 --> 00:03:13.690 align:middle line:90% hated it when you said my name. 00:03:13.690 --> 00:03:15.730 align:middle line:90% I really want to leave Detroit. 00:03:15.730 --> 00:03:19.630 align:middle line:84% Katherine with the lazy, short, not a good poet, and shit. 00:03:19.630 --> 00:03:23.890 align:middle line:84% Somewhere someone has already asked what was she like, 00:03:23.890 --> 00:03:27.550 align:middle line:84% and a woman has brought out her wallet and said, "This is her. 00:03:27.550 --> 00:03:30.500 align:middle line:90% This is my beautiful baby." 00:03:30.500 --> 00:03:31.000 align:middle line:90%