WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.510 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.510 --> 00:00:03.960 align:middle line:84% The next two poems are a matched set, 00:00:03.960 --> 00:00:07.360 align:middle line:84% and were inspired by my daughter who-- 00:00:07.360 --> 00:00:10.530 align:middle line:90% when she was four or five-- 00:00:10.530 --> 00:00:12.750 align:middle line:84% used to walk through the house singing "Nobody 00:00:12.750 --> 00:00:15.540 align:middle line:84% loves me but the spring cricket." 00:00:15.540 --> 00:00:17.850 align:middle line:84% And I never knew who this spring cricket was 00:00:17.850 --> 00:00:22.380 align:middle line:84% and why our love didn't count, but-- 00:00:22.380 --> 00:00:25.579 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:25.579 --> 00:00:26.500 align:middle line:90% 00:00:26.500 --> 00:00:29.600 align:middle line:84% --if you're a parent, you just have to get with the program. 00:00:29.600 --> 00:00:32.470 align:middle line:90% So these are for her. 00:00:32.470 --> 00:00:37.840 align:middle line:84% "The Spring Cricket Considers the Question of Negritude." 00:00:37.840 --> 00:00:40.970 align:middle line:84% "I was playing my tunes all by myself. 00:00:40.970 --> 00:00:43.840 align:middle line:84% I didn't know anybody else who could play along. 00:00:43.840 --> 00:00:46.900 align:middle line:84% Sure, the tunes were sad, but sweet too, 00:00:46.900 --> 00:00:49.510 align:middle line:84% and wouldn't come until the day gave out. 00:00:49.510 --> 00:00:54.280 align:middle line:84% You know that way the sky has of dangling her last bright wisps? 00:00:54.280 --> 00:00:58.000 align:middle line:84% That's when the ache would bloom inside until I couldn't wait. 00:00:58.000 --> 00:01:00.580 align:middle line:84% I knelt down to scrape myself clean 00:01:00.580 --> 00:01:03.790 align:middle line:90% and didn't care who heard. 00:01:03.790 --> 00:01:07.150 align:middle line:84% Then came the shouts and whistles, the roundup 00:01:07.150 --> 00:01:10.390 align:middle line:90% into jars, a clamber of legs. 00:01:10.390 --> 00:01:13.840 align:middle line:84% Now there were others, tumbled, clouded. 00:01:13.840 --> 00:01:15.830 align:middle line:90% I didn't know their names. 00:01:15.830 --> 00:01:18.730 align:middle line:84% We were a musical lantern, children 00:01:18.730 --> 00:01:22.240 align:middle line:90% slept to our rasping sighs. 00:01:22.240 --> 00:01:26.410 align:middle line:84% And if now and then, one of us shook free 00:01:26.410 --> 00:01:30.760 align:middle line:84% and sang as he climbed to the brim, he would always 00:01:30.760 --> 00:01:36.550 align:middle line:84% fall again, which made them laugh and clap their hands. 00:01:36.550 --> 00:01:40.420 align:middle line:84% At least then, we knew what pleased them, 00:01:40.420 --> 00:01:42.100 align:middle line:90% and where the brink was." 00:01:42.100 --> 00:01:45.170 align:middle line:90% 00:01:45.170 --> 00:01:51.290 align:middle line:84% "The Spring Cricket Repudiates his Parable of Negritude." 00:01:51.290 --> 00:01:54.830 align:middle line:90% "Hell, we just climbed. 00:01:54.830 --> 00:01:59.840 align:middle line:84% Reached the lip and fell back, slipped and started up again, 00:01:59.840 --> 00:02:04.010 align:middle line:84% climbed to be climbing, sang to be singing. 00:02:04.010 --> 00:02:05.780 align:middle line:90% It's just what we do. 00:02:05.780 --> 00:02:10.520 align:middle line:84% No one bothered to analyze our blues until everybody involved 00:02:10.520 --> 00:02:12.440 align:middle line:90% was strung out or dead. 00:02:12.440 --> 00:02:14.540 align:middle line:84% To solve everything that was happening 00:02:14.540 --> 00:02:20.360 align:middle line:84% while it was happening would have taken some serious opium. 00:02:20.360 --> 00:02:24.140 align:middle line:84% Seriously, all wisdom is afterthought, 00:02:24.140 --> 00:02:26.480 align:middle line:90% a sort of helpless relief. 00:02:26.480 --> 00:02:30.230 align:middle line:84% So don't go thinking none of this grief belongs to you. 00:02:30.230 --> 00:02:33.980 align:middle line:84% Even if you don't know how it feels to fall, 00:02:33.980 --> 00:02:36.110 align:middle line:90% you can get my drift. 00:02:36.110 --> 00:02:41.240 align:middle line:84% And I, who live it daily have heard that perfect word enough 00:02:41.240 --> 00:02:49.460 align:middle line:84% to know just when to use it, as in, Oh hell, Hell, no. 00:02:49.460 --> 00:02:53.260 align:middle line:90% No, this is hell."