WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.442 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.442 --> 00:00:03.150 align:middle line:84% This one's called, "All The Lies Buried." 00:00:03.150 --> 00:00:10.390 align:middle line:90% 00:00:10.390 --> 00:00:14.900 align:middle line:84% Against the streetlight, great flakes of snow. 00:00:14.900 --> 00:00:19.900 align:middle line:84% Look like little sheets of paper tumbling from the Midnight Sky. 00:00:19.900 --> 00:00:22.960 align:middle line:84% I catch several on my glove, turn them over, 00:00:22.960 --> 00:00:24.310 align:middle line:90% blank on both sides. 00:00:24.310 --> 00:00:29.080 align:middle line:84% How am I to continue with messages like these? 00:00:29.080 --> 00:00:31.420 align:middle line:84% As I walk down the street to the ocean, 00:00:31.420 --> 00:00:35.830 align:middle line:84% I think of all the lies buried by the falling snow. 00:00:35.830 --> 00:00:40.030 align:middle line:84% The pile of firewood that never reached the barn. 00:00:40.030 --> 00:00:43.870 align:middle line:84% Last summer's carrots still in the garden. 00:00:43.870 --> 00:00:47.230 align:middle line:84% And those harsh words I said tonight about separation 00:00:47.230 --> 00:00:53.560 align:middle line:84% and the loss of love I see them now, little irregular lumps. 00:00:53.560 --> 00:00:56.740 align:middle line:84% And whatever hopes you had, my wife, they're 00:00:56.740 --> 00:00:59.740 align:middle line:84% out here too, those cold unweighables 00:00:59.740 --> 00:01:02.140 align:middle line:90% buried deeper and deeper. 00:01:02.140 --> 00:01:04.599 align:middle line:84% And the baby, our son who follows us 00:01:04.599 --> 00:01:08.080 align:middle line:84% around the house saying be happy, those words 00:01:08.080 --> 00:01:10.900 align:middle line:90% are out here someplace. 00:01:10.900 --> 00:01:13.120 align:middle line:90% It's all out here. 00:01:13.120 --> 00:01:15.790 align:middle line:84% Every key, knife, and coin I ever lost, 00:01:15.790 --> 00:01:19.388 align:middle line:84% every domestic ambition, every little household improvement I 00:01:19.388 --> 00:01:20.305 align:middle line:90% put back on the shelf. 00:01:20.305 --> 00:01:22.870 align:middle line:90% 00:01:22.870 --> 00:01:28.120 align:middle line:84% At the ocean's edge black water laps against a border of ice, 00:01:28.120 --> 00:01:31.690 align:middle line:84% white flakes hit the surface and disappear. 00:01:31.690 --> 00:01:34.750 align:middle line:84% I remember one summer a small bird with red beak 00:01:34.750 --> 00:01:37.480 align:middle line:84% and red eyes running along the surf. 00:01:37.480 --> 00:01:40.150 align:middle line:84% When the water retreated the bird hurried to the edge 00:01:40.150 --> 00:01:44.170 align:middle line:84% dug a little then ran back as the waves returned. 00:01:44.170 --> 00:01:46.090 align:middle line:84% I watched it make its way down the beach, 00:01:46.090 --> 00:01:49.330 align:middle line:84% always was working that thin line between sand and water. 00:01:49.330 --> 00:01:51.820 align:middle line:84% Sometimes a wave rushed in too fast 00:01:51.820 --> 00:01:54.940 align:middle line:84% swamping the bird, which then shook itself and continued. 00:01:54.940 --> 00:01:59.590 align:middle line:84% And I liked that, liked how the bird kept to the very edge. 00:01:59.590 --> 00:02:03.370 align:middle line:84% I even thought that's the work I want for myself. 00:02:03.370 --> 00:02:04.990 align:middle line:84% As if that line with the division 00:02:04.990 --> 00:02:08.949 align:middle line:84% between world and soul, the place where life itself lies 00:02:08.949 --> 00:02:11.170 align:middle line:90% hidden. 00:02:11.170 --> 00:02:14.020 align:middle line:84% But tonight I think, isn't it living at the edge 00:02:14.020 --> 00:02:15.700 align:middle line:90% that makes the trouble? 00:02:15.700 --> 00:02:18.460 align:middle line:84% Never getting comfortable or taking anything for 00:02:18.460 --> 00:02:21.970 align:middle line:84% granted, never trusting anything. 00:02:21.970 --> 00:02:23.755 align:middle line:84% Across the Bay I see the glimmerings 00:02:23.755 --> 00:02:29.050 align:middle line:84% of house lights, no bigger or brighter than stars. 00:02:29.050 --> 00:02:31.390 align:middle line:84% Are those the cold lights of reason, 00:02:31.390 --> 00:02:34.540 align:middle line:84% or the constant glimmerings of fear? 00:02:34.540 --> 00:02:38.290 align:middle line:84% I feel surrounded by messages I don't understand. 00:02:38.290 --> 00:02:40.420 align:middle line:84% Better to let them go and try forgetting. 00:02:40.420 --> 00:02:43.330 align:middle line:84% Better to say there are no messages that those lights are 00:02:43.330 --> 00:02:46.090 align:middle line:84% no more than people reading or watching the TV. 00:02:46.090 --> 00:02:49.450 align:middle line:84% Tomorrow they'll climb from bed that their usual hour, trudge 00:02:49.450 --> 00:02:51.790 align:middle line:84% off to work, and the whole mess will continue. 00:02:51.790 --> 00:02:55.060 align:middle line:84% And me too, I'll climb from bed groggy with sleep 00:02:55.060 --> 00:02:58.060 align:middle line:84% and stand at the window scratching my belly. 00:02:58.060 --> 00:03:02.170 align:middle line:84% Far out to sea, I may notice a sail or flashing light, 00:03:02.170 --> 00:03:05.500 align:middle line:84% no telling what it's doing or what it means. 00:03:05.500 --> 00:03:10.030 align:middle line:84% In between will be the huge and rising waves that beat and beat 00:03:10.030 --> 00:03:13.690 align:middle line:84% this poor Earth yet leave no help, no guidance, 00:03:13.690 --> 00:03:16.870 align:middle line:90% no lesson but confusion. 00:03:16.870 --> 00:03:19.600 align:middle line:84% What does the water leave at the waves edge? 00:03:19.600 --> 00:03:23.950 align:middle line:84% Whatever it leaves the waves then hammer it down, 00:03:23.950 --> 00:03:26.140 align:middle line:84% bury it deeper and deeper under the sand 00:03:26.140 --> 00:03:30.790 align:middle line:84% as if the waves message, like the message of Earth or snow, 00:03:30.790 --> 00:03:33.160 align:middle line:90% is simply burial. 00:03:33.160 --> 00:03:35.710 align:middle line:90% The brain's message to memory. 00:03:35.710 --> 00:03:37.330 align:middle line:84% The black dirt's message to a corpse. 00:03:37.330 --> 00:03:41.830 align:middle line:90% 00:03:41.830 --> 00:03:46.080 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:03:46.080 --> 00:03:48.000 align:middle line:90%