WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.680 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.680 --> 00:00:04.140 align:middle line:84% This is the last of this sequence. 00:00:04.140 --> 00:00:09.630 align:middle line:84% Before about the beginning of the 19th century, 00:00:09.630 --> 00:00:13.620 align:middle line:84% English writers had the option of playing 00:00:13.620 --> 00:00:16.387 align:middle line:84% with spelling in order to emphasize something. 00:00:16.387 --> 00:00:17.970 align:middle line:84% Spelling hadn't been standardized yet, 00:00:17.970 --> 00:00:20.550 align:middle line:84% so the poet John Milton took great advantage 00:00:20.550 --> 00:00:23.820 align:middle line:84% of that in Paradise Lost and that gets mentioned in here. 00:00:23.820 --> 00:00:28.050 align:middle line:84% There's also a reference to a really-- 00:00:28.050 --> 00:00:31.380 align:middle line:84% a brand of sneakers that was really fashionable for like 20 00:00:31.380 --> 00:00:32.220 align:middle line:90% minutes. 00:00:32.220 --> 00:00:34.860 align:middle line:84% They were called Osiris after the Egyptian God, 00:00:34.860 --> 00:00:38.440 align:middle line:84% and they had the word Osiris printed on the tongue. 00:00:38.440 --> 00:00:42.150 align:middle line:90% So, yeah. 00:00:42.150 --> 00:00:45.210 align:middle line:84% Osiris, you will remember, was torn apart 00:00:45.210 --> 00:00:47.730 align:middle line:84% by the banks of the Nile, and his wife Isis 00:00:47.730 --> 00:00:51.480 align:middle line:84% had to gather the parts to reconstruct him. 00:00:51.480 --> 00:00:54.060 align:middle line:90% "Underworld." 00:00:54.060 --> 00:00:56.730 align:middle line:84% The new and towering boy in out-patient 00:00:56.730 --> 00:01:00.720 align:middle line:84% folds the lavish scaffold of himself into a smallish chair. 00:01:00.720 --> 00:01:03.810 align:middle line:90% [BEEPING] 00:01:03.810 --> 00:01:06.500 align:middle line:90% I've said something alarming. 00:01:06.500 --> 00:01:08.550 align:middle line:90% It must have been outpatient. 00:01:08.550 --> 00:01:10.680 align:middle line:90% Try it again. 00:01:10.680 --> 00:01:11.460 align:middle line:90% "Underworld." 00:01:11.460 --> 00:01:14.010 align:middle line:84% The new and towering boy in outpatient 00:01:14.010 --> 00:01:18.060 align:middle line:84% folds the lavish scaffold of himself into a smallish chair 00:01:18.060 --> 00:01:19.650 align:middle line:84% as though it were an ongoing task 00:01:19.650 --> 00:01:21.810 align:middle line:84% to account for all his parts, and he 00:01:21.810 --> 00:01:26.880 align:middle line:84% takes us in, nods his smudge of beard, and smiles privately. 00:01:26.880 --> 00:01:29.100 align:middle line:84% We've confirmed his expectations. 00:01:29.100 --> 00:01:33.540 align:middle line:84% No malice or irony in it, simply a kind of sweetness. 00:01:33.540 --> 00:01:35.910 align:middle line:84% He's failed to kill himself last weekend 00:01:35.910 --> 00:01:39.030 align:middle line:84% and has landed intact, marveling, interested. 00:01:39.030 --> 00:01:43.020 align:middle line:84% His legs-- I want to spell long with two n's as Milton spelled 00:01:43.020 --> 00:01:46.620 align:middle line:84% dim with a double m to intensify the gloom of hell-- 00:01:46.620 --> 00:01:49.710 align:middle line:84% careening into one another then pushing his knees forward 00:01:49.710 --> 00:01:53.250 align:middle line:84% into the speaking circle where we weigh 90 minutes 00:01:53.250 --> 00:01:55.380 align:middle line:90% the tonnage of our shame. 00:01:55.380 --> 00:01:59.250 align:middle line:84% The damage yours only until exactly spoken. 00:01:59.250 --> 00:02:02.680 align:middle line:90% Whose pain's not a common one? 00:02:02.680 --> 00:02:06.720 align:middle line:84% And then the new man, all of 22, stretches his legs entirely 00:02:06.720 --> 00:02:09.449 align:middle line:84% forward and catches my breath with the name printed 00:02:09.449 --> 00:02:13.650 align:middle line:84% across the tongues of his shoes, Osiris, in bold letters, 00:02:13.650 --> 00:02:17.010 align:middle line:84% maybe a brand too newly stylish for me to have registered. 00:02:17.010 --> 00:02:21.750 align:middle line:84% But the unlaced word prays for us to just the right God, 00:02:21.750 --> 00:02:25.110 align:middle line:84% him torn to pieces, each bit of his ruined picked up, 00:02:25.110 --> 00:02:28.260 align:middle line:84% each nearly unrecognizable, attended, carried. 00:02:28.260 --> 00:02:32.100 align:middle line:84% And is it loved or willed back into place, the man and boy's 00:02:32.100 --> 00:02:35.610 align:middle line:90% body radially restored? 00:02:35.610 --> 00:02:37.140 align:middle line:84% Or that's the hope he's poking out 00:02:37.140 --> 00:02:39.930 align:middle line:84% at us with his excellent shoes while we 00:02:39.930 --> 00:02:43.010 align:middle line:90% go on talking until lunch time. 00:02:43.010 --> 00:02:44.136 align:middle line:90%